Another day of my crazy life has come. I started it with the usual exercises, and I have to admit that there is minor, but changes in the flexibility of my body, although sitting down on the splits or reaching for my toes while sitting is still something out of fantasies. Next came skin care procedures, previously it was enough just to go into the shower for ten minutes and rub myself with a washcloth. Now I have to use masks, tonics, scrubs, oils, and other means that will terrify any man, and it take a good hour to use them at times! In first days, such a waste of time irritated me, but now I had to admit that all this was beginning to bring results. By the way, breakfast has also changed, at Lera's insistence, now I'm trying to eat more healthily, now I'm eating a light porridge with a vegetable or fruit juice instead of sandwiches with coffee!
My condition after the morning procedures was strange, physically I felt vigorous, but my brain was pretty exhausted, because any activity related to my feminization required increased concentration from me.
After completing my routine, I fooled around a bit, but soon I got bored and decided to delve into the study of cosmetics, which had been lying on the table since yesterday. Thanks to the Internet and Lera's lectures, I more or less figured out what these tools are for and in what order they should be used. But as soon as I started experimenting, a slightly strange problem appeared looking at my reflection in the mirror, my hand with a brush refused to move the way I wanted, constantly slipping away in the opposite direction. After an hour of futile attempts, I somehow managed to draw my eyes and apply lipstick so that it did not look like a clown's face, although instead of masking, I only emphasized the masculine outlines of my face. I was once again about to take off what was even insulting to call makeup, but the doorbell rang. Surprised by how time flew, I went to meet Lera.
- Well, what a beauty you are! – The guest sarcastically noted my appearance.
- You just didn't see how my first attempts turned out! - I shrugged my shoulders.
- To be honest, I didn't expect much success from you, but in a month, you will probably bring makeup to the level to at least focus on the virtues of your face! – Lera did not come empty-handed again, which began to worry me a little, not even because it was something from women's things again, but because the free space in my one-room apartment was sharply decreasing.
- Do I have any, "Virtues"? To me, my face does not stand out in any way either for a man, or even more so for a woman! – I've always had a pretty low opinion of myself. Of course, one could say that I'm just insecure, but the truth is that I just had a plain appearance.
- You have pretty big eyes and long eyelashes, as well as thick eyebrows that can be plucked and made visually a little higher, so you will look a little more feminine!
- And with the right hairstyle, you can slightly disguise my square face. – Without much emotion, I supplemented Lera.
- Wow, I see you spent time watching the videos I recommended! - The girl patted me lightly on the back as a sign of praise. – By the way, do you have a set of spare keys?
- There should be. – I answered without really thinking.
- Then give them to me, because somehow, I'm tired of standing at the door every time!
— It's kind of... - the right word didn't come to mind, but I didn't really like this situation.
- Don't worry, I'm not going to show up to you without an invitation! – Her intonation was insincere, although I knew that she would not come to my house simply as that. – Probably already getting used to the fact that it's useless to argue with Lera, I brought her a set of keys.
- Somehow you didn't even really resist this idea! – The girl reacted a little surprised.
- Is there any point in that? – I didn't expect an answer, so I immediately asked the following question. – What are we plan on doing today?
- Well, perhaps this... - Lera took out a box that clearly had shoes in it. – try it on, I hope I didn't make a mistake with the size!
Opening the box, I found black patent leather pumps with not very high heels. I looked at the girl questioningly, and she just handed me ankle socks with a smile. Struggling with the doubt that came up, I still put on shoes that, to my surprise, sat quite comfortably on my foot. Gathering my courage, I tried to stand up. The weight of my body was unusually distributed, transferring the load onto the socks of my feet, while the narrow nose of the pumps unpleasantly squeezed the toes unaccustomed to such shoes. To keep my balance, I had to straighten my posture, but it was still quite strange to stand on heels.
- How about trying to walk around the room? – Lera looked at me smiling contentedly, my hesitation clearly amused her.
I tried to concentrate, at the same time beginning to move my legs carefully. Unconsciously, I took every step as if I was walking along a thin line, which made my movements more feminine, which amused the girl watching me even more, soon she began to giggle fervently.
- My girl, you definitely have potential, just look at how you wiggle your ass, even when you walk in heels for the first time!
Blushing and at the same time feeling my legs start to shake, I sat down in the chair.
- How does it feel? - Lera asked, still giggling.
- It's strange, I can only marvel at how you can walk like this all day!
- A matter of habit! And the girls center of gravity is a little different, but don't worry, a little practice, and you'll be able to walk in heels as well!
- By the way, what do I need this for? Not that I have any plans to go out in such appearance! And don't talk about our trip to the beauty salon! I'm still not sure if I'm going to do it, but I certainly won't wear heels on the street!
- Did you say all? – Ironically clarified the interlocutor, after listening to my rather long tirade. – Walking in heels will help you develop a more feminine gait, is first! You're going to wear what I pick up for you next weekend, that's second! Anyway, neither you nor I need to attract too much attention, so relax.
- At this rate, it will definitely be problematic for me to return to life as a man ... - this thought was depressing, but at the moment there was nothing much I could do about it.
- My dear, - Lera squatted down in front of me and took my hands. – my task is to make a girl out of you, and I don't care what happens to you after! I'm not telling you this out of spite, but just so that you understand that I won't pay attention what will happen with you after!
- I'm just having doubts! And I understand perfectly well that my worries are not relevant for you. – It seemed to me that Lera was being deceitful, but she wouldn't admit it anyway.
- By the way, I have a delightful suggestion for you! How about giving up wearing men's underwear completely from today? - The girl once again started digging in the bags she brought today.
- What do you mean? – I was a little taken aback by her words.
- You've been wearing women's underwear at home for a week now, and now that you're used to it, the next step will be to go to work like this!
- Have you completely lost touch with reality there? – Even though I was outraged, my reproductive organ slightly strained because of the images that appeared in my head.
- I don't see anything so awful, no one will see under your pants and sweater that you're wearing a set of lingerie and tights! – While saying this, she handed me the packages with this very lingerie.
- It would be like the end of the world if someone saw me like this! - I shook my head violently! – I myself will feel not in right mind, knowing what I'm wearing under my clothes! - And yet I looked at the new lingerie with a lot of interest.
- Honey, that's the point! Putting on lace lingerie and stockings, a woman begins to feel different! Attractive, playful, self-confident, this is a kind of dope that helps to adjust your mood a little!
- Maybe for a normal woman it is, but I'm a guy, it will make me just a fucking pervert!
- Enough, no excuses! Tomorrow, like a normal woman, you will wear normal lingerie! And know that I will check and if you are wearing men's underpants, your friend will get your photos in a negligee!
I dejectedly lowered my shoulders, holding my head in my hands, whatever option I choose tomorrow, I will remain the loser. Either I'll be a pervert, or Lera will just play on my nerves all day long.
For a few more hours, my guest was intensively engaged in my feminization. We were sorting out new clothes, which now took into consideration that I had breasts, while holding along the way a small catwalk shows with me practicing walking in heels. Lera also helped me apply light makeup, and with her recommendations and adjustments, the process was more understandable. Also, my guest had a lot of fun watching, or rather listening to me trying to talk with a high and squeaky voice. And in the end, we summed it up over a joint teatime and eating cakes which was kind of guilty pleasure!
After seeing Lera off, I returned to the room, took off my shoes, in which I was forced to spend several hours, and then collapsed on my bed with my back. Despite what we were doing, I still remained in a slightly elated mood, no matter how strange it was, but I was beginning to enjoy the time we spent together. "Maybe if Lera weren't so bitchy, we could even become girlfriends!" - a thought flashed through my head. "Stop! Girlfriends?" - at this moment I drew attention to that the first thought sounded somehow different! "Who are you?" - I asked the question again in my mind, but there was no answer.
Because of Lera's suggestion, or better to say her instructions, I slept very restlessly and woke up every now and then, and as a result, I felt pretty torn in the morning. Having finished my morning routine, I was standing beside my bed, on which on one side lay a set of ordinary beige lingerie with zero-size bra and tights, and on the other the simple men's underpants. The choice was disgusting, but in the end, I still chose lingerie! Blackmail from Lera scared me much more, and I didn't want Alex to get my photos, although thinking about it now, I came to the conclusion that he would get them anyway as part of a report from his secretary! At least with this choice of mine, I hope he will at least tactfully keep silent!
All the way to the parking lot, it seemed to me that people were staring at me, embarrassment was growing, from which my face became terribly red, and my gait was pinched and very insecure. Logically, I understood that this was what attracted people's attention, and not my lingerie, because no one could even assume that a man will wear such a thing. The ten-minute walk to the car became a terrible stress, and in my mind, I cursed Lera, although I understood that I had doomed myself to it on my own.
It was no easier in the office and the time dragged on for an agonizingly long. Closer to lunch, the girls from the marketing department encountered a problem that I had to eliminate. The problem itself took about fifteen minutes to solve, but, unfortunately, I was faced with female attentiveness to someone else's appearance. Noticing my changes, the girls began to wonder what was happening to me, and I could not adequately explain why I needed to change my image in such a way. My words that I just decided to pay a little attention to my appearance only increased their curiosity. Surrounded by chattering ladies, I started to panic. Probably if I wasn't wearing a sweater right now, my bra would be noticeable because I felt how wet my shirt had become due to sweat. My head began to spin, while my vision began to blur.
- What with the gathering in the middle of working hours!? – A familiar voice was heard somewhere from the side.
- We just wanted to chat a little with a boy from the IT department, he's so cute, and apparently, he found a girlfriend! - One of the women around me answered, but I could no longer discern who it was.
- If you want to, you can waste your lunch time on something like this! But for now, get to work! – Lera was in working mode, strict and principled.
I was finally able to take a breath of air when the women began to disperse, grumbling under their breath about what an annoying secretary their boss has!
- Oh, there you are, Victor! You promised we'd have lunch together, but you're didn't answer my calls! – Lera came up to me and took me by the hand and dragged me towards the corridor.
When we got alone in the elevator, I stared at Lera in surprise and asked while choosing my words with trouble:
- What you just did... there may be rumors that something is going on between us.
- That was the plan! - The girl leaned lightly on the handrail by the wall. – You will continue to change, so it's better to let them think that you have found a mamma who forces you to change your image! And given the attitude of the employees towards me, they will be scared to push you so hard with questions.
- Don't you care that because of someone like me, your status may fall a little? – I didn't quite understand her logic, but there was no point in denying and arguing now.
- In fact, it will make me even more dominant in their eyes, considering what you are a sweet and innocent boy! – She specially highlighted the last word with derisive intonation.
The elevator stopped and we walked hand in hand to the restaurant, which was located on the ground floor and which was not very popular with my colleagues because of its expensive prices. We went to the corner of the place and sat down at a table next to the panoramic window to the street. Lera took a napkin and wiped her hands as she asked me:
- Vicky, I hope you haven't decided to be stubborn? Are you wearing the appropriate underwear for a girl you are?
- I put it on... even though it makes me feel really uncomfortable! - Noticing the pleased grin of my interlocutor, I realized that I answered this question in feminine manner, which embarrassed me even more.
- Good girl! Don't worry, by the end of the week you won't even pay attention to it and it will become something self-evident!
- You won't even verify it, just taking my word for it?
- Your reaction and behavior give you away! – Noticing my slightly hanging jaw, Lera added. – Don't worry so much, without knowing the ins and outs, everything is not so obvious!
- By the way, thank you for rescuing me from the clutches of girls! Because I started to panic a little. – I was constantly fidgeting because I couldn't find a place for myself.
- Don't bother! First of all, I didn't even know that these demented hens were gathered around you! And secondly, I have already said that we do not need extra attention! By the way, now you're going to have lunch here with me every day, you need to reduce the time of your interaction with colleagues, especially considering that your appearance will become more notable after next weekend!
The week passed without any special events. Yes, I still continued to go to work while trying not to get out of my workplace. Yes, I almost stopped paying attention to the fact that I am now wearing women's underwear around the clock, or rather now I rather enjoyed it than was constantly embarrassed and probably it didn't say anything good about me! I also spent time every day on makeup training and vocal cord development. All this has become just a normal part of my life and has completely replaced the meaningless pastime of playing games or watching TV shows.
On Friday, I got out to hang out in a sport bar and drink beer in a men's company. according to Lera, this was my last chance for something like this, since tomorrow the changes in my appearance will become more apparent and I will need to be more careful and avoid close communication. Also, starting next Monday, I will work from the archive, where no one will bother me.
And then Saturday morning came, having finished with the already familiar activities, I packed a backpack in which I put lingerie, my fake breasts, and a wig. Today I had to go out for the first time dressed as a girl and it scared the hell out of me. And I was also terribly afraid that one of the neighbors could see me in such appearance, and therefore my transformation would take place at Lera's house, where I was heading now.
Lera, as it turned out, lived almost in the center of the city in one of the new buildings, which spoke about the high cost of such real estate, which was not so much surprising. But such sights prompted me to think about what Alex promised her for participation in this venture? There was clearly no smell of a simple bonus to the salary! Of course, it possible to assume that she is just curious, or maybe that she feels indebted to him. Absorbed in such thoughts, I imperceptibly found myself at the doorstep of Lera's apartment.
Upon entering, I experienced a certain awkwardness that I always felt when staying alone with a girl in her apartment, and even if this situation meant nothing but a friendly visit, I was still a little embarrassed.
- Why are you frozen on the doorstep, come on in already!
Taking off my shoes, I went into the guest room which was larger than my entire apartment. Despite a certain minimalism, the apartment was stylishly and elegantly furnished, which, in fact, was expected from Lera. Although right now, dressed in white and pink loose breeches and a simple camisole, she looked a little foreign against the background of strict black-and-gray room.
- Are you going to stare at me like that? – The girl interrupted my thoughts.
- I'm sorry, it's just a little unusual to see you like this, especially in contrast to the strict environment!
- Are you so surprised that I can be a completely ordinary woman? And it seemed to me that my boyfriend should know the real me! - There was sarcasm in her tone! In fact, during the week, rumors flew around the entire office that we were dating, and most of my colleagues thought that I had made a big slam by venturing on such an adventure!
- You started this mess, and I have to clean it up!
- Mess? I think all the guys are jealous of you!
- Not really! Even if most of them think that you should be divine in bed, but they wouldn't dare to date you! – My words made Lera laugh a lot.
- Typical bumpkins! All thoughts are clogged with sex! Although they are right about one thing, I am divine! – Lera said this in a languid voice, and then playfully performed a pirouette.
- And the second part doesn't bother you at all?
- No! Not even a bit! – The girl cut off so that even thoughts of continuing this topic did not arise... – Okay, let's get down to business, get undressed!
- Just like that? – I was a little indignant, although there was nothing new in such straightforwardness.
- Do I need to seduce you so that you show me your panties? Let's do this without this! We don't have much time anyway; our appointment is scheduled for twelve.
I quickly changed my clothes, but I felt a little strange in my new lingerie. These panties were specially made to hide the bulge between my legs and simultaneously imitate a camel toe.
- It's amazing what humans able to create sometimes! – Lera looked at me with undisguised interest. – Show you to an unsuspecting person now, and he probably won't even think about the fact that a man is standing in front of them!
The girl went to a large closet, which I initially took just for a mirror hanging on the wall and opened the doors while saying:
- Well, my girl, let's pick up your outfit for today!
- Do you want me to wear some of your clothes? – I looked with surprise at Lera, who had already started sorting through hangers with various outfits.
- Do you have any problems with this? - She said it without even turning towards me.
- No! But won't it be unpleasant for you that a man will wear something from your clothes?
- I probably wouldn't want you to try my underwear, but I don't see any problem with other clothes! Besides, I can't even call you a man right now!
I was examining with some admiration a huge amount of clothes Lera owns and at some point, the thought flashed through my head - "I wish I could try it all on!" Over the past week, I began to notice such thoughts more and more often, it was strange and a little unnatural, but it looked as if a girl had settled in my mind! From time to time, she commented on the events happening to me, or rather voiced my secret desires, which were not natural for a normal man!
After Lera rejected several dresses, we settled on milky palazzo pants with a jacket of same color and a black turtleneck that hid my Adam's apple. The girl picked up a few accessories and then took up my makeup, which was supposed to fit the outfit. About an hour after I crossed the threshold of this apartment, I was transformed and now a girl was looking at me in the reflection. Lera was also looking at the reflection while standing behind me, but the expression on her face showed that she was not completely satisfied with the result.
- What do you say about your appearance? – The girl tried to smooth out the folds on my clothes along the way.
- I don't know, if I didn't have to go out like this, I would say that I look pretty attractive. – At Lera's insistence, I had to talk today only in the feminine way! And also try to imitate a female voice, although it didn't work out very well for me, but considering that I will only talk to my companion and in a half-whisper, then there should be no problems.
- I would like, of course, to make you more feminine, but maybe it's even better and you won't attract too much attention to yourself! – The girl once again carefully examined me from all sides, after which she took out purse, into which she said to transfer all my necessary things.
After another fifteen minutes, Lera herself changed into a pantsuit, which, however, was snugger and contrasting with my outfit.
- Well, Victoria, are you ready? – My companion tried to cheer me up.
- No! I'm scared shitless! – Taking a deep breath, I crossed the threshold of the apartment again, only now being almost a different person.
- By the way, don't forget to pay extra attention to your movements! You're a woman and you have to act accordingly!
I didn't even need to be reminded of this once again, as it seemed to me that I was devoting all my energy to moving more seamlessly and feminine. "Don't worry, it will be fun!" - a female voice appeared in my head again, but it was very difficult to believe these words!