I haven't really been looking around to see if I see Ash again
Mathew has been keeping me occupied
He is so nice
He cuddles me
Not right though and his arms aren't as big as Ash's
God I miss her so when summer is finally here I look for her to sign my year book
But she is with Val
The biggest skank
And my worst enemy
I decide in this moment that
What ever comes next this summer
Ash and me are over
I don't want nothing to do with her
And she just ain't worth it no more
Mathew comes behind me
Picks me up and kisses me
Why was I willing to blow all this
For someone that doesn't give two shits about me.
Oh wait
"I'm ready for college" says Mathew
Mathew got into UCLA
And he leaves in two weeks
And let me say those two weeks came so fast that when I said bye
I New we were over the moment he got on the plane
He would text and call me
I broke up with him in June
Telling him it's what's best
He needs to enjoy college
I started working at target
And was enjoying my hours
Till fucking Val and Ash walked in and they must of known my schedule
Cause they came here a lot
Finally I heard Val's snarky voice where can I get some good mascara
And a good stitch stuff bear thing
I look at her isle 5 is makeup and we don't sell stitch stuff here you will have to go to the mall
"Oh okay welp thanks"
She walks away with her ugly ass red hair and her to much makeup on her face
I turn down another isle trying to catch my emotions and booom
I run right into Ash causing me to spill the stuff in my hands
"I'm so sorry Star didn't mean to collide into
Hey we're having a party tonight you should join"
Um sure if I get out in time
Did I just agree to go to a party
Where there will be Ash
And ugly skank Val
Which that bitch is going to buy a stitch for my Ash
Breath
"Okay great can't wait to see you, oh you should probably get my number it has changed since the last time we spoke"
God has it been that long
I grab her number and as her deep green eyes leave mine I realize I better look better then anyone at that party
"See you there"