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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6

Another morning, and again I wake up from the annoying ringing of the alarm clock, which is also ringing an hour earlier now! Waking up in the morning an hour before the start of the working day has never been a problem for me, but now that morning exercises and body care have been added to my morning routine, everything will be different. Stretching in bed, I once again regret the decision I made, but I pull myself together and nevertheless crawl out from under the blanket and head to the bathroom.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I return to the room, turn on the computer and find a video sent by Lera with a set of exercises that I have to do every morning. To my astonishment, soon I realize that I am not able to perform most of the complex and that my body is terribly stiff, and it's sad because I am only twenty-five years old!

After spending an hour and a half on completely meaningless activities for a man, I finally dressed in the usual men's clothes. "Damn, how exhausting it all is! It's good that at least I don't have to waste time on applying makeup yet!" - I was saying this while looking at myself in the mirror. In the reflection there was a man with a red face, even if not so terrible anymore, but still will raise logical questions, from which I will not be able to get away at work! With what the hell could a man need to remove hair from his face in such a way? Besides, my colleagues have never seen me without my beard! 

Ever since I was a teenager, I was quite complex about my appearance and it was a terrible ordeal to appear in public even with a pimple on my forehead, and little has changed over the years, so after a little thought I decided to call Alex.

- Wow, what a pleasant surprise, good morning darling! – The intonation of his voice did not bode well, he definitely going to mock me! – What prompted you to call me before work?

- It's a bit awkward but can I ask of a little plea, could you give me a day off?

- Hmm, something happened, are you not feeling well, darling? Maybe I should come? – Even through the concerned voice, it was felt that Alex was on the verge of starting to laugh, which is not surprising. considering that Lera most likely reports on all the details of my transformation.

- I'm fine, and the reason for my request may even seem ridiculous to you. Let's just say I didn't quite come to my senses after the procedures that your secretary performed on me!

- So that's what it's all about! Well, then it's clear, it's going to be hard to sit all day after what Lera did to you! – A loud laugh proclaimed that he was aware of the thing that was done to me on Saturday, and this complicates everything even more!

- It's not about that! - I replied as caustically as I could. – Alex, tell me honestly, does she report everything to you in every detail?

- Well, not in the smallest details, but she couldn't miss something like that! You know, I'm even a little jealous, next time I hope you will ask your hubby for such like things!

- I hope there won't be a next time! Anyway, are you giving me the day off today?

- Alas, but no! But before you start being indignant, I'll let you work remotely today!

- Well! This option also suits me well! But I'm not going to participate in a video call!

- What happened to you anyway? – Alex absolutely shamelessly laughed.

- You know perfectly well what happened! - I blurted out resentfully! – Fine... I have such a red face after removing my beard that I'm ashamed to show up at the office!

- Beauty requires sacrifice, my darling! Okay, see you tomorrow!

I went back into the room, sprawled in a chair and stared at the ceiling. I wanted to swear, my hubby is now aware that I was not so against playing with my hole, this significantly increases the chances that something like this may eventually happen between us! By the way, what will I do if something like this really happens? I'll freeze up like it was with Lera and eventually let another man fuck my ass with his fingers, but what if he doesn't stop there and decides to insert his penis into me? Even thinking about it is disgusting! I'm not attracted to men, but I'm afraid I won't be able to resist... I completely lose my will when it comes to erotic activities. That's why I've had problems with long-term relationships, I'm just not able to take the initiative in sex! "Maybe it would really be more suitable for me to be a passive in a relationship" – A shiver ran through my body from the voiced thought, you can't even think about such a thing!

After changing back into my home clothes, I went to the computer, I wonder if I can concentrate on work while dressed in women's clothes? To my surprise, I was able to, and after an hour I almost stopped paying attention to it, although perhaps the whole point is that pajamas were not so "feminine" clothes. As a result, the day passed quite normally and without any special moments that would be worth mentioning.

But the next morning came along with muscle pain, which surprised me a little, considering that there were no heavy exercises, just simple stretching. Apparently, I should continue to take care of my body after all this nonsense is over...

At work, I bothered to listen to a small portion of laughs about my face, which looked quite youthful without any facial hair. But it's probably true that people don't pay much attention to others, and soon everyone forgot about my changes. As a result, until Friday evening, my life was going quite normally, except for wasting time on all this feminine routine, which will now become a part of my daily life for a long time.

Near the end of the working day, the thought flashed through my head that it might be worth going to a bar with Serge and Alex today. Firstly, in such a company, my hubby will not make fun of me, and secondly, I am a little tired and it would not hurt me to relax, to feel that I am still a normal man! Alas, I didn't think about this idea for a long time, because the boss called me to his office.

I went to Alex, followed by Lera, after closing the door on the latch. My boss was sitting at the table in the pose of a cartoon villain and smiling joyfully.

- Hello, Vicky! How was your week? - He started a conversation.

- Everything seems to be as usual. – I crossed my arms over my chest, getting into a defensive pose, I didn't expect anything good from a conversation between the three of us. – By the way, we sort of agreed that such addressing's would not be used at work!

- Well, technically, the working day can be said to have come to an end – Alex looked at the clock hanging on the wall, but the time was only about four, after which he added. – At least for the two of you!

- Such generosity, what have we done to deserve it?

- We had a little chat with Lera and decided to find out if you would mind if we came to your place tonight?

- Can I clarify, do I even have a choice in this situation, or are you just politely informing me that today we will have a meeting of our group of perverts!?

- Phew, how rude! – Lera joined the conversation, approaching the table and leaning against the edge.

- But at least it's honest! – I tried to keep myself confident, although inside everything was raging from the realization of my powerlessness.

- You see, our boss wants to see with his own eyes how our small project is progressing, and I think this could be a good practical lesson for you!

- I don't really like what you're getting at!

- I see that my girl has already guessed what has to come! Yes, you will spend tonight like Victoria! Of course, I would prefer to meet in a restaurant, but I don't think you're ready to go out yet!

- You don't have to worry about cooking today, we will order anything with delivery, besides, you and Lera will need extra time for your transformation, so you girls are free for today! – Alex drew a line in the conversation.

At home I tried to clean up quickly, and half an hour later Lera rang the doorbell. She right away walked impressively into the room and in her hands, she again had a bag loaded with something.

- To be honest, Vicky, this is not how I planned to spend Friday evening! The girl plopped down in a chair irritably.

- And what does that have to do with me? You know, I'd rather just have a beer at a sports bar, too!

Lera snorted something unintelligible, and then continued more calmly:

- I'm sorry, I understand that you have nothing to do with it, it's just that Alex is sometimes too persistent! I tried to explain to him that you're not ready for something like this yet, but he wouldn't listen to me. – The girl started massaging her temples as if trying to relieve a headache. – For good, I was asked today to only turning you into something resembling a girl, but I thought that leaving you alone with him wouldn't be such a good idea! By the way, don't think I'm worried about you, it's just that Alex can screw everything up if he's too persistent, and then maybe my bonus will be screwing up!

- Did you have to clarify that it was all about money? In any case, where did it all start and why today?

- This morning I received a notification that my parcel had arrived, or rather, it would be more accurate to say "your parcel". And for some reason it occurred to me to tell Alex about it. Word by word, and now he wanted to see how you would look with a new detail, and considering that on Fridays you usually spent the evening together, he decided to have dinner at your place.

- A parcel, a detail, can you clarify what you are talking about?

- Oh, yes, I haven't told you yet! – Lera lightly smacked her forehead. – I ordered you a silicone breasts and today it came! I planned to bring it to you tomorrow, and at the same time start to teach you how to use makeup, but as you can see, everything went a little differently from the plan! - It was funny to watch Lera in this state, she spoke much more than usual and without the arrogance inherent in her. – So, I think it's time for you to try on your new boobs!

Lera handed me a pink box, opening which I saw a rather realistic female breast. A little awkwardly, I put my palm to one of the breasts, smooth and soft, a little like real skin. "Custom-made, according to your size and skin color!" – The girl sitting in the chair commented laughing. Excitement arose inside me, even though it all seemed somehow wrong and depraved, but nevertheless, I wanted to try on these tits. The design resembled a T-shirt without sleeves with attached breasts, the silicone stretched quite well and fit snugly to the skin, which made the transition almost imperceptible, besides, the color of the breasts was really very similar to my pale skin. The sensations were strange, although the chest was not large, but it weighed quite decently, I would say that it was more than a kilogram and it caused a strange feeling that I really had breasts. Somehow instinctively I put my hands to my breasts, trying them for weight, which immediately caused a happy reaction from Lera, who could not help but say what a pervert I am!

- You know, girl, it doesn't look that bad! Even your wide waist isn't so conspicuous! – Lera got up and took me by the hand and dragged me into the corridor to the mirror. – Look for yourself!

What I saw in the reflection caused some dissonance, it was still Me, but at the same time I had a pretty impressive breast! Although impressive is too strong a word, but about fifteen centimeters in the volume of my chest has definitely been added!

- Vicky, you somehow quiet, what, you don't like it at all? – Lera was standing behind me, holding me by the shoulders.

- I don't know, it's strange, no matter how you look at it! – I started to feel embarrassment from which my whole body slightly shrank. – If you don't look closely, it's not even noticeable that it's not real! Probably worth a lot of money!

- Don't think about it!

- Now I'm even more curious! – I turned my torso slightly towards Lera to look into her eyes.

- I'll say this, Alex has allocated about your annual salary for your transformation! And I plan to use the entire assigned limit!

- It's a huge sum! I don't even know what to say, or how to take it at all! – Everything in my head was a little dizzy, such a sum would be enough for a good car.

- As I said, don't think about it, Alex does all this primarily to entertain himself, and believe me, it not going to be something that much for him!

- I realize that, but somehow it doesn't make me feel any better!

- Then play your role as best you can, so that his investment is not wasted! – Lera slapped my ass and added. – And now let's do the rest, because we have less than two hours left before your hubby arrives!

We went back into the room, and Lera began to remove the rest of my outfit from the bag. It all started with a black lace underwear set. Putting on a bra, I was surprised to find that the load on my shoulders became less, but then the corset followed, and even though Lera did not tighten it much, it became noticeably harder for me to breathe. Dressed in new underwear, I sat down in front of a girl who took out a makeup bag.

- In a perfect situation, I would explain step by step what cosmetics are we using and for what, but the learning will have to be postponed until tomorrow. – Lera handed me cotton swabs soaked in lotion and told me to wipe my face thoroughly. – In fact, you have very tidy facial features, so there won't be any particular problems! We will slightly decrease the nose and chin, enlarge the cheeks and lips, and also emphasize the eyes! – Lera was making magic over my face, chirping some spells, at least that's how her words appeared to me! – It wouldn't be bad to pluck out your thick eyebrows, but for now we'll have to put up with what we have, I think you not ready for such a dramatic change in appearance!

After about half an hour I was taken to the mirror, but before I could see the result, Lera put a wig on my head.

What I saw plunged me into a deep shock! I tried to make a little grimace to make sure that the girl in the reflection is none other than me! A cute brunette with shoulder-length curly hair responded to my smile or pouted her cheeks with displeasure. Lera stood aside and watched my actions with undisguised pride.

- Well, Vicky, do you like the girl in the reflection?

- Yes! Very! – Delighted with the result, I answered without hesitation, I really liked the girl I saw, even though she was a bit masculine. Although it probably wasn't worth admitting it so emotionally.

- When I'm done with you, you'll look much nicer, but for today it will do!

Twenty more minutes later, a girl was standing in front of the mirror, looking at herself! She was dressed in a black A-line midi dress with an illusion sleeve, long legs in black pantyhose complemented the image favorably. I stood mesmerized and unable to believe in the reality of what was happening. Maybe I really will be able to become similar to the girls. At that moment I didn't think about the consequences, I just enjoyed that I(masculine) could be like this, or maybe I should say I(feminine) could be like this?

Lera came up to me and lightly hugged me as girlfriends usually do and said:

- It's probably the first time I've seen such a natural smile on your face! Tell me honestly, are you starting to get into the idea of being a girl?

- Honestly? – I thought for quite a long time before answering. – It's hard for me to admit it, but I probably always had the thought inside that I wouldn't mind finding out what it would be like to be a girl…

- I've already heard it from Alex, and that was the starting point of this whole situation.

- Only the fact that I can now outwardly pass for a girl, albeit not a beauty, does not make me a woman, I'm just a man in disguise…

- No outfit in the world, or even plastic surgery will make a woman out of you, even hormone therapy will not help if you feel yourself as a man inside!

- You're right! – I sighed sadly, lowered my eyes and began to gently stroke the wrist of my left hand.

- I'm always right! - Lera snorted proudly. – Only it doesn't mean that you can't feel yourself a woman! Today I saw something different in you! I won't hide that before that you were just a pervert for me! But when you were laughing in front of the mirror looking at yourself, I saw an ordinary girl in you! No guy could be so happily enjoying something like this!

- Why are you saying all this?

- To that it seems to me that a girl lives inside you, and I want to get her out of there!

- I'm scared, Lera!

- Why?

- Because if it's true, and if this girl really is in me, what will become of her when this month passes and she has to leave?

Lera hugged me even tighter and whispered softly in my ear:

- Who says she can't stay? You will have all the cards in your hands to change your life if you want to!

- This is wrong! – I pulled away from Lera.

- That's so? - After a deep breath, the girl said sadly, and after a short pause she continued. – Your boring male prudence has returned again! Okay, let's complete your image. – Having said that, Lera put a black choker on my neck to hide the Adam's apple, not large, but still disturbing the harmony of the image. Then she completed my today's image by helping to put clips on my ears. – And with that, we're ready!