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Chapter 12 - Chapter 11 - Part 2

I couldn't sleep properly because I suffered from aching, tearing pain in my lips all night, and by morning my lips were swollen even more! This was expected as the doctor who performed the procedure warned me that this was likely to happen.

I was lying in a state when consciousness had already woken up, while body refused to move, demanding to be left alone. Suddenly I heard someone insert a key and opened the entrance door. My heart seemed to stop, and I couldn't even take a breath while listening to the noises. Only my sister and I were supposed to have the keys to the apartment!

- Vicky, why are you still in your bed? – Lera was curious as she walked into the room and looked at me disapprovingly.

I finally exhaled and lightly slapped my forehead; I had completely forgotten that I had given her spare keys! At least now the drowsiness has disappeared as if it never existed!

- Have you forgotten that we planned to buy you clothes today? Lots of clothes! - The girl was trying to encourage me to finally get up!

I got out from under the blanket and sat down on the edge of the bed with my feet down on the floor.

- I almost didn't sleep all night! - I said, trying to inflate my cheeks, but immediately felt that any mimicry increases the pain in my lips.

- How are you feeling? - Lera asked, noticing my reaction. – Let me look at your lips!

The girl came up to me and lightly took me by the chin and began to examine the after effects.

- Well, so far everything looks fine, of course the lips are swollen and reddened, but it's not even looking so conspicuous!

- Do we really have to go shopping today? – I looked at Lera with sad eyes.

- Unfortunately, unlike you, I have to go to work tomorrow! So, we have to do it today! – The girl concluded sternly.

I quickly put myself in order, but if before I could get ready in ten minutes, now it took me almost an hour and that's considering Lera was constantly hurrying me, so I had to skip part of a not-so-mandatory routine!

We went outside, the cool morning breeze made me shiver, even though it was quite warm outside for the last weekend in September.

- It pleases me how you began to behave! – Lera started the conversation when we were already getting into the car. – It seems to me, or have you finally become engaged in the process of your feminization?

- Are you implying that I started to enjoy it? At this stage, if I do not behave like a girl, it will look ridiculous!

- But with me, you don't have to always act the part! Although I prefer you this way!

- It's more like I shut Victor inside me when my working day ended on Friday! I think I'll be much more natural if I'm being Victoria outside even when no one around!

- A logical decision! In the end, Victor went on a "business trip" until the end of October! – What was said amused the girl rather much.

We were both silent for a while, I had a wish to ask Lera about yesterday, but every time I opened my mouth, I couldn't find the right words.

- Is there something you want to ask me? - A faint sad smile appeared on her face. – Let me guess, is this about Nina?

- Do you read minds? – Either I was so predictable or she really is a witch, I thought as I spoke.

- It's just that yesterday, right after the hairdresser, you behaved as if you had a lot of questions! By the way, I appreciate that you still decided not to meddle in my personal life!

Taking this as an answer to my unasked question, I turned to the window, looking at the boulevards, that were dyed in bright autumnal colors. Due to the madness of the last weeks, I missed the opportunity to notice the beauty of the changing seasons!

- Vicky, what do you say if we have a heart-to-heart talk tonight?

I turned and looked at Lera with undisguised surprise.

- I need a bestie with whom I may have a frank talk, and in fact, at the moment I don't have anyone who would be suitable for this role except you. – She said this very differently from usual, I've never seen Lera like this before. Not knowing what to say to her, I just nodded in agreement.

After getting out of the car, Lera returned to her usual state, a confident and slightly arrogant woman.

- Well, are you ready for the worst male nightmare? – Obviously trying to tease the girl said, looking at me with meanly glittering eyes.

- I'm all eager! – I answered her with a grimace and showing my tongue, but immediately regretted it! While I was just talking, it was tolerable, but excessive facial expressions increased the pain in my lips!

Our first destination was the underwear store! Walking inside, I felt like a child who found herself in a toy store! I had a thing for lingerie even before this whole situation, this piece of women's wardrobe has always excited my imagination! A woman in beautiful lingerie was even more desirable than completely naked, because these small pieces of fabric emphasized the splendor of the female figure, leaving room for imagination to play! And now I had the opportunity to wear such lingerie myself, which, by the way, didn't look that bad on me!

In fact, I already had quite a few women's underwear, but what Lera brought me before was more for casual wear, and today we will pick up something for special occasions! Despite my reaction had changed over this time, and now, instead of arousal, I was more likely feel delight! I still prepared myself more thoroughly for today, in addition to special flesh-colored thongs pressing my male detail, I also tucked my penis with a special tape, the procedure was not pleasant, but nothing should darken my joy of choosing clothes!

Trying on each set that we chose with Lera, I experienced a spiritual uplift! I was so carried away by the process that my male inner voice, which usually condemned such things, was silent!

When I left the store with bags filled with women's underwear, I was just glowing with joy! I especially fell in love with one lace set with a suspender belt! At one moment I even had a stupid fantasy about how Alex would look at me when I'm going to tease him!

A few more hours passed, and the trunk of the car near which we got up to rest was already completely filled with bags containing my new clothes.

- You're not tired? - Lera asked, blowing smoke rings into the air.

I stretched, enjoying the warm sun and answered:

- A little! Despite that it's fun, trying on so many clothes are really exhausting! To be honest, I can't even imagine why I need so many of them, even wearing something new every day I won't be able to wear everything we bought!

- If you remember, Alex provided a certain amount for your transformation, and we spent only half of it now!

- It's still a lot of money!

- Vicky, what you have been through and what is yet to come will not pass for you without consequences, and therefore you should accept all this as a kind of compensation!

- But what will I do with all these things when my business trip is over?

Lera looked at me with a warm smile, as if pushing me to the idea that I was not completely true with myself.

- Vicky, tell me honestly, you've already thought about continuing to turn yourself into a woman from time to time?

- Maybe I was thinking about it... - Rubbing my left forearm, I shyly bowed my head looking at the floor.

- I believe that at the moment it is only determined how much of your life Victoria will become, whether it will be just entertainment, to which you will come occasionally, or whether she will turn out to be your main personality!

- I'm not even ruling out both of these possibilities anymore. – I went over to Lera and pressed my back against her shoulder. – I don't know if I can accept Victoria as myself, but I already perceive her as a kind of game avatar, behind which I can hide.

- Hey, keep your nose up! - The girl stroked my head. - Come on, we still need to visit the shoe and jewelry stores, and we'll also need to pick up your perfume!

We spent a couple more hours shopping. I chose a perfume with a light scent of peonies augmented with night violets and pink grapefruit, which seemed to bring me back to summer. Lera laughed at what a feminine fragrance I chose for myself, but nevertheless fully approved! Next, we went to a jewelry store, where we picked up several bracelets, a delightful necklace and a pendant with a gold chain. I tried to forgo the earrings at first due that I shouldn't have taken off the ones that were in my ears for another three weeks, but Lera, as usual, was able to quickly convince me of the strict necessity of buying, although, to be honest, I didn't resist that much. Before leaving the store, I purposely forgot my purse so that there would be a reason to come back and then buy one more thing that I didn't want Lera to know about and on which I spent my own money.

On the way back to my house, Lera decided to stop by a Japanese restaurant to buy takeaway food. Recently, many people have developed a feeling that the rolls were some kinds of festive food, although it was strange to me personally, perhaps because I did not like fish since childhood.

It took us three trips to pick up all of today's purchases! And now my room looked like some kind of warehouse, and even after sorting out all the things, I wouldn't find a place in the closet to put them! We were looking a little confused at the current situation and then suddenly Lera said:

- Now you will definitely need a bigger apartment! - Then she laughed, carelessly leaning back in her chair.

- And where can I find such an apartment with my level of income? – I opened a bottle of wine, pouring a glass for Lera. A suspicious playful smile appeared on her face again, and I even knew what she would say! – I won't do it!

- I haven't even said anything yet! - The girl laughed, holding her stomach.

- I will fulfill your wish if you didn't want to offer me to seduce Alex! – I crossed my arms on my chest with displeasure, but this gesture was a little unusual because my chest now became breasts!

- Well, of course I wanted to say it a little differently, but you got to the point! – Lera removed a tear with her finger. - By the way, since we're talking about him, are you aware that he has doubts?

- Yes! We had a short conversation on this topic with him!

- It became surprising for me! – The girl took the glass from the table and looked at me questioningly. - Aren't you going to keep me company?

- Isn't it like I'm not supposed to drink alcohol after yesterday? – For some reason I asked about it rather than answered.

- Well, firstly, a day has already passed, and secondly, nothing bad will happen from a couple of glasses of wine. – Without resisting, I poured myself some wine, in fact, I also wanted to relax a little.

- You were talking about Alex. – I returned to the previous topic of conversation along the way taking a sip.

- So, when he came to me that evening, he was really fired up with an idea! In his eyes, you were just the perfect girl, though with one big drawback! – Lera showed me an indecent gesture, moving her middle finger caricatural. – Only he probably didn't expect it to turn out so well, I didn't expect it myself!

- I think none of us expected this! – After taking another sip, I started setting the table, laying out boxes with Japanese viands.

- Vicky, you realize how strange everything has become, what was a compulsion can now become a reality!

- If that is destined to happen, then so be it! – I took a box of noodles, the aroma filling my nostrils made my stomach growl pitifully.

- Are you a believer in fate? – Lera repeated my actions, most likely for her it was also the first meal of the day.

- No! I only said that because I don't really know what might happen! I don't know what I'm doing or why I'm doing it anymore.

- In my opinion, you're doing everything right, and the fact that you started to enjoy this is another proof of that!

- By the way, have you already sent yesterday's report? How did our boss react? – I decided to take the conversation to another topic, I didn't want to think about what would happen soon, I will prefer to act according to the circumstances!

- I decided that your final image should be a surprise for him!!

- Well, maybe that's will be better!

As soon as we finished with dinner, it was time to sort out today's purchases! And that meant I'm going to try on most of the clothes I bought today again! After a little rummaging through the bags, I found the very red set that I fell in love with. Elegant bustier, garter belt, bikini panties and stockings with lace border! Lera looked at me a little predatory and said:

- I must say that you and I have done a tremendous job! And I also want to praise you for not avoiding exercise, your body looks toned and even your ass looks yummy now! And gosh, even though I know your breasts aren't real, you're sexy as hell in that lingerie!

- Do you really think so? – It was nice to hear such words, even though I knew that my body was still not really feminine! Nevertheless, I was terribly embarrassed and hurried to put something on!

I had fun for a couple of hours trying on clothes, arranging them at the same time. It made me think; I've never been interested in clothes, I treated them as a necessity, but not as entertainment. Maybe it's because men's clothing was just dull in my eyes? Looking at the bags already folded more compactly, I wondered if I could somehow fit it all in Alex's apartment?

As time passed, Lera got pretty drunk, I myself got only one and a half glasses out of two bottles of wine, and the rest was consumed by a girl who clearly wanted to relax.

Looking at the clock, to my surprise, I realized that the time was already approaching ten o'clock in the evening, and given the state Lera was in, I had only two options, to send her home by taxi, or let her spend the night at my place. 

I dismissed the first option almost immediately; it would be wrong to send her alone and it would be strange and bothersome to accompany her! There was the second option, which was also awkward for me, since we would have to share a bed! Even though I was relatively sober myself and wouldn't take advantage of the situation, but I can't say the same about Lera!

While I was thinking what to do, the girl had already managed to fall asleep sitting in the chair. After tidying up the room, I found pajamas for Lera, and then tried to wake her up by shaking her shoulder. The result was disappointing. Sighing sadly, I gently wiped her face to remove her makeup! I laughed a little to myself at the fact that I now understood this was important! After that, struggling with embarrassment, I changed the girl's clothes, which was not so easy! Finally, having carried the girl to the bed, I laid her against the wall, after that I was taking up my own preparation for bed.

Twenty minutes later I lay down next to Lera, expecting that she was already dozing soundly! But I was wrong! The girl turned around quite briskly and seized me, hugging me tightly in her arms!

- So, my dear, how do you like my acting skills? - Lera whispered in my ear, giggling merrily.

- Wait, have you been pretending all this time? You were drunk! – I suddenly realized that all this was her initial plan, and she perfectly calculated my reaction!

- Well, I can't call myself sober, but I seem to think quite adequately! And by the way, you were so cute when you tried to change my clothes, tell me honestly, does the female body still excite you? – Lera hugged me even tighter, which made me even more clearly feel her breasts pressing against my back.

- You know the answer perfectly well, but you still keep teasing me! What if I, like an ordinary man, lose control and pounce on you?

- I don't believe that you will turn out to be such a man! And by the way, don't worry, I'm not planning to do anything indecent with you either! I just want to chit-chat like girlfriends! - The girl released me from her embrace, after which I turned to face her.

- Lera, you couldn't stand me a month ago, and now you're calling me a girlfriend! I honestly don't know, isn't this another manipulation of yours?

- Don't you trust me that much? I don't know how or why, but in a month, I really got attached to you! I really like what kind of girl you are becoming! Cute, quick-witted and with a temper! 

- Me having a temper, are you for real? I could not defend my position in any dispute with you!

- It's only because you knew I was right! And, in fact, it's annoying man inside you was indignant! By the way, I would like to apologize for how much pressure I put on you!

- You didn't do anything so awful. – To achieve this goal, I really needed a good kick in the ass!

- But I did! I've broken the man in you! Even though I think you had it in you from the beginning, an ordinary guy wouldn't be able to make such progress in just a meager month! – Her voice trembled.

I hugged Lera a little, and we were just silent for a while.

- I promised to tell you about my relationship with Nina – The girl said in a sad voice after some time.

- You don't have to do it if you're not comfortable!

- I think I just want to voice my thoughts; will you be so kind as to listen to me without judging? – I nodded back at her, although I wasn't sure if it was visible in the evening gloom, when only faded moonlight filtered through the window.

- Nina and I met a couple of years ago; I was sitting alone in a bar sipping a margarita and she was having fun celebrating her birthday in the company of her girlfriends. You won't believe it, but she came up to me outraged that my sour face spoils her mood, after which she almost forcibly dragged me to their table. Enchanted by the radiant cheerfulness, I could not resist and seduced her! Then it seemed to me that she was the like me, a lost girl who will now realize her true nature, only I will not let her repeat my fate and will stay by her side! We were happy and almost immediately began to live together, friendship, romance, crazy sex, we had everything that could be dreamed of! But suddenly a couple of months ago Nina lost interest in me, and now we were just pretending to be a happy couple! Soon I found out that she started dating a man and everything fell into place! Now the only question is when everything will finally collapse, but for some reason we are both afraid to tell each other the truth.

- Lera, do you still love her?

- I really want to answer - Yes! But betrayal can breed doubts, and then there will be no turning back! – Lera was silent for a while before finalizing. – Don't try to cheer me up or give me advice, just stay with me tonight, let me fall asleep feeling the warmth of your body, because that's what I've been recently missing!

Lera turned her back towards me, and I hugged her affectionately, as if I might hug my daughter, who just needs warmth. Soon I heard how the girl began to snore peacefully, and then I allowed myself also to fall asleep.

By morning, Lera returned to her usual behavior, as if wearing a mask. Although we probably all do this one way or another, I myself have been hiding my thoughts and desires all my life, and I continue to do so. We were sitting in the kitchen having breakfast, and Lera was enjoyed freshly brewed coffee with pleasure.

- You know, it's a little unfair that you forced me to give up such pleasant little things when you don't stick to a healthy diet yourself!

- I didn't force you! Just suggested it as an option!

- By the way, what are you going to do with your appearance? – I looked at time, making sure that she would not have time to stop by home on her way to work!

- I'll get something from your new clothes! You won't mind, will you? – The girl looked at me a little playfully. – In fact, I am still amazed at your physique; you are thin, you have small hands and feet's, which is not really natural for a man! As a result, you and I have almost identical clothing size!

- And yesterday you rejected almost everything that I liked myself, it turned out that you make almost your exact copy of me!

- Well, it's not my fault that what you liked is either for a teenage girl, or vice versa for a woman over forty!

In the end, the deep blue strict dress almost perfectly fit Lera's figure, but the shoes turned out to be a little too big, but nevertheless she looked stylish, as always!

- By the way, give me the keys to your car, I'll drive it to the paid parking lot in the evening. Because in this form, you still won't dare to drive it to your house!

Already leaving my apartment, Lera turned around suddenly, came up to me point–blank and hugged me, whispering in my ear - "Thank you for taking on the role of my bestie yesterday! I really needed it! See you in a couple of days!"

This is how the last weekend of my transformation ended, on Thursday morning I will move with all my new belongings to Alex, where I will spend a whole month with him!