I graduated
I managed to get into Yale
Which I have no clue how the fuck I did that
I had a huge graduation party
I buried my Papo under the oak tree in his back yard
I signed papers for the money my mum saved me
I'm standing in the airport
Head phones blaring
When James Bay let it go comes on
The universe finding a way to mock me
I show up to Yale a week early
I wonder how Star is doing
I go to stalk her social media
Knowing I'm still blocked from everything
So I give up on my first attempt
I hope she got into the college she wanted
I hope she is doing some amazing things in her life
It's January 5 and it's cold as balls in New Haven
I'm locking up my single spaced room
When I bump into a girl
Her name is Annalise
Her blond hair goes so well with her blue eyes
I can't help myself at all
I take her on a couple of dates
And I'm astonished with how quick I'm falling for this girl
Who is a sophomore
Going for her science in Bio studies
She is smart and talented
Super funny
I'm in my pre med class when a familiar laugh be holds the room
I glance over
And then there she is
Her very long dark brown hair
Her brown eyes
She is walking next to some guy
Not that lesbian I thought she would of got with
I keep looking forward
I act like I don't notice her at all
But she notices me
But my dumb ass won't even look at her
I run out of the classroom
And I take deep ass breath
I guess I some how was holding
I hid behind a tree and watch her walk out
I can tell she looking around to see me
But then this other guy comes up
He hugs and kisses her
This guy is tall
He has tattoos
Hell he is bigger then I am
What in the world
I am so lost
I finally meet up with Anna
I fuck her so hard that night trying to erase the memory of her
That I don't realize I haven't cummed yet
And my beautiful Anna has
So I fake it
I tell her imma take a shower
She roles over and starts to fall asleep
I let her memory creep in my head
I start to touch myself
And I can't help but breathe harder of the sight of her in the shower her breathing my ear
I cum so hard
Something I haven't done in a long time
Then I put
Marianas trench stutter to pick up my beat before coming in the room
Anna is still crashed out
I put clothes on and lay next her
We hardly cuddle and when we do it's kind of forced
I hate cuddling anyone