It had been particularly 2 days since the guys went on tour. I was completely bored and sad.
I was trying to cope but I was struggling.
I missed his hair.
The color.
His eyes.
It's color.
His nose .
The way it twitched .
His lips.
The way it curled .
His smile.
His voice.
His hugs.
His arms
How safe I felt in them.
I missed his presence overall.
I was a sucker for him.
Even though he called 3 times a day that wasn't as good as being in his presence.
I usually didn't get jealous but I was jealous of the fans because they had the attention I craved.
My father noticed I wasn't my normal bubbly self.
I also noticed I haven't had my period yet and my appetite had changed .
I wasn't exactly scared but really nervous.
I wanted to know whether or not I was pregnant or stressed.
My parents would kill me if I got knocked up .
I tried to think good thoughts .
I'm knocked out of my thoughts .
My phone was ringing. It's Jimin
"Hey princess", he answered full of excitement.
"Oh yeah, hi I miss you", I reply.
"I miss you too", he replys.
My heart sank in my chest.
There's a comfortable silence on both ends of phone.
"Ayy princess I can't want till I see you again", he gushed.
My heart was racing a million miles an hour.
"I can't wait to see you too JJ", I say as my voice cracks.
"Don't cry princess I'll come see you real soon, I gotta go concert starts in 5 I love you", he says .
"I love you too", I say ending the call .
I was miserable and I was currently muffling my cries.
I couldn't remember when I fell asleep but I was awoken to the sound of my alarm. I threw on my outfit of the day and some light make up before heading to school .
"Kk you've been quiet you've been ok girl ?", Nya asks rubbing her fingers through my hair.
I nod grabbing my books.
She walks me to class before heading our separate ways.
I hated that I was pushing nya away because I wasn't entirely used to this whole being away from Jimin this long .
It was taking a toll on me and I just felt really incomplete without him.
Finally after a long day of class, I was able to go home and relax for the day .
After a warm shower and some Popeyes chicken I had passed out on the cousin with my dog; noodles.
There's a knock at the door and I get up to come face to face with Christian.
"Christian can I help you?", I asked.
He didn't say anything just standing there breathing hard and smirking at me.
I proceed to close the door and he stops it with his foot.
Noodle gets up and growls.
My phone rings .
"Christian you need to leave now or I'll call the police", I threaten before closing the door in his face .
It's Jimin.
"Hii babygirl I was just calling to let you know that the concert was over and we were heading to the next location. I miss you, are you ok?", he asks .
"No I'm scared", I admit locking noodle and I in my room.
"What's wrong baby?", he asks shuffling in the background.
"Christian stopped by and he was just staring at me", I say.
"He didn't want anything", he asks.
"No", I respond.
There's an uncomfortable silence.
"I'm going to come back", I cut him off .
"Nooo babe you'll be home soon, I'll just be more aware next time",I say .
"You sure babe", he asks with with concern .
"Yes", I say not sure what I was getting myself into.
"Ok kk please stay safe until I get back", he says .
"I will JJ I love you so much", I reply .
"I love you too" he says .
We stay on the phone until we both doze off . Not sure when I doze off but I awake the following morning on my way to my car to see a note on my car.
"I'll make you mine", it read .
Chill speed through my body as I looked around to see nothing out of the ordinary. I jump into my car and quickly call Jimin .
He answers In a groggy voice.
"Hello".
"Jimin he left a note on my car, I'm petrified", I say stuttering.
"Baby just take deep breaths". He says.
"I'm so scared", I say breaking down .
"I'm coming back". He say .
"No dont", I say .
"I need to protect you kk, your father trusted me with that job", he reminds me.
I calm myself down and take deep breaths before cleaning my face and heading to school which is the decision I'd regret for the Ernest of my life .
I walk into the building .
Nya sees me and rolls her eyes .
"There's little miss I'm too good for everyone", she spat.
I ignore her and head to my locker.
"Too good to be my friend and too good to be with my brother", she spats.
I continued to ignore her.
Some people would of said I'd be dumb to let this continue but I street fought, wrestled, and black belt in karate I'd kill her.
I remained calm and proceeded to head to class.
This was going to be a long day.
Lunch came around and I got called to the office to come face to face with Jimin.
I was speechless.
His smile grew bigger then ever.
"Hiii Princess", he says smiling.
I ran into the safety of his arms and embraced him.
"I missed you so much JJ I'm so glad you're here", I say
"I missed you too", he says planting a kiss on my forehead.
"I'm here to spend my free day with you princess so I'm signing you out early", he says as we leave for the day .
I was excited because I was having extremely hard day.
As soon as we get seated in the car I break down. Jimin turns towards me and holds me in his arms .
"Let it out princess it'll be ok", he says consoling me.
We head over to his house for the day and he cooks for me.
We eat, take a shower, cuddle before we head over to my house for the night.
When we pull up Christian is standing at my door.
He has a knife .
Jimin gets out of the car.
He says something before punching him in his face. He gets up and scurries away.
Jimin walks me to my room and waits with me until his limo comes to take him to the airport.
"I love you KK, I'll call when I land ok", he assures me .
"I love you too JJ", I respond.
He kisses me passionately moving from my lips to my neck.
I bite my lip.
We continue until the horn blows . He plants one more kiss and leaves my presence. I watch from my window as the limo leaves my sight . Moments later my parents walk in and stand in my doorway.
"Jimin called and told us everything are you ok?", my father asks.
I nod holding back tears .
My mom kisses me on my forehead .
"I've hired security to protect you until this stops",my father say angrily.
A police car sat outside our house and there was a guard that was supposed to travel with me whether I went .
I felt better but I still wish Jimin was here.
My parents leave the room and I proceed to handle my business before jumping into bed .