"Noooo, I don't wanna drink it I'm not hungry!" I complained to Yoongi as he sat me down in the kitchen and tried to force me to drink the pigs blood, he didn't seem to find it funny and slammed his hand down on the table, "I'm not fucking with you anymore Jungkook, drink the damn blood!" He yelled at me, scaring the life out of me and almost making me cry as I immediately looked down clenching my fists to keep myself from crying over such a little thing.
Yoongi sighed and seemed to realize he was scaring me and calmed down, "Look.... I know how it feels to drink human blood... It tastes incredible, it feels************ incredible, and it's incredibly addictive, but it's not just you're own health that you need to think about. Every time you bite into Taehyungs body... A sliver, just a tiny little sliver of venom seeps into his veins, and eventually it'll become enough to kill him..." My eyes widened as I stared at him, he was speaking softly to me but I could still hear the serious and frustration in his voice.
"You didnt think to tell me this?..." I whispered softly to him, feeling the scared little boy slowly fade away as anger clouded my mind, "You didn't..." I said, slowly raising up out of my seat and towering over him, "Think to fucking tell me that?!" I yelled at him loudly roughly grabbing his hair and yanking it closer to me, "IVE BEEN DRINKING HIS BLOOD FOR WEEKS MULTIPLE TIMES A FUCKING DAY AND YOU NEVER THOUGHT TO FUCKING TELL ME THAT?!??!!??!!!?"
I could see myself slowly losing my mind as the only thing I could think about was to start bashing his head into a wall, I felt angry and betrayed that he never even thought that maybe I should know that. Did he just expect me to automatically realize that hey, maybe there's a slight chance that I could poison him? No! Nobody thinks of that when youre literally pissing yourself in overwhelming pleasure and excitement, nobody would even think that in the first place!
I was so angry at him as I roughly threw him at the wall knowing it won't do much to him, but I still wanted to get out of there before i scare any of the others or Taehyung himself.
I literally ran out of the house already seeing Hobi Hyung coming out of his and Jimin's shared bedroom, but I just ran out of the house and never looked back.
I ran and ran and ran until my legs couldn't move anymore, I was so fucking scared, he's been begging me to bite him and would get anxious and nervous every time if I refused until I eventually did.
I knew he was addicted, I did know that. But what I didn't know is that it wasn't just a harmless few drops of blood, it could mean his life. I've already taken one life and Yoongi didn't once think to tell me that even after knowing that I was drinking his blood instead of normal animal blood, which means he also knew how often I was drinking it and he still didn't mention anything.
So all I could think about was running away, the thought of potentially hurting Taehyung was actually unbearable. At this point the sun had gone down, it was raining, I didn't know where I was, I was hungry and crying and just everything I could think of made me angry.
I dropped down to my knees absolutely fucking exhausted, I have no idea how long I've been running for and the only reason I stopped was because I physically couldn't feel my legs anymore. And yet I still wanted to get further away from that monster and my next potential victim.
I crawled on my knees to try find some kind of animal to eat, I could feel my thangs burning and I was literally screaming at this point. Who knew physical exercise could get you hungry?༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
I knew that not eating and working out for too long made me very hungry, but I don't remember a time I was this desperate for a catch of breathe and something to eat, the fact that i was having panic attack after panic attack really didn't make this any better.
I should've eaten the damn blood instead of making an unnecessary fuss about everything.
I could feel my thangs burning more and more as each agonizing second went by, i was in so much pain I was literally begging those damned gods to give me something to eat as I screamed my lungs out scared to death.
Suddenly I saw a bright flashing light in front of me, I was literally in the middle of a forest in the middle of no where, so I knew who it was.
"You fucking ASSHOLES!!!! WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DECIDE TO CHOOSE ME FOR ALL YOUR LITTLE GAMES HUH?!?!!!?? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS??!!!? NOBODY DESERVES IT NO MATTER HOW FUCKED UP THEY ARE OR WHAT THEY DID!!!!" At this point i saw no other option then go yell at the bright light, I could hear a soft, creepy almost childlike voice laughing in the distance.
"Deserve? You think this is about that? No no no... I simply wanted a toy to play with." The voice sounded no older then five years, I forced myself to look into the light and saw a small girl dressed in white, huge white wings that look almost triple her size.
I grabbed a nearby rock and threw it at her, "ILL FUCKING KILL YOU IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM!!!"
The girl suddenly stopped laughing and said, "Ow!" Then seemed to get angry, "If you just did what you're told none of this wouldve have happened!" She yelled, then it sounded like a door slamming shut as the light immediately disappeared, someone's throwing a tantrum huh.
I continued trying to crawl my way to blood and somehow found a road, I tried my best to get up and find out which road it is to see where to go to get back home or to a city. And for some reason I thought it was a good idea to stand in the middle of the road and do that, I saw another bright flashing light but this time I could tell it was a car.
I didn't even have time to react before I heard a loud noise and felt myself being yeeted across the road, I felt an overwhelming pain all over my body, I could see someone rushing out towards me but didn't have nearly enough will power to stop myself before I somehow teleported straight to whoever grabbing them and immediately sinking my teeth down into their neck.
I heard screaming but really could not control myself enough to stop until I've drank like two litters of blood, by then I could realize what I was doing and who I was biting and immediately sprung away. Falling onto my butt and being blinded by the still shining car lights and being in overwhelming pain along with the pleasure.
I could hear bones cracking back into place and my body being pulled back to normal, slowly the amount of pain subsided but I'm going to go ahead and guess I've not drunken enough blood to heal completely after being ran over by my ex consider the horrendous pain in my right thigh, where earlier I could see a bone sticking out.
"You really know how to hold a grudge, and you're not even the one that was cheated on." I joked falling over onto my back and spreading my arms and legs apart, smiling softly and feeling drunk off of his blood.
The sudden relief of the pain in my thangs was generously wonderful, and feeling the new kind of blood coursing threw my veins was even more wonderful.
I honestly felt high.
He immediately dropped beside me, I could see him holding his neck in what I'd assume to be pain but he seemed more worried about me then himself, "What the hell is wrong with you!? Are you Okey?! Are you hurt?!" Bitch you just ran me over with your car what the fuck do you expect, should I shit out some flowers for you?
"Why did you run off like that!? Why did you not come back?! Where the heck were you you stupid little boy!!" I softly grabbed his arm to try and shush him, also saying, "Shhhhh..." And putting my finger by my lips to also tell him.
At first he was mad, "How dare you tell me to shush-!" But soon came to the realisation that yelling at me wont do anything, he calmed himself down and slowly fell onto my chest, I caught him in a way he wouldn't hurt himself but simply laid back feeling too relieved to care about anything else.
"I was so worried something bad happened to you..." Yea, I was worried when you hit me with your car jackass, I'm never letting you live that down, truly ԅ( ͒ ͒ )ᕤ
I could hear him start to sniffle and felt that he was grabbing onto me and holding me, "I thought I lost you again Jungkookie.... You have no idea..."
For some reason I softly brushed his wet hair back, given it's still raining, and somehow felt myself feeling sorry for him and thinking to myself that I should've stopped and went back to let everyone know I'm not dead. I felt that what i did was selfish and inconsiderate, but I also knew that my mind was far too long into a panic attack to make sense of anything.
And in that moment that he was crying while laying on my chest just made me realize a few things about our relationship. One of them being the fact that even though he hurt me, to him I was still his little brother, and i was still that small little boy I was twelve years ago to him. And that he never really meant for me to get hurt, he just simply made a mistake that I never found a way to forgive him for...
I slowly got up and carried his limp body to the car, understanding how much pain he must be in right now seeing as I literally attacked him and sucked his blood. And I also know how much it hurt Taehyung the first few times, and I was a little bit more rough with Jimin.
I placed him in the passenger seat and buckled him in, allowing him to fall asleep almost immediately while I found bags of blood in the back seat, he must've been in a hurry given some of them tore.
I grabbed them and sucked four dry and started driving, drinking two more mostly cause I was thirsty while I drove and only finding my way home after sunrise.