"Jimin, tell me what happened, come on, I know you. And cheating? That's the last thing I'd see you doing." Taehyung didnt seem to believe Jungkook very well, he was hesitant and convinced something else was going on.
I debated what to do, I couldn't see a way out of the relationship with Jungkook any other way besides just making them believe that I cheated, and I know I can't keep lying to Jungkook and living a fake love. Because that'll hurt him more then anything, continuing this relationship and then finding out years later that I never truly loved him.
So without seeing any other option I simply said, "Well clearly you don't know me that well..." And turned away from Taehyung asking him to leave, his eyes widened and he was clearly upset at me, after a long pause he finally asked, "Did you do that to me too?"
I couldn't face looking at him so I kept myself turned away, "Leave... Please...." Eventually he ended up getting up from the couch walking to the door, "I see you never loved either of us then." He said then slammed the door shut, I felt defeated and broken, simply falling onto my bed crying.
(Jungkooks POV)
"I'm so sorry...." Just hearing those words broke me, Taehyung had insisted on talking to Jimin cause he was convinced he wouldn't hurt me like this, but the moment he got back he started apologising?
Why did I love this man?
Why did I trust him?
I knew something was wrong, from the moment he ran into Namjoons arms instead of mine, I knew he'd be trouble. And now look at what happened, and the worst part about it is I'm not even mad at Namjoon.
He's the one that stole my man, he's the one slept with Jimin, he's the I should be mad at. And I can't even blame him, I blame Jimin with all my heart and I fucking hate him for this. But I can't even be mad at the man that he cheated with, because if I were him I'd do the exact same thing.
Id fuck Jimin as hard as I possibly could, he's beautiful. And he used that power to destroy me from the inside out, and Namjoons not even in love with him...
"I don't know what to say... I'm so sorry, I don't know why he would- I just don't know Jungkookie..." Taehyung kept apologising, and trying to explain how sorry he was, after only a few minutes of me completely zoning out I grabbed him by his throat and yanked at it. Pulling him close to me and whispering in a threatening voice, "Shut... Up...." While staring into his eyes, I could feel myself losing it already and immediately got up to leave before I attacked him again.
The dumb slut thought it was a good idea to touch me too.
Without any thought in his brain most likely he grabbed my arm and stopped me from leaving, "Please don't act like this...." He asked me, getting up from the bed still holding my arm, getting close to my body and trying to comfort me.
Too close.
Way Too close
Way
Way
Way too close.
Once again I completely lost sight of all humanity, grabbing him and roughly sinking my teeth into his neck. I could hear gasps but no screams this time.
I looked up at him, my teeth still sucked deeply into his throat. I could see a pained expression but he seemed to keep calm this time, he was struggling slightly to get out of my grip but not nearly enough to indicate genuine fear or pain.
I slowly pulled my thangs out of him, immediately kissing where I bit him and licking the area, slowly making my way up his jaw the same as the other day. This time going further and far enough to kiss him directly onto his lips, instead of fear or disgust this time he embraced it, wrapping his arms around my neck and kissing me back.
"I dont fucking care anymore.." I growled out grabbing his waist tightly and pushing him against the wall threw kisses, what do I have to lose anyway? Jimin cheated, so why can't I?
"I don't fucking care... I don't fucking care anymore." I repeated my words pulling him towards me again by his shirt, ripping it off and slamming him back into the wall. I could see his arm was still bandaged and I found out that he had cut himself on a broken window trying to save a squirrel that fell off a tree and was hanging on the windowsill.
So I left that alone, but made sure not to stop myself from touching all over his beautiful chest and body, preoccupying my lips with his once again as I swirled my finger around his nipple. I could hear him whimpering slightly, with that the memories of that first night at the hospital was very vivid in my mind again....
I felt myself start to go back down his throat, reaching his collarbone and licking over it while my hands were focused on unbuckling his jeans belt.
I continued traveling down, reaching his nipple and roughly sucking onto it while my hands invaded into his pants and down his underwear, grabbing the sides of his hips and pulling them closer to me, having his crotch area press again mine.
I tried not to hurt him with my thangs but eventually I accidentally nicked him, he squirmed a little but still didn't try to stop me. I took his silence and embrace as an invitation and got down on my knees Infront of him, continuing to kiss his stomach along the way as my fingers entwined with his jeans buckle, "Can I?...." I asked softly, wanting to make sure he isn't just afraid I'd hurt him if he tried to stop me physically.
Seeing him nod quickly and aggressively, grabbing my hair with one of his hands I wasted no time to pull down his jeans. Being smacked in the face with an already hard and erect deck.
Immediately I licked softly around the tip and ignored any kind of noises he was making, I widened my eyes as I suddenly felt that same overpowering pleasuring as the other day. At this point I've already got the whole thing in my mouth and I quickly came to the realisation that biting him wasn't a good idea, not only for the sake of morals but also for the sake of not dying of pleasure.
I suddenly felt a strong swish of being turned around and hit against the wall, I couldn't see very well but I could feel Taehyung taking control of the situation. His warm hands around my neck and jaw, I could feel him pushing himself deeper into my throat as I moaned from the pleasure drinking his blood caused.
I grabbed onto his thighs and tried to keep my mouth open, but I still felt the need to close it every time a wave of pleasure came threw, I could hear him moaning but as per the last time I had completely zoned out and felt like screaming.
Eventually though it actually subsided instead of knocking me out, I could still feel it but it wasn't as panic inducing anymore and I could concentrate on my surroundings.
Immediately after I felt an explosion of semen in my mouth, Taehyung's grip on my head had become stronger and he was visibly crouched over. I felt angry at myself for blacking out threw most of it and tried to continue sucking, but he pulled out and grabbed my face, forcing me to look up at him.
He didn't say anything, I looked at him with puppy eyes and slowly swallowed his precious ✨gift✨ that he so graciously put in my mouth. To me it didn't taste nearly as good as Jimin's did, but just the thought that I was with someone who actually tried to help me instead of break my heart, someone who has been my enemy for years and still stuck around and held me as I cried my heart out. It made me a lot happier to know that he might actually care about me this time, though it's not love, but it's something that Jimin couldn't give to me. And that was what made me happy to be held by him, and happy to be controlled by him, and happy to swallow his future generation.
"You're gonna get fucked pretty boy...." He whispered close to my ear, feeling his breathe on my skin immediately sent shivers down my spine and another wave of pleasure, I could feel my pants were wet again and I mentally cussed in my head for wetting myself again.
But I rather kiss Taehyung again then continue mentally stabbing myself in the throat, Taehyung pulled away from my kiss though and stood up straight, going to sit down on the couch. He spread out his legs after already having removed everything, tapping on his leg lightly to indicate me to follow him.
I couldn't manage to get up and instead slowly crawled to him, taking off my pants in the process and feeling like a baby that doesn't know how to control themselves. The blood still making me feel like I was dying of pleasure, but it was bearable enough to keep my mind going. However I'm sure i was making some nasty faces and even worse noises as I sat on my knees in front of him now completely naked.
"How badly do you want it?...." His voice was at a low growl as he leaned forward, softly taking my chin in his hand and lifting it up to make sure I'm looking at him. I couldn't manage to say anything, I simply sitting moaning clenching my fists in front of my crotch trying not to touch myself.
"P-please..." I managed out but barely, my hands were shaking as I reached up to take his hand off my chin and brought it down. My deck is swollen and red, even more then it usually is. I was watching closely as his fingers softly touched it, immediately after feeling his touch my whole body curve up as i made another, louder nastier noise. My eyes closed and I could feel tears falling out as he started slowly going up and down my shaft, almost immediately squirting at him. Not the good kind, the kind you do in the urinal, not on top of somebody.
I started to thrust my hips upward at his touch, trying to make him go faster and tighten his grip, using my right hand to lean onto the floor and balance myself and my other gently touching over his his. Not moving it, I just simply wanted to feel his touch.
I slowly moved my hand up his arm, looking at Taehyung with pleading eyes, I could feel myself getting closer and closer to his touch. Slowly his pace increased, he was sending me into a frenzy of pleasure and luckily I wasn't nearly as panicked as last time.
I repeatedly gasped the slightest bit of touch, this is also probably the first time somebody else had touched me like this so not only the blood and the way he uses his hands but also being completely unused to being touched in such an intimate and sensual way, because I don't see a blowjob being intimate at, it's simply making a person feel good, but Taehyung was taking the time to softly touch me and do it in such a way that led me to an orgasm in less then five minutes.
As Taehyungs hands covered in cum I grabbed his hand a bit more roughly and covered myself crouching my back as I could barely form liable thoughts never mind asking him if I could touch him. Which I desperately wanted to do, just rub my hands over his perfect body but I could barely think straight, I managed to look up, at this point my face was lying onto his leg while he still sat on the couch, "Ahh... Ha.... Mmufgm.." every breathe I took seemed to lead to an unwanted whimper, I grabbed his leg opening my mouth but no words came out, only moans and whimpers.
I didn't just want to start touching him because I want to make sure hes Okey with everything I'm doing, considering our childhood and everything that's happened between us I didn't want to do anything without consent. But my body is shaking and my throat won't speak, I continued trying to speak with him but eventually everything just went dark again.