Dear Diary,
Jenny and I never talked about her personal life especially the person whom she is dating. Although, we agreed that we can do whatever we want to do with ourselves and date whoever we want to date for as long as we mind our own business and take extra precautions since we are still married in the eyes of the public.
"Yujin, naligo ka. Hindi ba day off mo ngayon?" gulat na tanong ni Jenny. "May lakad ka siguro 'no?"
"Hoy! Naliligo ako kahit walang lakad! Grabe siya," paliwanag ko. Bwisit na babae to! Nagmukha tuloy akong defensive!
"Hindi kaya!" tukso pa niya.
"Eh ikaw, bakit ka nagme-make up? Day off mo rin ngayon ah!"
"Wala ka na roon!" Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay sabay irap.
"Siguro may date ka ulit! Naks, isa na namang kabayan ang madidiligan!" ganti ko sa kaniya. Bigla tuloy ako na-curious sa ka-date niya, ibang lahi kaya?
"Nagsalita, ikaw rin naman mukhang may date ka ngayon at naglagay ka pa ng gel sa buhok!"
"Excuse me, lagi akong naglalagay ng gel!" dipensa ko.
"Ngayon lang kita nakitang nagsuklay!"
"Iyon ang sabihin mo!" Sabay tawa ko. Bahagya din siyang natawa. "Nagpapasama kasi si boss. May ka-date daw siya kaso ayaw pumayag ng babae kung hindi kasama iyong bestfriend niya. Ayaw ni boss nang istorbo kaya isinasama ako para daw double date at hindi sila guluhin noong friend ng ka-date niya." paliwanag ko.
"Hindi mo naman kailangan magpaliwanag. Wala naman ako pakialam sa personal na lakad mo." wika niya.
Bakit nga ba ako nagpapaliwanag pa? Napahiya tuloy ako.
GAGO's Lesson 101 no. 112: Dont be over defensive. Minsan kapag masyadong mahaba ang paliwanag, nagmumukha tuloy tayong guilty o may binabalak na hindi maganda. Mas lalo tayo nabubuko niyan. Lalo na ang mga babae malalakas ang radar at tamang hinala!
I went to the toilet to change my clothes and to give her privacy while she is also dressing up for her date. Her friend Leslie and Debby were helping her to get ready. After I had finished getting ready, I went back to our room. Jenny was standing in front of me, looking so stunning. Never thought she could look that amazing.
She's dressed up to be noticeably sexy. She's wearing a tight plunging neckline blouse revealing her ample cleavage. The fabric is too sheer that I can almost see her white strapless push-up bra underneath her blouse. She also wears a short skirt that flared down from her hip and stopped about three inches above the knee. Her flawless legs were bare and she also wears high black heel shoes. She wears a simple but elegant looking make up with hair shiny, black, wavy hair flowing from her head down to her waist.
I didn't notice that I had been staring at her way too long. Looking up and down at her body until Leslie called my attention.
"Yujin, ano masasabi mo sa asawa mo?" pabirong wika ni Leslie.
"In-fairness, nagmukha kang tao!" mabilis kong sagot.
GAGO's Lesson 101 no. 113: Don't be too obvious. Alam mo naman mga babae, konting papuri lang lalaki agad ang ulo. Kadalasan nami-misinterpret ka pa at bibigyan ng ibang kahulugan ang sasabihin mo. Mabuti na iyong playing safe!
"Huwag na kayong umasa na may magandang sasabihin iyang gagong 'yan!" Halatang nainis si Jenny sa toni ng kaniyang pananalita.
"Saan ba ang lakad mo at bakit parang pang malakasan ang dating mo?" kunot-noo kong tanong sa kaniya. Hindi naman sa nangingialam ako pero nag aalala rin ako sa kaniya na baka mapahamak siya sa itsura niya. "Safe ba ang makakasama mo? Baka mamaya mag take advantage siya sa'yo," paalala ko sa kaniya.
"Uy concern siya," tukso ni Debby.
"Walang malisya iyong concern ko," mabilis kong sagot.
"Selos ka lang eh," banat naman ni Leslie.
"Ewan ko sa inyo makaalis na nga," pagkatapos ko sabihin iyon ay tumalikod na ako at hindi na nagsalita pa. Lumabas na ako ng bahay at sumakay ng taxi papunta sa lugar na pinadala sakin ni Medhi sa text.
Tiara Revolving Restaurant, Abu Dhabi...
Marina Mall is a shopping center located in Abu Dhabi's coastal area. There are two restaurants at the Marina mall sky tower. One is the Tiara for a fine dining Colombiano Coffee House, a cafe/restaurant for casual dining. It has a stunning 360 degrees view of the Marina mall, Corniche beach, the villas, and the yacht club. I'm not afraid of heights and the elevator itself is already a treat because I was able to see the wonderful view when going up to the restaurant.
"There he is! Yujin, what took you so long? The ladies await!" Naglalakad si Medhi papalapit sa'kin at sinalubong ako ng yakap. Sabay turo sa mga babae na nakaupo sa table. "The Russian beauty is your date!"
"Boss, is she a prosti..." He interrupts me before I even finished my sentence.
"Hell no! She's a good friend of my brother Saleh," he cheerfully said. "C'mon boy, let's not keep them waiting." He winked at me and we proceed to the table.
"Ladies, I want you to meet my associate, Yujin!" My eyes widened to hear him say that. "Yujin, meet my date Sasha and that lovely lady over there is Tatiana. She will be your date for tonight," Medhi politely introduced.
Associate saan? Sa kalokohan? Hindi ko tuloy alam kung paano ako magre-react. Pigil ang tawa ko at napapailing na lang ako sa kaniya. Date for tonight pala. Parang sinasabi niya na bukas o sa makalawa ay iba naman. Ibang klase talaga ang boss kong ito.
"Yujin, you look so..." Her dramatic pause got everybody curious, so we all gave her a piece of our mind.
"Look so cute?" Sasha guesses.
"Yeah, but no," she quickly replied. What the hell is that supposed to mean?
"Charming?" Medhi asks.
"Young?" My turn to guess. It's like we were having a guessing game.
"No, no, no... That's not it!" she strongly opposes.
"Then what?" We all said in unison.
"He looks so Asian," she said.
Halos lamukusin ni Medhi ang kaniyang mukha hanggang sa mamula.
"He is Asian!" Medhi said.
"I know, but more...." There she goes again with her dramatic paused, but we just wait for her to speak up. "Erotic!" Our jaw almost drops when we heard it.
"EROTIC?!" We asked.
"I mean exotic," she rephrased. "In a good way!" she added.
"Is that even better? I really can't tell if it's a compliment or insult," I confusedly said.
Medhi leans closer to me and whisper, "She doesn't speak English very well."
I just smiled at him and said, "that explains a lot!" We both had a good laugh.
We had a quiet meal and a couple of drinks. Madaldal talaga akong tao, pero sa mga oras na iyon ay napaka-awkward nang mga kasama ko. Kaya sinulit ko na lang ang pagkain tutal si bossing naman ang sagot sa bill.
The menu in that restaurant was too pricey. It's way beyond my pay grade. But every penny spent was all worth it because of the spectacular scenery. After dinner, we decided to stroll on the Corniche beach. The weather is nice and the sea breeze is relaxing, the moon and stars serve as our guide while walking on the white sand. It is the perfect spot for a romantic date. Medhi and Sasha decided to go separately. They walk on the opposite side of the beach. While Tatiana and I decided to sit down on the white sand and enjoy the beautiful scenery.
"Yujin, I'm bored," Tatiana said while yawning. "Are we going to just sit here?"
Wala naman talaga akong plano na kahit ano. Ang misyon ko lang ay ilayo ang isang 'to kay boss at ka-date niya para walang istorbo.
"What do you have in mind?" Turn my head away from the sight of the beach and look at her.
"I don't know. This is a date, we should do exciting things," she said as if she wanted to suggest something. I may already have an idea, but I wanted to hear directly from her. "You know? We should do what they are doing! I didn't doll up just to sit on the beach," she protests.
"What exactly are they doing, if I may ask?" I curiously ask. "What do you want us to do?"
"We should have sex!" she bluntly said. Parang nagyaya lang ng sine kung sabihin. Na-culture shock ako sa pagiging liberated ng ibang lahi.
GAGO's Lesson 101 no. 114: Be discreet! Kahit na jowa mo pa iyan, hindi maganda ang masyadong over acting pag dating sa public display of affection. Kung gigil na gigil na at hindi na kayo makatiis sa isa't isa...GET A ROOM!
"Whoa, Habibi that's harami!" I said to her. Habibi is used as a term of endearment and harami refers to something bad or wrong.
People are allowed to go on a date, but pre-marital sex or living together without getting married is forbidden in a Muslim country. You can be jailed or worst deported. It is not allowed to publicly display your affection. You have to be discreet with your partner at all times.
"Sheez, don't be such a pussy! It's okay, no one cares!" She insists. "Are you a virgin?"
"No, that's not the point! People might see us. There's police patrolling in this area," I explained.
"Kaliwali police! We can go there," she confidently said while pointing to a dark spot and full of rocks. She stood up, held my hands, and pull me up on my feet. "Come on, let's go there!" Pointing her index finger at the pile of rocks near the breakwater.
Madami na akong na-encounter na babaeng aggressive at palaban pero kakaiba ang isang 'to, mukhang hindi niya ako titigilan hanggang hindi niya nakukuha ang gusto niya.
"Slow down! We don't have to rush!" I told her. Halos madapa na ako sa pagmamadali niya.
Ang bilis niya maglakad, palibhasa ang haba ng mga hita at binti niya. Mas matangkad pa siya sa akin. Pareho sila ni Sasha na malaking bulas. Car show model daw ang mga iyon sabi ni Medhi. Kaya naman hindi nakakapagtaka na pareho silang maganda, matangkad at sexy.
"I never had sex with an Asian boy before. This is my first time!" she excitedly said.
"Bakit sa Asian girl ba nasubukan mo na?" I was thinking but not out loud.
As soon as we reached the spot she immediately removes her blouse and skirt leaving her black lingerie behind. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung susundan ko ba siya at maghuhubad na rin. Napa-awkward talaga. Daig ko pa ang first timer sa sex.
She has chosen the perfect spot. You need to walk through a knee level of seawater before you reached the spot. There's a huge rock that is covering us from the outside like we are inside a small shallow cave. It is elevated and the water cannot penetrate inside the cave. Although it's dark inside, the entrance of the cave is facing the beach and the moonlight gradually beamed on us just enough to see each other clearly.
"What are you waiting for? Take off your clothes," she commanded. Ako naman itong gago na mabilis sumunod.
Inalis ko lang ang butones ng aking polo saktong labas ang two abs ko, busog pa kasi ako. Ibinaba ang pantalon pero hindi na ako nag all the way, para kung sakali may makakita sa amin at sumita, mabilis ako makakapagbihis at tumakas.
I was feeling a bit awkward with a gorgeous lady in front of me. I've been dreaming about this moment for the longest time, having sex with foreign nationality. Her boobs slightly sagged, but just about the right size. It was my first time to see pinkish nipples, so hard and erected. I couldn't help but stare at it.
"Yujin, what are you waiting for?" she called out my attention. I didn't realize that I spaced out for too long.
"Wait, what?" I said.
"You may start by kissing me," she instructed me while she was gently touching herself.
I walked closer to her and gently brush my lips on her lips. Without a word, she cling her arm around my shoulder and we embraced in a kiss. I immediately slipped my tongue inside her mouth and she responded by sliding her tongue against mine and wildly explore inside my mouth. At the same time, her hand is exploring all over my body and gently rubs my super erected dick.
"I thought Asian dick was small?" she teases me. "I guess I'm wrong." She smiled at me.
She kneeled before me, stared at my dick for a few seconds before she licks and sucks the tip of my manhood. I couldn't wait for any longer, so I grab her hair and press myself onto her face. I start to pump myself inside her mouth.
"Choke on my Asian dick!" I said.
I thrust myself harder inside her mouth. Tatiana is making a gagging noise. I can feel her throat at the tip of my dick. I can sense that she's starting to run out of air and having breathing difficulty when she keeps on tapping my butt cheeks and raking it with her fingers. I just ignore it and moan as I continue to pump myself faster inside her mouth. The slurping sound from her mouth lubricating my dick with saliva makes me horny.
"Fuck, I'm cumming!" I can feel myself nearing to my climax.
Immediately, I pulled myself inside her mouth. I let her catch her breath and enjoyed a fresh breath of air. Seeing her teary eyes makes me feel sorry and worried for her until...
"That was intense! I want more!" I'm a bit surprised by her reaction. Akala ko ay susuko na siya pero mas nagustuhan pa niya! Masokista ata ang Russian na 'to! "Give it to me, I want to taste more of your Asian cock!" she pleaded.
I grab her shoulder and pull her up on her feet. We continued kissing passionately, and then it's my turn to explore her gorgeous body. I gently glide my hands down in her breast. I soon parted my kiss from her lips, brush my lips down to her neck and down to her pinkish nipple. While my lips were busy licking, nibbling and sucking her luscious breast my hands were also busy caressing her bouncy ass cheeks. She moans again and again as I pressed it harder and tighter against my body.
"Bend over!" I strongly commend her and she submissively follows. I took her underwear and use it to tie her hands from behind.
GAGO's Lesson 101 no. 115: Roleplay! Believe it or not, it added spice and excitement in the sexual relationship. Lahat tayo ay may kani-kaniyang sexual fantasies. Ang iba gusto mag colsplay habang nakikipagtalik, mayroon ding gusto nang kakaibang script or reenact iyong mga scenes na napapanood sa movies, may iba naman gusto ng mga wild at extra-ordinary sexyal positions at ang iba gusto ng hardcore. Give and take para sa mas healthy, productive and not boring sexual life.
I know for sure that she is the type of woman who enjoys having a dominant partner. She takes pleasure from pain. We both like it rough and enjoys hardcore. This is going to be so much fun that I could ever imagine.
"Fuck me!" she pleaded.
She spread her legs wide open. I stared at her soaking wet pussy for a little while before I positioned myself at her entrance. Without much of an effort, I easily glide myself inside her and started to thrust myself in a slow and steady tempo.
"Faster, fuck me faster!"
I pound her hard as I could. I grab her hips pulling it closer to me as I increase the pace, pumping it faster and harder. You can hear how synchronized the sound of the ocean waves crashing on the rocks and the wet sound our bodies smacking together while her bosoms bounce gracefully to the beat of my thrust.
"Yes, just like that!" She moans after. "Deeper, I want you deep inside me!" she begs me.
I pull her hair pull her up against me with her back now rested on my chest and hold her close, run one hand over her rack squeezing them tightly and the other hand on her neck almost choking her to death. My breath warmed the back of her neck with long puffs as I continue to pound her hard, deeper and faster than before.
"D-deeper," she stutters.
Tanginadis! Anong pang deeper? Eh, halos pasok na pati itlog ko sa sobrang lalim nang pagkakabaon! Hindi ko naman masabi na maliit ang alaga ko at halos mabulunan na siya kanina. Masyado lang 'atang maluwang sa lagusan niya kahit ang alaga ko ay halos walang maramdaman. Kanina ko pa binabayo pero hindi ko maramdaman na malapit na akong labasan bagkus ay halos mawalan ng gana ang alaga ko at parang gusto na manlambot sa sobrang katagalan.
We've tried different kinds of positions to satisfy her. Halos magpagulong-gulong na kami sa buhangin dahil sa mga position na gusto niyang gawin. We kissed hungrily like wild animals before she laid her back on the ground.
"Fuck me, fuck me hard," she pleaded.
She spread her legs wide open, placed my hand between her legs, and slip my two fingers in her slit gently glided in making a circular motion around reaching for her g-spot that sent a shiver to her nerves and thrusting her at a steady pace. She groans louder every time I increase the pace and move my fingers faster inside her.
"Yes, just like that," she said. "Please make me cum," she begged.
"Your wish is my command," I replied.
She pulled me on top of her and immediately positioned myself inside her entrance. "Oh fuck, you're so deep inside me," she said as I embedded the full length of my dick inside her. With my relentless pounding, she can't help but repeatedly moan over and over.
"Your dick feels good inside me!" Her eyes were close as she continues to groan louder while I thrust her faster and pound her deeper. "I'm cumming!" She starts to contract her muscle, squeezing my dick tighter inside her. Her legs start to stiffen when her body shaken.
"Now it's my turn to cum," I whispered to her.
I continue to thrust her faster and harder. She once again releases a sexy moan, "Yujin, please I can't take it any longer!" She tensed and I felt her pussy squirts as her orgasm intensified.
Seeing her in so much pleasure was more than I could wish for. A massive amount of cum filled her soaking wet pussy. I groan louder as it exploded inside her and continue to pump myself until my orgasm finishes.
Mabilis kami nagbihis at lumabas ng kweba. Lanya, hindi namin namalayan na inabot na kami nang umaga. Sa unang pagkakataon ay para akong matanda na paika-ika kung maglakad, pati ang balakang at likod ko ay nanakit, kahit ang alaga ko ay humapdi sa tindi ng derby. Kung dati ay ang babae ang halos malumpo pagkatapos namin magtalik, kabaligtaran naman ngayon. Nanginginig ang tuhod ko at kalamnan sa sobrang pagod. Daig ko pa ang ginahasa ng pitong bading sa itsura kong putik-putik at gusot-gusot na damit.
"Yujin, I really have so much fun. I'm beginning to like Asian men now!" She bit her lower lip and winked at me.
The taxi pulled over and I opened the door. "Let's go, I'll take you home." I gesture her to enter the taxi.
"I have my own car," she replied. "If you like I'll take you home instead?" she suggested.
"Nah, it's fine. I'll take the taxi," I said.
"Or we can go to my place and continue where we left off," she seductively said.
"Nampowtah! Ang lagay bitin ka pa? Hindi ka pa ba napapagod sa magdamag na pakikipag-sex? Ilang lalaki na kaya ang nakatalik niya at sa tingin ko ay hindi siya basta-basta. Pang malakasan ang dating niya," sa isip-isip ko.
"Sir, where are we going?" the taxi driver asks.
"Give me just a second," I told the driver. "I'll take a rain check on your invitation. Take care!" I said to Tatiana. After bidding my goodbye, I hurriedly hop in the taxi and we head home.
Mas gugustuhin ko pang mag-resign sa Company kaysa makipag-date ulit sa kaniya. Tunay na nakaka-trauma si Tatiana at hindi ko kinaya ang pagiging agresibo niya.
Ala sais nang umaga ako nakarating ng bahay. Dumiretso ako ng kusina upang uminom ng tubig nang makita ko si Jenny na nagtitimpla ng kape.
"Bakit ngayon ka lang?" pambungad niyang bati sa akin. "At bakit ganiyan ang itsura mo? Napaaway ka ba?" pagaalala niyang tanong.
"Huwag mo nang alamin," sagot ko sa kaniya. Pumunta ako sa refrigerator at kumuha ng bottled mineral water at umupo sa counter.
"Yujin, alam ko wala akong pakialam sa personal na mga lakad mo, pero sana lang alalahanin mo ang dahilan kung bakit ka nandito," paalala niya sa akin. "Umalis ka sa pinas para umiwas sa gulo. Sana lang huwag na maulit iyon dito," dagdag pa niya.
Bigla akong natauhan sa sinabi ni Jenny sa akin. Hindi ako dapat sumasama sa mga taong magpapahamak lamang sa akin. Napansin ko rin na nalilihis na ang landas ko simula nang isinasama ako ni Medhi sa mga personal na lakad niya. Kaya ako nandito ay para ayusin ang buhay ko at hindi gumawa ulit ng panibagong gulo.
"Pasensiya na Jenny, gusto ko na magpahinga," tumayo na ako at naglakad papunta sa banyo para maligo. Pagkalabas ko ng banyo ay 'andoon si Jenny na nag-aabang sa akin.
"Yujin, ayos ka lang ba? Punong-puno ng galos ang katawan mo. Akala ko ba makikipag-date ka lang? Ano ba talaga ang pinaggagawa mo?" sunod-sunod ang tanong niya sakin. Bakas ang labis na pag-aalala sa kaniyang mukha.
Sa sobrang putik ng aking katawan ay hindi ko na namalayan na madami pala akong galos. Malamang ay nakuha ko iyon sa pagpapagulong-gulong namin ni Tatiana sa buhanginan na may maliit at matatalas na bato.
"Okay lang ako Jenny," sagot ko sa kaniya.
"Napapansin ko, kung hindi ka uuwing lasing at lagi ka na lang balisa at problemado. Tapos ngayon putikan ka at tadtad ng galos! Ano bang klase ang mga kaibigan na mayron ka?"
"Okay lang ako Jenny. Sorry kung nag alala ka," nakangiti kong wika sa kaniya. "Pangako hindi na mauulit." Pagkatapos at dumiretso na ako sa kwarto at natulog.
GAGO's Lesson 101 no. 116: Choose your friends. Ang tunay na kaibigan ay hindi ka kahit kailangan ilalagay sa alanganin at kapahamakan. Iwasan mo ang mga taong masyadong negatibo at toxic. Ang tunay na kaibigan ay hindi lang andiyan sa oras ng kasiyahan kung hindi pati sa oras ng kagipitan at pangangailangan.
Tama si Jenny, hindi makakabuti pa sa akin ang manatili sa kumpanyang iyon. Ginagamit ni Medhi ang kaniyang otoridad para mapasunod ako sa mga kagustuhan niya. Buti sana kung may kaugnayan sa trabaho pero madalas ay para sa mga personal na bagay. Kinabukasan ay nag-submit ako ng resignation letter kay Medhi at nagpasya na umalis sa kumpanya.
Your Neighborhood GAGO,
Yujin