Wednesday, first day of exam.
Devyn and I decided to meet early. Our exam starts at 3:30 PM but we met at 10 AM, to study at the library. But on our way to the campus, I realized that I forgot my pencil, which will be used in an exam. So, we decided to go to the nearest school supplies store beside the campus, and there, I saw a handsome guy with glasses. And he's wearing a Criminology program uniform.
Devyn said he's not handsome, but for me, he is. Maybe because the glasses added some points to his looks, or maybe I have very low standards at this moment.
"Vin will kill you." Devyn said after we bought a pencil together.
"He will." I said with a smile. Yes, I am scared of what Vin will do, but at the same time, I want to see him getting jealous because I feel like… he loves me.
It was a quick 'crush', I guess. But then, while studying together at the library, the 'handsome guy' from that store came in and sat across the other table where I could see him clearly. He started looking at me but I don't want to assume anything. And for some reason, I just want the attention, not his heart.
Thursday, he was there again. Even Jay, who decided to study with us, noticed that the guy was stealing some glances, or sometimes stared at me. My heart was pounding, not because a guy was staring, but because I'm imagining what Vin would do if he's here.
Would he grab my hand and kiss it in front of him? Would Vin wrap his arm around my waist or shoulder to show the guy that I'm his? Would Vin kiss me to show the guy that he can't steal me away?
Friday, for some reason, the guy wasn't there. I overthinked. What if Vin scared him off? But I don't think he could do that. Because if he can, I'm sure he already did on the first day that I looked at that guy. Or I don't know.
"Ah… The handsome guy isn't here…" I said, sulking.
"Vin will really kill you tomorrow night." Devyn said.
"Who's Vin?" Jay asked.
"The ghost in our house, remember?" I said.
"Oh, he gets jealous?" Jay asked with a curiosity in his face and I'm sure he finds this funny, it's so obvious.
"Yes. He even got jealous over Lorenzo." I said, and as I expected, Jay laughed. I just rolled my eyes on him and went back to studying.
Saturday, last day of the exam. So far, my exams are either too hard or too easy. But it was quite fine. I at least finished them all on time. But since it's the last day, I felt so tired. While waiting for Devyn to message me that she's done getting ready, I fell asleep on my bed.
And I wasn't supposed to have a lucid dream, but like an instinct overcame me, I went inside the lucid dream, and when I woke up there, I was at the edge of a cliff. My position is like I almost fell backwards but someone was able to hold my wrist. And when I looked at one of my wrists, it's him, Vin.
He was holding my right wrist while standing straight, glaring down at me.
"Vin…! My other hand…!" I said, trying to reach him with my left hand, but I couldn't. And the more I struggle, the harder it is to balance at the edge of this cliff.
Like an angry villain at the movies, a wind passes us, his hair swaying with the wind with his eyes glaring so sharp at me. "You said you'll focus on your exam, that's why you won't meet me. But it looks like you're focusing on someone else."
"V-Vin…! Okay, let me explain. Please pull me up!" I said, panting and my heart pounding. I feel like anytime I would die once he lets go of me.
"Tonight. We'll talk. Just try to ditch me, Princess."
As suddenly, I woke up by the sound of my phone receiving a text message from Devyn that she's ready to go. I immediately told her what happened.
"Ditch him tonight. He said try, so try it. You're just doing what he said." She sarcastically said with chuckles.
"Oh no, he'll really kill me if I do that."
"We want some thrill, so it's better to make him mad. I want to know how he is when he's mad."
"He can hear you…"
"Oh right." She looked straight at my eyes, "Hey Vin. Sorry, I just want some thrill in your story." As we both laughed.
Again today, the guy was here. Jay came to the campus first before us, so he just reserved some seats for us. He wants me to sit beside him, where I can see the guy and the guy can see me. Yes, I sat there for a moment, but I immediately changed my seat, and went beside Devyn where he can see my back, and I can't see him.
I studied, and tried to focus but I can't take Vin out of my mind. A few hours later, Jay, Devyn and I changed seats where we can charge our phones, and it was the table in front of the guy's table, but as I did earlier, my back was facing him. I don't want to look at him, or see him anymore.
Tesha came and studied with us. Jay's friend, a medical technology student, also came. And maybe she noticed that I'm eyeing the 'handsome guy', so she spoke.
"That guy is your type?" She asked.
"What? Ah no, he's just… handsome, I guess?"
She gestures that he's not the one, "He's a redflag. He used to message me a lot but I never reply." She then showed me his messages that she never replied to, and she showed me his name.
I searched it on Facebook but it was loading, so Devyn searched for him on her phone and stalked him. "Damn, he is a red flag, girl. Look at his features." She showed me how red he is. "He's like Lorenzo, a fuckboy."
I saw that even his sharedposts on social media are all about horny things. Then suddenly, my phone loaded, and Devyn pressed the Add Friend, and when I was just about to cancel it, Tesha pulled both of my hands to stop me, "Don't cancel it. It's even more embarrassing if you cancel it!"
They are both laughing at this stupidity, and here I am, red as a tomato. It's embarrassing. I'm sure he already received the notification. And Vin will definitely kill me, or so I thought.
After the exam, Devyn, Lian and I ate outside for a quick celebration. And as soon as I got home, I searched the guy again and thankfully, he deleted my friend request because if he accepted that, I'll still remove him from my friends list.
I was conflicted whether I'll meet Vin or not, but I don't want him to think that I'm into that guy, so I slept early and met Vin.
As soon as I opened my eyes there, we were in a red room similar to the red room of the movie Fifty Shades. He was shirtless, and was holding a rope and a blindfold. I was sitting on the red sofa and for some reason, I couldn't move an inch.
"Vin? What's happening? I can't move…" He just smirked and went closer. He took both of my hands and put it behind me and tied my wrists with the rope. "V-Vin, wait…" but then my view went black as he started putting the blindfold around my eyes. "Vin, wait. I can accept the cuffs, but the blindfold…"
"You like BDSM, but you hate blindfold, aren't you? Because you're scared of the fact that you are valuable and can be filmed or photographed anytime, and be threatened, blackmailed or worse, will get exposed to the public." He explained, as I felt him grab my face, "That won't happen here, honey. Don't be frightened."
My heart was racing, and I'm breathing heavily, but when he said that, I calmed down a little bit. But I flinched when he suddenly laughed. "W-why are you laughing?"
I can't see anything but I can feel his fingers trailing down on my neck, down to my chest. "You are now going back to me after knowing that the handsome guy is a red flag? What a toxic girl."
I grinned my teeth, "First of all, I don't care if he's a green flag! He was just handsome at first, that was all! It means nothing! And going back to you? As I always tell you, I'm not yours to begin with!"
I suddenly felt my clothes being ripped off, "V-Vin! What are you—!" Then I felt a biting on my chest. I gasped and felt his hand pulled me by my waist. The sensation felt even more sensitive because I couldn't see anything. His other hand played with one of my nipples as he sucked my other one. I gasped even louder that turned into a soft moan.
"Feels good, huh. You think that handsome guy of yours can do this to you? I don't think so. Because I'll kill him if he does." As he switched into another nipple and started sucking and biting it at the same time.
"Ahh… Vin, wait… Mhmm… Ah…" I pulled my head back, gasping for air and moaning softly. I want to take the cuffs off to hold him, and at the same time, I'm kinda thankful that I'm blindfolded because I'll be too embarrassed to look him in the eyes.
He then took all my clothes off, and laid me down on the sofa, "Vin! No, don't tell me…!"
"I won't. Relax." He said. He took my legs and put them together and put them over his shoulder while hugging them, as I felt his big hot hard dick grinding between my thighs again. "Ugh… Your skin feels so good, Princess…"
I can feel it grinding against me, as I started moaning a bit louder. "Ahh Vin…! Nngh! Ahh…"
"I can feel your wetness… Ah it feels good… I want… to put it in…"
"Vin, please no—"
"I won't. Don't worry. Relax, Princess." As he started going faster and our moans filled the room. Our sweat, the smell of our intimacy and the warmth of one another's body together. He suddenly took my blindfold off, and kissed my lips passionately as he went faster. "I'm close… I'm close, Princess…" he whispered against my lips.
I arched my back in mixture of pleasure and the fact that I'm wanting more of him. "Ahh… Vin…!"
"I'm cumming…!" As he came on my stomach, as we both started to catch our breath. He pushed me on my side a little bit and took the rope off of my wrists, and as soon as he took it off, he pulled me in a tight embrace. "I'm sorry. Did I do it too much?"
I was still panting, but I answered, "No, it's fine. I was just surprised. I thought you'll be putting it inside me… I'm sorry, I'm really… not ready for it yet."
"It's fine… I understand." As he kissed my forehead and embraced me for a long time, refusing to let me go.
While embracing one another, burying my face on his shoulder, "Did you really get jealous?"
"A little bit."
"Only a little bit?" I was startled and looked at him.
He smiled, "Yeah, because I know you two will never be together." He proudly said.
"And why is that? Because I'm ugly? Or fat? Or too tall for him?"
He looked at me in disbelief, "What the fuck? No." He sighed, "Because you easily lose interest in someone or something unless you really like the person. And seems like all you want from him is the attention he gives you by looking multiple times. And I know you'll realize that whether in body, or height, or looks, or personality…" he gave me a peck kiss on the lips, "...I'm better than him, in all different angles."