Jungkookie?..."
I was busy getting my things ready to do our lost round of moving into that farm we found and fixed up when I heard the bastard calling my name.
I froze and looked back at the open door and scowled as I saw him fiddling his thumbs, I scoffed, standing up straight to look at him properly, he looked like a mess.
"After two weeks of avoiding me completely now you have the nerve to say my name?" I spoke to him in a poisonous tone, I could see he was hurt and it must've taken a lot of effort to talk to me like this, but i really don't care about him anymore.
"Jungkook i-"
"Save it. I have nothing to say to you." He tried to speak but I quickly interrupted him, I could see the hurt in his eyes as he paused for a moment then simply walked away. I tried to get myself to enjoy the fact that he was now the one begging for attention, I thought that enjoying his pain is what I was meant to be doing, it's what everyone else does when they're ex starts wanting to talk to them. But I didn't even want to listen to what he has to say, like I said, I have nothing to gain from speaking with him.
I continued packing and simply ignored the small interaction, then went down stairs with the last remaining of my things that was in the hotel and got into the car with taehyung and Hobi Hyung.
At the end of the day we ended up taking five different trips back and forth to the farm, we had only two working cars so one group would go with some supplies and stay there for the night, then another group would go with the other car the next morning with more supplies and the remaining group there would go back to the hotel.
We went back and forth like this at first taking building supplies we needed to fix up the run down farm then gradually started taking our things and food and medical equipment and things like that. And this was the last time I was going to be coming back to the hotel.
I looked back at the large building and smiled, "You did us good, thank you." I mumbled, and patted the concrete floor outside the lobby, saying my last goodbye.
It seems kind of silly, but you can feel a sort of presence here, as if there was somebody inside of the building keeping us safe, like a guardian angel but made out of bricks. Whatever it was, wether I'm crazy or paranoid or if this is actually real, it just felt right to communicate that I was grateful and thankful for it keeping us safe for so long. And it almost felt sad to leave, but I knew it was for the better of all our safety's, and I'm sure if someone was actually looking after the building they would understand.
Taehyung looked at me a bit strange but smiled and nodded, as if he understood what I was doing which made me feel a bit better knowing I was the only one.
I looked back at how cramped Hoseok is at the back with all of our unorganized bags and wished we had a woman here to help us pack, because not one of us knew how to do it properly. I sighed and just ignored it, starting to drive to the farm.
When we got there I just immediately unpacked all my things into what would be my bedroom for the next who knows how long, and simply fell down onto the bed finally allowing all the emotions of the last few weeks out. Allowing myself to silently cry as we were now in our new home, and nothing could hurt me anymore. Except the asshole that broke my heart but other then that nothing.
I had a small cry break and genuinely did feel better after as i hadn't really allowed myself to feel any emotions while we were working, so just crying a little made me feel better instead of just trying to use Taehyungs body all the time cause frankly it was exhausting for both of us, so a good little cry did me good.
I got up and cleaned my face, heading outside and seeing the others are here as well now, Namjoon looked at me a little weird and came closer and softly asked if I was Okey but I could tell everyone heard him and was now interested in eavesdropping and lost the meaning of minding your own business.
I stretched and yawned, sighed then simply said, "Yep, just had a bit of a cry break, I feel so much better now..." Not really caring at all what the others might think, however seokjin laughed and agreed, "I know, people are always saying keep your head up and never realize how good it can feel just to sit down and cry for a little."
"It hits hard sometimes." Hobi Hyung also agreed with a chuckle, "I can imagine now that we're safe we're all gonna crawl into a corner and cry, all the emotions of the last few weeks have gotten overwhelming." Taehyung added, everyone nodded and laughed a little, I guess understanding that crying doesn't always have to mean that youre sad or depressed, and you can simply use it to calm down every once in while.
I wiped my face again not really knowing how Namjoon just took one look at me and was just like, 'yep, he's a baby', but I didn't really care as I simply walked back inside taking Taehyung by his arm. I could see Jimin was about to say something but didn't, he's probably realized that after he broke my heart instead of feeling sorry for myself I continued living my life but with taehyung instead.
I mentally smiled at the thought of making him regret cheating on me and made sure he saw me kissing Taehyung before I closed my bedroom door.
Which my bedroom will be one of the only ones that's not shared since everyone agreed that I was the youngest and needed the most space, which I would've happily shared but ended up just leaving everyone to do their own thing and took what's left, and they kept with giving me one out of two single rooms. But the downside is that mine is directly infront of the living room, which has the kitchen, the porch and a little bit of the main bathroom in view. So if my door is open literally anyone can see in, but I took advantage of that in this moment wanting Jimin to see how he doesn't control me anymore. Yes, I did simply use it to be petty, what are you gonna do about it? Huh? Nothing, imma be petty all I want and you can't do shit(･ัω･ั)
Taehyung immediately hugged me and kissed me back and pushed me against the door once it was closed, we ended up only staying there for about five minutes before moving to the bed.
At this point we were simply taking turns of who was being dominated and who was the sub, right now it was Taehyung even though he's been top the last three times too. But I didn't really care and let him control me, as long as I got kisses out of it.
He pushed my hands up against the headboard and quickly used the already hung up ropes to tie them up, having me lay on my back while he's on top of me, pressing himself on my pelvis making me shiver in anticipation.
He started removing all of my clothing and gently brushed his fingers over the scars on my body. Gently kissing each one until he reached the bottom of my pelvis and gently pulled my sweatpants down my ankles, kissing my foot and slowly making his way back up my leg, dragging his tongue across a bruise going threw most of my calf, apparently bruises don't heal fast like cute or broken bones.
My hands started trembling as they were tied by the ropes on the headboard while he lingered those wet, sloppy kisses by my thighs and gently caressed the other one not caring much about my soft begs for him to touch me. We've gotten a lot bolder recently as you can tell and I've found out that he enjoys edging me quite a torturing amount, he'd kiss me for eternity and pleasure me only until I get close then stop, and I wasnt allowed to touch myself without permission either. If I did and he found out he'd have me lay against him with my legs spread out for hours while he made me cum like a hundred times go 'punish me' and he wouldn't stop no matter how.much I begged him!
I won't say I don't like it, but I also won't say I do, it's embarrassing and degrading and all it does is make me feel weak and like I'm being controlled, which any alpha wouldn't like. But I need to always remind myself, even though he's small and slim, and has a subby personality he's still biologically an alpha as well. And he obviously is going to have a dominant sex drive, so since he loves it so much I won't stop him cause I definitely don't dislike it enough to ask him to stop.
I arched my back forward as I felt his tongue slowly making its way down between my thighs, licking the inner corners close to my crotch as he slowly pushed his tongue underneath the fabrics of my underwear. Gently he rubbed his tongue over my tool and started gently taking the tip in his mouth while still working underneath my underwear, my mouth swung open and I made a truly awful noise feeling his teeth gently graze against the tip. I gasped slightly and clenched my fist around the ropes that were holding me down, I lifted my legs and held them around Taehyungs head feeling more and more of myself being taken inside his mouth as he grabbed the outer sides of my thighs and squeezed them while the fabric of my underwear slid down and allowed most of my tool to pop out.
He looked up at me with seductive eyes as he moved his head up and down only a few inches at a time so he only sucked and pleasured my tip, I could feel that he was gradually going further and further down but before I could truly enjoy any of it the door suddenly opened and seokjin just barged in, saying something about food then screaming and slamming the door shut.
I was shocked and immediately looked at him in confusion while still being tied up, realizing he had slammed the door shut while still being inside just turn away from us, Taehyung looked just as confused as to why he decided to lock himself in here with us but soon seokjin Hyung realized as well and opened the door literally running outside the room as well the house instead of simply closing the door behind him. Which he also seemed to forget as I saw literally everyone staring in shock and needing Taehyung to get up and slam the door, but just as he did I heard hobi Hyung yelling, "YOURE A BOTTOM?!?!!" which made me burst into laughter, but Taehyung definitely wasn't so happy as he hit me and scolded me for not locking the door but I quickly reminded him that he didn't give me time to do anything. So he just sat down covering his face in embarrassment.
"Hey, it could've been worse." I said, using my foot to tap his shoulder as he still hadn't released me from the ropes, "How!?" He asked, he sounded so pissed off which made me laugh even more.
"You could've been the one that's tied up." I said threw giggles, which quickly got me a death stare and a hit to my foot.
He quickly stood up and ran away still leaving me tied up, I called after him to remind him how tight the ropes were but he just yelled, "Do it yourself!" Then I heard doors slamming from the other side of the house, I saw Hobi Hyung coming in laughing as well luckily this time closing and locking the door.
"I think you gave seokjin a heart attack." He said, grabbing my thigh and giving it a squeeze then sitting down next to me while I was still tied up, "Could you give me a hand Hoseok?" I complained shaking my upper body to showing him hands were tied, instead of helping he simply reached out and held one of my hands, saying a quick, "Here you go."
I groaned and kicked him making him laughed and finally untie me, still smiling at me and mocking me for 'being a bottom', like bitch, WE'RE LITERALLY BOTH ALTHAS, what do you expect(ノಥ,_｣ಥ)ノ彡┻━┻
Anyway we ended up cuddling for a little bit after he finally decided to stop teasing me, yes I was still only wearing underwear and yes I was still hard but that's not important.
What's important is that seokjin will never come in without knocking ever again.
After a little while we went out and had dinner with everybody, nothing really seemed to change except Jimin was even quieter then normal but I didn't pay much attention to him.
I did however pay attention to the big giant blush on Taehyungs cute face whenever anyone dared to even so as to look at him, I kicked him underneath table and laughed at the way he flinched, enjoying every last minute of this.
Luckily nobody really cared and was simply shocked that seokjin would just barge in like that, apparently he hadn't been paying attention and didn't realize that Taehyung was with me nor did he realize when we left literally kissing in front of everyone and he just wanted to know if I had anything specific I wanted to have for dinner.
But other then that nobody cared and even though it wasn't brought up they still knew we what we were doing for weeks now, which I kind of assumed, we weren't trying to hide anything and nobody really understood what was going on between me and Jimin in the first place so they saw nothing in wrong in me and Tae hooking up.