When we got back I carried Jimin inside, he was still sleeping, and gently placed him on his bed. Not a lot of the others where there but as the day went by they slowly started appearing back having went out to look for me.
I asked them little by little not to bring up what happened and that I didn't want to talk about it and luckily they all understood and left it alone for a few days until I asked Yoongi to speak to them, but I didn't want to be part of the conversation because I knew I'd get scared and run away again. So I just stayed in my bedroom for the majority of the week feeling scared and betrayed and honestly disgusted in myself, Yoongi said there was still more to the story but I didn't want to listen to him after what he did. So every time he brought it up I just shut him down or plainly left not wanting to listen to more of his bullshit.
The whole week I've been dying to take a sip of his blood, just a small little sippity sip sip sip, but I knew that I needed to get used to drinking pigs blood again so I made sure to control myself instead of allowing my urges to take the best of me. However I still caught myself staring at Taehyungs shoulders and his neck almost every single time we were in the same room together.
Currently I was hanging out with taehyung, Hoseok and Namjoon in a big hole we made in one of the fields to build a pool. We decided to make everything as comfortable as possible since we didn't know how long we'd be here, and being distracted and busy with construction didn't leave much time to be scared or worried about what's next to come in the future.
The princess's are currently inside working on painting the living room wall into some sort of canvas while the real men are outside doing hard labour, didn't mind much though. I loved Namjoons and Hoseok's company and can somewhat tolerate Taehyungs. Even though he still makes me go insane.
However we decided to take a rest for a few minutes, as you can imagine digging and halling out dirt from a gigantic hole in the ground is quite tiring, and I physically couldn't feel my legs anymore so I basically demanded that we take a break and since I'm the youngest and everyone's favourite they agreed. I also didn't want to be the only sitting down and resting while everyone else worked.
"Urgh... I'm so hungry.." Hobi Hyung complained asking back, I smiled looking at his jawline admiring it just thinking to myself how he's the most gorgeous, beautiful, magnificent, jaw dropping sunshine to ever walk this planet like omg I want to marry your perfect nose it's so incredibly straight and amazing and- sorry.
Namjoon suddenly got up and grabbed Hoseok, very clearly still out of breathe since me and him were the main ones walking up and down taking the dirt and throwing it about ten meters away to use later for Seokjins garden, I asked why he wanted that dirt specifically and he said something about it being more fertile? Dirt nerd.
"Haaaa... Hoseok, let's go get the others to make us lunch... Those damn do-gooders... Not lifting a finger." Namjoon complained, he must be exhausted, ever since I turned into this monster my stamina has been way higher so I'm not nearly as exhausted, but we've been going at it in scorching hot sun for hours, I genuinely feel so bad for not being more helpful even though I'm stronger then they are.
Hoseok visibly complained and moaned showing he doesn't wanna make the walk all the way back, but soon realized that he'd be able to sit down inside for at least thirty minutes while they get food and somehow pulled a rainbow out of his ass, jumping up full of energy and climbing up the nearly completely straight ledge of the hole we built while Namjoon had to get help and be pulled up. I could see the poor mans legs trembling(っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
"I should go with them...." Taehyung mumbled, I've been avoiding him in order to avoid biting him and the tension has been quite awkward, I think I might've hurt his feelings or maybe he didn't understand what was happening very well. Leave it to the stupid brat to not understand anything.
He was about to get up but I quickly grabbed him and pinned him against the dirt wall behind him, I haven't done anything with him for a week and I could really use a release, and so can he I'm gonna take a wild guess.
"What are you doing?..." He whispered to me as I got closer to him and breathed in his scent, rubbing my nose against his shoulder and slowly making my way up to his collarbone. I started sticking out my tongue to run it up his neck and over his jawline, "We have thirty minutes...." I smirked and kissed his lips gently, already feeling him bulge against my pelvis as I pressed our bodies close to each other. He must be very worked up, good, i like it when he's desperate, he does everything I tell him to and he shines so cutely~
I could feel him moving his hands and intertwining his fingers with me, I whimpered slightly while kissing him, he knows holding hands is my weak link༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
I squeezed him slightly and deepened the kiss, immediately he made me feel like it's less of a horny hookup but more of an intimate and special moment between the two of us. And he knows what he's doing, he always uses things that he knows makes my knees weak and takes advantage of it so he can control me better then I can control him.
I was trying my best to keep myself from biting him, but I knew if I took just one sip it'd feel incredible... But I wasn't willing to put his life at risk for my own pleasure, so I immediately stopped when I felt I was loosing myself and quickly in the speed of light ran back into the house.
Oh, btw, I can super run like Berry Allen, and as time goes on Im slowly starting to be able to control more and more cool vampire superpowers like strength, speed, hearing, sight and smell.
But I didn't even bother greeting anybody and just went straight to my fridge to get blood, and everyone seemed to know exactly what happened.
I gasped and slammed the glass down onto the counter, "That fucking bastard!" I yelled, suddenly turning around and throwing the glass at the wall, shattering it into tiny peaces and having the blood splatter everywhere.
I could see Jimin visibly flinch as he was the one in the kitchen with me at the time, I could feel my hands trembling, I knew my body was craving human blood and animal wasn't cutting it anymore. And if it wasn't for that damn demon I wouldn't have became so dependent on it in the first place.
"Jungkook-ah... I really think you should hear us out... You can't keep going like this, and you don't understand the whole story.." Jimin mumbled softly petting my hair as I clenched my jaw tightly, I could feel his tiny little hands cupping my face and gently pulling at my jaw to tell me to relax it, just like he used to....
I slowly relaxed my body and turned away from him to get more blood, I had to drink eight glasses before I felt stable enough and no longer hungry when I used to only need one to three.
I gently leaned myself on the counter and took a deep breathe, every time Jimin tried to touch me I moved away, even after knowing he's just trying to help and physical touch used to always be our thing. I feel terrible for ruining our relationship, but at the end of the day I still blame him for what he did, but there's also a little part of me that thinks if I never confessed in the first place this wouldn't have happened...
I kept shoving those thoughts away not wanting to start blaming myself and simply went back into my bedroom for about an hour to calm down then simply went back to distracting myself with the pool, back to avoiding Taehyung.