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Chapter 3 - .03:its hard to explain.

It had been several days and I couldn't seem to erase him from my mind . Everything reminded me of him and his touch drove me wild . Each and every time I got near that man I couldn't think straight. It was sad how he could make me feel so vulnerable and barely do anything to me. Yeah this was bad, this was very bad .

My phone rang; it was him .

"Hello", I answered.

"Kaori", he slurred Into the phone.

He was drunk .

"Yes Jimin", I answered.

"Come lay with me", he said .

That's all he needed to say. I packed me a spend the night bag and I called Annya to let her know what I was about to do.

"Have you lost your mind K, you barely know anything about this man", she yelled in the phone.

It was too late to turn around because I already lied to my parents and I was already talking to nya.

"Just cover for me please, I gotta tOuCh him again". I say reminiscing the previous moments of him being in my presence.

"I don't like it but be safe and I wanna hear everything when you get back", she says before hanging up .

I had finally arrived in front of his house and I get out walking towards his door.

I push the door open and follow the smell of alcohol. When I finally get to his room he's sitting on the edge of his bed drinking a bottle of henny.

"Jimin", I call and he turns towards me with a dangerous smirk that make my shorts stick to my curve .

"I see you made it, come here", he says with his thick Korean accent .

I was infatuated with this man .

He walks towards me and smashes his lips onto mine.

Chills climb up my spine and I feel it within my soul .

He lifts me off my feet and carries me to the bed.

He hovers over me planting kisses all over my face and my neck.

He grabs my wrist pulling my close to him. I wanted more but he wasn't giving me what I wanted to fill the void.

"Don't leave me", he pleads before fainting on my chest.

I was trapped under his body and I could t move and I was utterly uncomfortable. Eventually I ended up falling asleep and when I woke up the next morning, I'm awoken to his smile .

"Good morning Kaori how'd you sleep?", He greeted me with that gorgeous smile .

Not only was I lost for words I had a hickey that if I didn't get rid of by Sunday, I probably wouldn't have a neck .

I pout.

"What's wrong?", He ask until he saw exactly what I did .

He smirked.

"You don't care?", I asked and he smirked again.

"Lol no not really kaori, you're mine and I'm marking my territory. I really don't care who sees; not even your dad", he says smirking .

Gosh i wanted to smack that smirk off his face but I was honored to know he wanted me and only me.

I couldn't do anything but smile.

I look down at my hands .

He grabs my chin and kisses my lips .

"It's time to start our day, what do you say?", he asks .

I shrug.

If it was up to me we could f-

"Kaori go shower please and when you're done in about a hour we should go for breakfast", he says .

I nod and head into the bathroom to handle much needed business. I'm relieved once the warm water hits my body and I wanted more of him physically, emotionally, sexually, and mentally. He was holding back and I needed him.

Or maybe it was him making me feel like that. I mean let's be honest, that man knew how to make me feel vulnerable.

I'm not out of my thoughts when there's a knock on the door.

"Kaori are you ok?",Jimin asks

"Yeah I'm fine", I respond.

He walks away from the door, how long has it been? I grab my phone and it's been almost an hour and a half . I mentally smack myself, he probably thought I was dead .

I wash myself and get out the shower .

My phone rings. It's dad.

"Hello", I answer automatically knowing I'm about to lie .

"No sir I'm good, nya and I are going into town later today", I reply.

"No sir there's no boys except Christian but I don't want him", I explain.

"No dad", I say.

"Ok daddy bye", I say hanging up.

I mentally prepare myself for what was to come next. I wear my hair in a bun because I don't feel like being bothered with it and throw on a simple outfit before stepping out the door to meet a shirtless Jimin.

"I see you're ready", he says opening his walk-in closet to search for a shirt .

I swallow the lump in my throat this man had a 6 pack so toned . I wanted to touch it baaad. Omg was I becoming obsessed with him .

He comes out of the closet smirking as if he can  read my mind.

I turn bright red from embarrassment.

I look at my hands but before I can look up he's standing over me .

He pushes me against the wall.

"You're not allowed to be self conscious Kaori, you're way too beautiful for that . Hold your head up high , you have absolutely nothing to worry about I'm all yours", he assured me with a smirk .

Something was telling me he was lying and I could feel it.

I nod and look back down at my feet.

He lifts off my shirt and then admired my body . I fight to cover myself.

"Kaori stop it now, who did this to you", he asks before I broke out in tears .

Everyone told me I was so pretty but I struggled with insecurities of all types.

What's being pretty when you couldn't accept yourself.

"Drop your pants", he demands and I obey only leaving me in my bra and panty set.

I let go of the air I didn't realize I was holding .

Thank God I matched today .

"Beautiful and now turn for daddy", he says biting his lip .

I turn while looking at myself in the mirror.

There's hickeys all over my body . Dang this man was feasting on my body.

"Wow Jimin this is", I'm cut off .

"Very sexy I want more", he says .

He smirks.

I bite my lip and close my eyes .

"Jimin can we leave now", I ask opening my eyes to come face to face with his eye contact.

It kinda turned me on.

"No Kaori I want you right now, get in the Belt now", was all he said before stripping down to the nude .

I swallow the lump in my throat before climbing into bed with him.

He smirks .

"You're going to be completely confident when I'm done with you Kaori , mark my word", he says smirking and hovering over me.