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Chapter 17 - Chapter 16

Lera, after having breakfast with us, went home, and sometime later I asked Alex for a grocery shopping trip. He was quite unhappy that I refused to keep him company and he will have to do it alone, but to complete my plan, I have to stay at home alone to thoroughly prepare for today's surprise for my husband!

 As soon as Alex left the apartment, I immediately started making preparations, at best I had a couple of hours left, and I have so much to do! The first thing I did was visit the bathroom, today there should be no incidents and therefore I must be clean so it wouldn't hurt to make an enema! The next step was an anal plug, which will not only help prepare my hole for the considerable size of my man, but also give additional sexiness to my appearance! Next, I opened the closet in search of that very red set: lace bustier, tanga panties, garter belt and stockings! After putting on the whole set, I stood at the mirror and admired myself even despite bulge, smearing all the splendor of my image! Just three weeks ago, could I have imagined that I would wear it to seduce a man? Then I was just thinking about teasing Alex, but everything is changing and my intentions no longer belong to the guy I once was! Do I have any doubts about the upcoming intercourse? Of course, I do! Do I want this? Very! Actually, I've wanted this for quite a long time, since I started to understand the difference between a man and a woman! And I had this envy in me for a woman, but I accepted that I would never be able to understand what it was like to be on the other side! Will I be able to understand it now? It's unlikely, but it's as close as I can get to feeling as a woman at all! Teasing myself with such thoughts, I took out a black short silk robe that barely covered my buttocks, and allowed full view of my long legs in stockings! After applying light makeup and putting a lubricant with condoms on the bedside table, I returned to the mirror to evaluate my finished image. A tall, thin girl posed in the reflection, yes, for a girl I was tall, besides the lack of muscle mass and false breasts made my physique quite feminine! I reached out to the mirror as if touching the hand of the girl in the reflection – "Sorry Victor, I understand that you will never be able to accept what will happen, but I♀ can!"

Alex returned about half an hour after I had completed my preparations, after waiting a couple of minutes, I peeked out of the bedroom, leaning sexy against the doorway and smiling playfully:

- Darling, would you like to play with me a little? – It was terribly embarrassing to behave like that, but I tried my best to stay in the role!

- Wow! Is this by any chance the compensation I was promised? - Alex looked at me with curiosity, clearly fascinated by my looks.

Alex lifted me by my hips and I hung cross-legged behind his back, hugging his shoulders. The time for words was gone and the time for action had come, and I was even glad about it! Very soon we were in our bed, where I began to undress my man, gaining access to his body. Kissing, stroking, groping each other, we enjoyed every moment of our intimacy! When the panties left my body, Alex saw a jewelry in my butthole.

- What a pleasant surprise! - The man grabbed the anal plug and gently pulled it towards himself, but without the intention of pulling it out. – Is that what you really want?

- Yes, I do! I really do! - I uttered, excited by the additional stimulation.

- You have no idea how much I wanted to hear this from you!

My response was only moaning caused by the stretching ring of the sphincter, which did not want to release the plug, or rather Alex did not want to pull it out, continuing to tease me.

- I've always liked anal sex; the tightness of the ass is simply incomparable! And even though I've never made love with girls like you, I still know what to expect! But it will be a completely new experience for you, which can literally change everything!

- Everything has already gone pretty far! - I reached for the tube on the bedside table to hand it to Alex. – I'm curious, I want to know what it's like to give myself completely to a man and maybe feel a little bit like a woman!

- You know, the way you've become amazes me! - He had finally removed the plug and was now applying lubricant plentifully onto his fingers. – Your femininity is so natural that only the absence of a vagina gives you away! Damn it, even the way you used to be as a man was more feigned than the way you are now!

- Do you really want to talk about this now? I'm terribly ashamed as it is! – I let out another sweet moan from that two of his fingers immediately dug into the hole, which was already stretched by the plug.

- I just want to be sure that you are ready for this! – Alex's fingers explored my ass from the inside, liberally lubricating it, which made my stomach slippery from the abundance of precum dripping from my penis!

- I will never be ready for this completely! – Taking advantage of the moment when Alex pulled out his fingers again, I sat down and started looking for a condom, after that I put it at his penis with the help of my lips.

I tried to turn around to get on all fours, but Alex stopped me – "I want to see your face!" Gently kissing, he alternately flung my legs over his shoulders and then leaned over to kiss me, simultaneously assessing the flexibility of my body. His tongue ruled over mine in a burst of insane passion and at that moment I felt the head of the penis rest against my hole, which shrank in panic, not giving him a single chance to penetrate it. "Am I scaring you that much?" - Alex asked, tearing himself away from my lips, but continuing to stroke my body. "If you really want to do this, then you should relax a little, don't worry, I'll be gentle!" - he continued to press while not stopping the caresses and soon my abundantly lubricated hole nevertheless gave up, slowly letting a hot cock inside, which now seemed much more enormous than before. Alex moved very slowly, letting me get used to the painful stretching that filled me from the inside. By the time I felt the contact of his testicles, all my arousal had disappeared as if it had never existed, leaving my penis lying limp on my stomach. With each of my moans, caused by a sharp burning sensation of stretching from something big and alien inside, I was more and more deprived of the last drops of manhood that remained in me. Gradually, the pain receded, replaced by something else, something that I could not describe! It wasn't pleasant or painful or even disgusting, but I continued to moan with every movement that the man did with his cock inside me. My hands were clutching the sheet, and my lips were stolen by a man looming over me and with every moment, increasing the pace with which he fucked me! I didn't feel any physical pleasure, but I took satisfaction from being given to a man! All thoughts disappeared from my head, there was no embarrassment, no Victor, who condemned my stifled desires, there was nothing! Only Victoria, dissolved in intercourse and getting a buzz from each of her moans, with which she squeezed her man's penis harder and nearer to catharsis! I felt Alex stop for a couple of moments, and then, grunting, he slowly began to make the last frictional movements again. Yes, I did not reach orgasm myself, yes, I did not get the pleasure I expected, but on the other hand, emotions were released in me which absorbed me completely! Even distantly, even if only as a fake, but for a moment I felt like a desirable woman who satisfied her man! Alex lay motionless, and I felt how his penis was shrinking until he pulled it out, which caused me some disappointment. No, I wasn't ready for another round, but for some reason I didn't want to part with these sensations. A few moments later, my man lay on his back, and I settled on his chest, it was nice to hear the rapid beating of his heart.

- Did you like it? - I asked him gently, looking into his face.

- Perhaps it's me who should be asking about this. – He took my hand in his palm.

- I'm glad that I was able to please you! – I tilted my head a little so as not to look in his eyes

- That's not what I'm asking...

- I do not know... it doesn't feel like something pleasant.

- So, you don't want to do it ever again? - He hugged me a little more tightly.

- Why you think so? It's not that painful or distasteful, and besides, I like to give you pleasure! But probably not today…

- And what about your satisfaction? Shouldn't we both receive it?

I had nothing to say to those words, I just smiled again, looked at him and kissed him softly.