We lasted a whole month
A whole fucking month
Till I fucked shit up
Of course leave it to Ash fucking Simmons to go
And fuck all the good things in her life
I don't know if it was losing my mum
Or Papo having a heart attack
Or a new lesbian friend of Stars
I lost my shit
And before I let the universe fuck with my path
I did it all on my own
I went drinking with Cheryl and Dav
We were parting super hard
When we came across a strip club
I had these girls wet in their panties
Making each of them have Stars face
This girl Annabel
Said she would show me a really good time
I took her up on that bet
I had hickeys on my neck
My wrist had rope burns
I had an amazing night
From what I could remember
When I woke up
She looked at me and said
"Must be getting over a hard core lover
To have all of this and still call me Star"
I look at her
And I felt fucking low
I called Star
I didn't tell her shit
I played as nice as can be
And my dumb ass tells her to go fuck that girl she has been hanging out with
And posting pics with
I yell it's over
And just like that
I let her go for good
test from Star:
From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you
Now we're slipping near the edge
Holding something we don't need
Oh, this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees
So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
These lyrics ripped me to shreds
Cause I know she meant every word
So I let her go
And even on my drunk nights I called her
She changed her number
So I changed mine
I was going to let her be her
I was going to let her live her fucking life
I'm letting go