"Taehyungie...." I asked slowly waking up, I could see the sun shining into my eyes which means I wasnt in my bedroom as my curtains are always dark and covered. I looked around and saw I was still in Taehyungs room, as per usual I immediately touched myself, feeling the same rabbit in heat horniness as the last time.
This time though I was in Taehyungs bed alone, so I took my opportunity and grabbed the pillow he always uses to keep between his legs while sleeping and started using it as a flashlight. I know it's this one because the cover has a Dori from finding memo on it on the front while his other pillows have different characters, I know this is the one he uses between his legs because he's had it for years. And I remember on a school field trip back in highschool we were forced to share a tent on a camping trip, a lot of things were shared between us that night, we were forced to get along so we had a real heart to heart about really random things. And fought the very next day again, proof that the teachers are the main reason we were fighting.
I could feel myself getting closer to a release as I could still feel the residue of the blood in my system, still making it hard to control myself. I was planning to pull away before releasing but that clearly wasn't an option as I came all over his pillow.
I was breathing heavily as I simply lied there with my deck covered in my own squid while it seeped into his pillow, realizing what I had just done my eyes filled with small drops of tears as reality set in. Jimin left me, and now I was trying to just forget him threw Taehyung who doesn't even love me either.
I slowly pulled myself away from the pillow and wiped it off with a tissue that was in the drawer beside his bed, along with cleaning my tool and throwing the tissue away, there was a visible wet spot on the pillow but i ignored it and tried to wipe my tears getting up and sitting on the edge of the bed covering my eyes trying to ignore the stinging pain in my heart.
I sniffled and wiped my face looking up, freezing in place as I saw Taehyung leaning against the bathroom door smirking at me wearing only a towel around his waist. I kept eye contact with him for a good long minute before he finally chuckled, shaking his head and heading to the closet to get some clothes.
This is the second time he's caught me playing with myself, and many more before this started as I was constantly sneaking into closets at school to jack off. At some point I realized which ones he would go to most often to get supplies to clean the classrooms and would purposely go into those after school so I'd get caught by him. It was somehow fun back then to see him get all flustered and shy, but now he's so much bolder, literally staring and making eye contact with me.
"You really can't control yourself, huh?" He chuckled, getting some underwear and putting it on letting the towel fall onto the floor, he stepped closer to me trapped me on the bed between his arms, having one on either side of my waist leaning down close to me.
I could smell his shampoo and body wash, I could smell his heart pumping the blood into his veins, I wanted to bite him so fucking badly but it seems that every time I'm the one that ends up in the most pain, or at least mental pain.
"Can't hold it in...?" He whispered into my face, his breathe making a small wave of pleasure go threw my body, making me whimper slightly.
"Taehyungie...." I moaned softly feeling his lips press onto my jaw slowly making their way down to my collarbone, immediately my mind went into a spiral of confusion and arousal.
I said this before, but I've never really had a really intimate relationship with anyone, it was really only just 'blow me off real quick's, I've never even had real sex with anyone. I've never been kissed like this before, as you might've noticed I love giving other people kisses, but I've never been on the recieving end. So this is a whole new world of intercourse that's so new and amazing. I couldn't help myself from moaning at his lips, I was clearly very overwhelmed and scared, but I wished to the gods he wouldn't stop.
I leaned back onto my hand but soon Taehyung forced me onto my back, continuing to kiss me while his hands started working down below, making for a perfect excuse for my moaning as it was quite embarrassing making those noises from simply being kissed.
I quit quickly realized how desperate I have been for physical touch, not having a lot of relationships, certainly not where it was important so I've never really received it, and now that Taehyungs touching me like this, it's terrifying if I'm being honest.
I'm not used to feeling loved, or special, or even just worth the effort, because he makes me feel like he loves me right now. I know it's just the heart break that's making me extra sensitive and whatever, but it's still amazing to be touched and not being rushed or only caring about my partner, he's genuinely doing a lot to make sure he's pleasing me and it's overwhelming to say the least.
After again only a few minutes I was making a mess of myself along with taehyungs hands, I think this time being kissed made it better. Feeling his warmth on my skin, feeling the wetness of his lips and tongue, it is what I'd call euphoric right now. In a few days I'm probably going to go back to hating him since this is simply me trying to distract myself and tricking my brain into thinking he's the best most beautiful human alive, so soon I'll be back to normal and I can continue beating him up and hating his every movement.
A few days past and it seemed like every opportunity we were alone we were on top of each other, and he kept ****letting****** me drink his blood. That's right, he was letting me do it, ***** I even tried not to, but he just smells and tastes so good I couldn't help myself. And every time it took at least a full day to recover, not only physically but mentally, but gradually drinking human blood became much more bearable and I started to depend on his blood not wanting to drink the other blood.
Along the week we found a stable place to stay long term and we're currently sitting in the lobby discussing our next move, Yoongi seemed to be mad at me, I tried talk to him but he wouldn't listen and now I was uncomfortably sitting across from him wandering what I did wrong. Eventually the conversation was over as I managed to get him to talk to me in the kitchen, "Hyung, why are you ignoring me? What did I do wrong?.." Im not sure why I was this worried about it, but it bothered me a lot that he was mad at me.
"You.... Stupid little boy..." He mumbled, turned away from me and leaning against the counter top, he turned to me again and suddenly became very angry and aggressive towards me, "What exactly went threw your mind when you decided to drink his blood? What exactly went threw your stupid- why would you do that Jungkook?! Are you fucking insane! Every. Single. Time you start doing what youre supposed to you do something stupid and mess it all up! You were meant to be with Jimin, Jungkook, JIMIN. Not Taehyung, Jimin! Your fate has been settled and changed so many God damn times we can't even keep up! And now you've got yourself a human addicted to your venom, so congratulations, Jungkook, you've really fucked things up this time."
At this point I was almost in tears at his harsh and rude words, he didn't even bother explaining before storming out of the kitchen and leaving me alone and confused.
Why is it so bad anyway? I'm my own person, why don't I get to make my own decisions? Why do I have to rely on god's that don't even know me to choose what I do in MY life, as if it's my fault Jimin cheated on me?!
He's being ridiculous, its my decision to make, not his or his little demons up there, and if I want to fuck Taehyung then I'm gonna freaking fuck him. It doesn't have to be the way they want it to be.
I went straight up to Taehyungs room and didn't even bother knocking walking straight into him changing out of his jeans and into some sweatpants, I didn't bother looking away and just said, "Don't bother with the clothes pretty...." Immediately grabbing him and kissing him.
In all the chaos, I can always depend on Taehyung to make me feel better, or at least his body does.