I woke up as the sun greeted my face. The blinds are not closed leaving the room with too much sunlight. Gumalaw ako sa pagkakahiga nang maramdaman ang isang kamay sa aking baywang. Tumingala ako habang nakangiting nakatitig sa akin si Ryu. "Goodmorning, baby." His sleepy voice greeted me.
Last night was not a dream. I am still in his arms. Suot ko ang isang malaking tshirt, I guess this belongs to him. I am in my underwear and I slightly pulled from him. "G-goodmorning, Ryu." I smiled back. Huminga siya ng malalim at hinila ako papalapit sa kanya as if hindi pa masyadong malapit ito ngayon.
His chin is on the top of my head. He reached and held my hand at ipinalupot niya iyon sa kanyang baywang. Pagkatapos ay niyakap niya ako nang mahigpit. I did not protest and let my hand rest on his waist.
He is wearing his shorts, but he is topless. My head on his chest as he showered my head with kisses. Napapikit ako at napangiti. "What do you want for breakfast?" I asked.
Hinawakan niya ang aking baba para iharap ang mukha ko sa kanya. Nakangisi habang tinititigan ang aking mga labi, "You." He teased.
Sinuntok ko siya sa tiyan at napatawa siya. Sinubukan kong kumawala sa hawak niya ngunit agad niya akong hinila pabalik sa kanya. "I am just kidding. Just five more minutes then you can get up." Lambing niyang sabi habang yakap yakap akong muli.
Tumango ako at niyakap din siya. He sniffed my hair. We stayed that way for more than five minutes hanggang sa tumunog ang tiyan ko sa gutom. Tumawa si Ryu dahilan ng pagkakaatras ko at pagbangon ngunit nanatiling nakaupo sa kama.
"My baby is hungry." he chuckled. Bumangon na rin siya at umupo sa tabi ko, bumaba ang kumot sa baywang niya and it exposed his upper body. Nahawi ang tingin ko sa kanyang dibdib. "Don't worry, Ky. This is all yours." Tukso niya.
Inirapan ko siya at tumayo na nang mapagtanto kong wala pala akong shorts, nakatitig siya sa akin and he bit his lower lip. "Stop it, Ryu." Nagmadali akong halukayin ang bag at agad na dinampot ang isang silk shorts at mabilis na isinuot. Mahinang tawa ang narinig ko sa kanya. "I'll cook breakfast." Sabi ko at nagtungo sa kusina at binuksan ang ref.
Nanatili siyang nakaupo sa kama, his hair messy. "We have eggs, bacon, and hotdog. Which one should I cook?" tanong ko sabay lingon.
Nagulat ako nang mapagtantong iilang lakad na lang ay nasa harap ko na siya. He hugged me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulders. "Whichever you like to eat now." His soft voice whispered in my ear.
Naramdaman kong nagsitayuan ang aking mga balahibo. Tumango ako at dinampot ang bacon at itlog. Nanatiling nakapalupot ang kamay niya sa aking baywang. "Ryu, how can I cook if you won't let me go?" pigil na tawa ang ginawa ko.
Ngumuso siya ngunit pinakawalan din naman ako. He pulled the chair at umupo siya roon. Inilabas ko ang bacon at ang itlog pati ang lutuan. May sliced bread sa mesa so I guess that should do it. I turned on the stove at ipinuwesto ang lutuan sa taas nito.
I started cooking at nang lumingon ako kay Ryu he was just staring at me with loving eyes, his right hand on his chin. Nagkasalubong ang kilay ko sa kanya ngunig ngumiti ako maya maya. "So, what time are we going back tomorrow?" tanong ko para mabawasan ang pagkaconscious ko sa mga titig niya.
"I don't want to leave yet." He pouted. Kahit ako man ay ayaw ang umalis pero our responsibilities at the office must be piling up now.
Binaling ko ang tingin sa niluluto. "You know we can't." He sighed in defeat. "I know. We can leave after lunch tomorrow. Is that okay with you?" he asked.
Tumango ako. What will happen to us then? Paano si Julianna at ang mga magulang nito? Oh my God, papaano ang mga magulang namin? How will the accept this? But, wait. What are we? Are we in a relationship now? I bit my lip at my thoughts. Tinanggal ko na sa kawali ang bacon at itlog at inilipat sa plato. I bring it on the table.
Ryu stood up and went to the kettle, heated some water and poured the water on the mugs at nagtimpla ng kape. Maya maya ay inilapag nyia ang isang tasa ng kape sa tapat ko at sa kanya ang isa. He handed me a slice of bread and we both eat.
Nang matapos kami ay iniligpit ko ang kinainan. "Let me wash them." Si Ryu. Umiling ako at kinuha ang plato sa kanya at dumiretso sa kitchen sink.
"But you cooked." Anito sa malambing na boses. Humagikgik ako at umiling. "Konti lang naman ito, kaya ako na." I said.
He nodded and I started washing the dishes with soap at binanlawan ito.
Saktong pagkatapos ko ay isang yakap sa likod muli ang natanggap ko. His hands on my stomach.
Nanigas ako sa kinakatayuan ko. His touch is making me weak even when I slept enough. This is draining me all over again.
He started to sniff my hair and kissed my neck. I closed my eyes habang nararamdaman ang mga balahibo kong nagsisitayuan.
I was taken aback when he suddenly grabbed my boobs dahilan nang pagkatili ko. I felt his lips smirked. "I h-hate you." My voice is soft. I was trying to raise my voice pero bigo na nga ako, nauutal pa. Damn, this guy is too much.
I can smell his scent on me. I closed my eyes as his hands continued to cupped my breast.
He pulled away from me, "I'm going to have a dip on the pool." He teased and kissed me on my cheek. Ngumuso ako sa ginawa niya. He leaned in again and whispered, "You can join me if you want."
Tumalikod na siya at dumiretso sa banyo. At muli, ang hininga ko ay mabilis at nanlalambot ang aking mga tuhod. How dare he seduced me like that at bigla akong paasahin. I rolled my eyes in frustration. The effect he has on me is too much.
I heard the water splashed outside. Sinilip ko siya and there he was swimming in his shorts.
I decided to join him. Why not? Tumungo ako sa aking bag at inilabas ang dalang bikini. It was a red tie side bikini. I put on my robe and changed. Lumabas ako nang naka-roba at dumiretso sa sun lounger. Nakita ako ni Ryu ngunit patuloy siya sa paglangoy. I applied some sunblock before heading for the pool.
Inalis ko ang aking roba, leaving me with my bikini and started walking to the pool. I dipped my feet first before I completely went inside the pool. Hinagilap ng mata ko si Ryu ngunit wala siya. Nagulat na lang ako nang may humawak sa aking tiyan sa tubig. It was him.
Tinapunan ko siya ng tubig at lumangoy papalayo. He laughed at sinundan niya ako. He grabbed me by my waist at hinarap ako sa kanya.
Nagkatitigan kaming dalawa. "I have something for you." My face confused. "Wait here." Tugon niya nang tumakas siya ng pool at pumasok saglit sa loob. Ilang minuto ay bumalik siya muli at lumangoy papunta sa akin.
He held out a silver chain in front of me. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko, it was the necklace he gave me years ago. Hindi ako makapaniwala na nasa kanya pa rin iyon.
"N-nasayo pa rin yan?" tanong ko. Pinatalikod niya ako sa kanya at isinuot ang kuwintas. Hinawakan ko ang pendant na nakakabit sa chain ng kuwintas at naramdaman ang medyo nakaumbok na textura mula sa pendant.
Yumuko ako para matingan iyon, my eyes widened from the text that is embossed on the pendant. "Siempre fuiste tú". It's Spanish, since Ryu's family is of Spanish descent. Hindi ko nakita ito dati. Tears started to form on the corners of my eyes.
After all this time. God, this man.
Muli ko siyang hinarap habang naluluha. "It was always yours, Ky. Umaasa pa rin akong babalik ka sa akin. I don't have the courage to just throw it." He said and smiled.
I jumped onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck. I kissed his lips and he smiled as he kissed me back. I wrapped my legs onto his waist underwater. His hands are on my bottom as I felt him walked and moved out from the pool and carried me to the sun loungers easily.
Umupo siya roon habang nasa kandungan niya ako at sumandal sa headrest. Hinalikan ko siya ng mas mariin habang hawak niya ang likod ko para sumuporta. Hindi ko man nasabi ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya rati, ito na ulit ang pagkakataon para iparamdam ko sa kanya kung gaano ko pa rin siya kamahal.
Sa mga oras na ito, buo na ang isip ko. Sa paraang ito ipapadama ko sa kanya ang pagmamahal ko. At kahit na bumalik pa kami ng Maynila, kahit ano pa man ang mangyari, ang importante, pinaramdam ko sa kanya ngayon ang dati ko pang gusting malaman niya.
Tinanggal niya sa pagkakatali ang bikini top ko at hinubad iyon. Nasa magkabilang mukha niya ang kamay ko habang hinahaplos naman nito ang aking dibdib. Napaungol siya habang pinaglalaruan ang sabik kong dibdib. His tongue is making its way inside my mouth and I opened him to gain access inside.
I reached for his shorts and moved away from his lap para matanggal ko iyon. In broad daylight, his bulge in front of me is making me want him more. I spread my legs and sat on his lap again as I grind onto him.
He groaned and lifted me up at pumasok sa loob. I moaned softly as his thumb is circling its way to my nipples. Umupo siya sa kama while I was still on his lap while kissing him.
I grabbed his member and felt his hardness on my palms. I heard him growl. He was cupping my breast as I caressed his member. His eyes are shut as he bit his lip while I continue to fondle his.
My legs are spread in front of his member with my bikini bottom on. He reached for the strings on the side and untied it. "Your bikini has been teasing me since you took off your robe, woman. Now that it's off of you, I want you." He whispered seductively. Ngumiti ako at inatake siya ng halik.
"Baby, I want you again." Si Ryu. I bit his lips and spread my legs even more, his member on its peak. He pulled me onto him to consume me. I groaned as he entered me. He moaned when I moved back and forth. His left hand on my back as the other hand cupped my breast. His lips sucking my lower lip.
My hands are wrapped around his neck as I continued to glide on him. God, this is making me crazy. "Ahh, Ryu. Damn it, it feels so good." I moaned.
His eyes are closed as his member penetrates me. His hands are on my waist now as I moved on his member. "Damn it, baby. You're making me crazy." He cursed as he pushed and pulled me to him, still sitting on the edge of the bed.
His lips reached for my breasts and he sucked my nipple. Napaungol ako ng malakas. I can feel him inside of me. His lips sucked my left nipple to my right and back again. Napatingala ako sa sensasyong binibigay niya sa akin.
He lift me up at nagpalit kami ng pwesto, suddenly he is on top of me. His lips are sucking my neck. I groaned. His movement became fast. I moaned harder, he groaned louder. We were both moving as one. Nasa dibib ko ang isang kamay niya habang nakatukod ang isa. "Ohhh, ahhhh, don't stop Ryu."
He glided to me faster. He kissed on my lips, sucking my lower lip hard, his hand on my breast. I moaned when I exploded and felt his release inside me.
My legs are shaking and my body felt weak when I felt his liquid inside of me. He tilted his head and cursed when he released all his liquid.
He leaned on to me and kissed my cheeks as he positioned beside me. He pulled the blanket and covered our bodies with it. Hinila niya ako papalapit sa kanya, mapupungay ang mga mata. He kissed me on my lips again and hugged me tight.
I closed my eyes as his hugs became tighter.
My mind wandered. Di ko alam ano ang mangyayari pag balik namin sa reyalidad. Di ko alam kung papaano ko sasabihin sa mga magulang ko ang tungkol sa amin ni Ryu.
Paano ang partnership ng NCFMC sa VRE? Paano si Julianna? Tinitigan ko si Ryu. He was staring at me too, a smile on his lips. Ah, there it is. In his eyes lie the answers to my questions.
"I love you, Ky." Malambing niyang boses. My eyes got bigger. "God, I love you so fucking much, baby. Mababaliw ako kapag nawala ka ulit sa akin." Nanatiling nakatitig siya sa mga mata ko. His eyes are soft, I smiled and I kissed him passionately.