I bought a black tight skin dress
I curl my brown hair
Do my eye shadow foundation
And I have to say I'm looking banging
And I hope Ash wants me as bad as I want her
I'm hurt that she has slept with so many people
And I haven't even slept with anyone
I spray myself
The clock turns
10:30pm
I get in my car lookup the address
Ash sent me
Ash text:
I can't wait to see you! 💋
Is she trying to toy with my fucking emotions
I knock on the door
No one is really hear yet but I'm pulled in
Ash hugs me and her cologne smells
Like it has never left her body
Her body against mine make my clit throb again
And I shake it off
"You look absolutely stunning Star"
"Thanks so do you"
She grabs me a drink
And yet still not many people are here
Just Legus
A couple of guys I don't really know till I'm on my second cup of what ever this is
Stephen
Nick
Jonas
"I thought we were having a party"
"We are a low key party only people that matter at this one"
I look in her deep green eyes
People that matter
Why isn't Val here
And all over my Ash
Why is ash sitting so close to me
There playing video games
Music is playing
"Want some air"
I nod
Im glad she finally asked for me to get some air
We're on a patio we're there is candles
Flowers
I feel like Ashe might propose to me but she doesn't
"How have you been Star" she asks so concerned
" I'm really good just working can't wait to be a senior and go to college and you"
I'm good which colleges are you applying for
"UNM,UCLA, Stanford, and Yale are you going to apply for colleges"
"Of course I am Star I want to be where ever your going"
She is being so weird then she leans into me
My body starts to shake
All of a sudden music is playing
Painkiller by Ruel
"Now what are you doing Ash"
"I'm trying to make sure I don't lose you again cause being with out you feels like I can't breath
I don't know how to sleep
Eat
Do anything without your body leaning on me
I don't want to go another day with out you by my side"
I didn't realize I was crying till the tears are coming down my face
"Please be my forever Star"
I shake my head yes
Did I really come to a party planed to have the person I love ask me out
I love her
I
Love
Her.