It's been a few days since I lost my virginity, and Victor has completely vanished in my mind, as if avoiding any contact with me. I knew I had crossed a certain line that was unacceptable to my male self, but I didn't feel guilty about it! My relationship with Alex also underwent some changes we became closer and no longer felt the embarrassment for interacting with each other! I was still trying to process what we had done, and therefore nothing more happened between us that could be considered as sex. And I also caught myself thinking that I started to see Alex differently, if I'm being honest with myself to the end, then I actually fell in love with him and there was nothing so surprising or weird about it! Of course, there was still the question of what feelings he had for me, but I just couldn't ask or even confess my feelings, no matter how much I changed, but I'm still a man…
On Tuesday, Alex unexpectedly delayed a little after work without notice, to my surprise, I realized that this was causing me anxiety. No, of course I didn't feel jealous or anything like that, I just felt uncomfortable that my husband was late! When I heard the sound of the key in the door, I went out into the hallway with my arms crossed over my chest and looked at Alex with displeasure, who was smiling cheerfully.
- You know, you could have warned me that you were going to be late today! - I began to chastise my husband.
- I'm sorry! I'm simply not used to having someone waiting for me at home! – He came up towards me to hug and kiss me so habitually, but I didn't let him do it, turning away!
- You and I have been living together for almost three weeks now! - I answered him feigning resentment.
- It won't happen again! – Nevertheless, he hugged me from behind and, melting from such tenderness, I allowed him to kiss me.
- And what's your mistress's name? - Ironically teasing, I pulled away from the embrace.
- Why do I need someone when such a beautiful woman is waiting for me at home! - Alex took a red box out of his pocket.
- What is this? – My heart skipped a beat for a moment, but it was clear from the oblong shape that there could not be a ring inside.
- I noticed that you didn't change the earrings unlike the rest of the jewelry, so I decided to surprise you! – In this behavior, pride was literally read for the attention shown to my appearance.
- I just recently pierced my ears and therefore I can't take off the ones I'm wearing at least for another week or so. – Opening the box, I found gold chain earrings with three red stones. Smiling, I looked at Alex and the expressions on his face changed literally before my eyes. – But maybe I can break the recommendations a little bit!
Yes, I wanted to please my man, but even more I wanted to try them on myself, I won't even hide that I'm hooked on women's clothes and jewelry. Since this was the first time I put on earrings, the process took a long time while I was trying to get into a small hole, but nevertheless I managed. Tucking a curl behind my ear, I looked curiously at my reflection.
- They are beautiful! - I turned to Alex and hugged him. – Thank you darling!
- I'm glad I could please you! - Satisfaction returned to his face.
- So! What is the reason for such a surprise? Or is it just a bribe and you want something from me? - I ran my finger playfully over his chest.
- This is my gratitude for everything you did! But I won't deny that I would like something from you! - As he spoke, he gently pushed my buttocks apart.
- So, it's a bribe, and you want sex! – Giggling sweetly, I began to tease my man.
- Last time I didn't take into account your physiology and your needs, and this time I want to ameliorate! I want us both to enjoy the intimacy! - He continued to squeeze my body.
- I don't mind, but you have to understand that anal sex requires preparations, so you'll have to wait until the evening!
- I'm more than content with that!
- And now hurry to the kitchen, all the food is already cold!
Our lewd games began in the evening in the living room right after watching a hockey match. "How about we celebrate our victory?" - I climbed on top of Alex seated on the couch, hugging his neck and leaning against his forehead. His hands immediately landed on my hips, groping them gently, he decided to get rid of my dress without much foreplay, and I, in turn, began to take off his shirt. Pushing the man on his back, I began stroking his wide torso, which turned me on so much. Our lips touched for a moment, after which I slowly began to descend. Chin, neck, chest, stomach, caressing and kissing, I continued the descent, while my hands methodically freed the man from the remaining clothes. An erect penis in my hand, my lips tightly wrapped around glans, plunging it into my mouth. I listened to my inner voice, but even now Victor did not deign to lecture me. Squelching and smacking, I made my man moan contentedly, filling the silence of the room with erotic noises. The taste of semen, followed by the sweetness of a kiss, strong arms wrapped around my body to carry me to the bedroom. Alex, deftly removing the remnants of my clothes, worshipping my body along the way, and I am completely in an ecstasy of fervor.
A few minutes later, the man stopped, looming over me and passionately looking into my eyes:
- Dear, I would like you to take off all unnecessary things. - His hands were lightly squeezing my boobs.
- Unnecessary? – A bit bowing my head, I stared at my man with incomprehension, I was not wearing a piece of cloth right now, and only the butt plug was inside.
- No matter how beautiful your breasts are, but I want you to feel my every touch, my every kiss! This is the only way I can please you!
- I... I do not know ... - In fact, in recent weeks, this silicone breast seemed to become a part of my body, I took it off only for a few hours a day when Alex was not around and at those moments, I felt uncomfortable as if I had been deprived of a part of my body! And now he's asking me to take it off during sex?
- What are you so afraid of? Your body is beautiful the way it is!
Reluctantly, I♂ nevertheless took off my breasts and awkwardly covered my bare torso with my hands, for some reason now my naked appearance confused me much more. Removing my hands, Alex wiped the remnants of talcum powder with a damp tissue and then began to kiss my body. My neck, arms, armpits, stomach, with each of his kisses and tickling hot breath, my body was pleasantly covered with goosebumps. Soon he returned to my chest again, wrapping his lips around my hardened nipple! Yes, I was one of those men whose nipples reacted to arousal, even though they were not as sensitive as women's! I still felt pleasure from that my man lightly nibbled and sucked my nipples and every moment I got more and more excited! At that moment, I noticed that without a breast, I began to address myself as a man again... and this scared me, is Victor back again? What should I do then!? I closed my eyes and seemed to find myself in a black void, where I stood in front of me as I was a couple of months ago. Somewhere in the distance, I could still hear myself moaning and realized that Alex was still caressing my body.
- Well, Vicky, apparently, it's time for you and me to talk! - Victor said, looking at me haughtily, for some reason all his movements and voice seemed completely foreign, as if he wasn't me at all!
- Talking to myself seems a little strange to me, especially considering what is happening right now! – I tried to be indignant!
- You just thought that "I" is not really "You"! By the way, there's no point in trying to lie to me, I'm a part of you and I know your true thoughts!
- Then what's the point of this conversation? You already know everything I'm thinking about!
- I, I know! And she, too, knows! – A girl appeared next to my male self, or rather I appeared in the image of Victoria.
- What the hell is this? – I didn't understand what was happening to me at all and why I was talking to my identities!
- We're both just masks created by you! None of us have ever been your real identity! - Victor and Victoria spoke in unison, as if in one voice.
- You created me when you first realized that you were a boy! – Said the man, coming up to me and standing on my right hand. – Even as a child, you understood that you were not like the rest of the boys, and therefore you hid behind me, rejecting all your feelings and desires, which were atypical for a boy!
- But they didn't disappear anywhere, and that's why you needed me to keep it all in the depths! - The girl continued, standing by my left hand. – I should never have gone outside, but fate turned in a completely unexpected way!
- But none of us are really you! – They were saying again, holding my hands together. – You were born in the body of a man, but there was always a girl inside you! But do not think that you are a woman, that would also be a lie! You are something in the middle, you have both parts and now it's time to accept yourself for who you are! Yes, you'll have to choose what you want to look like, because that's the way the world works, but that doesn't mean at all that you have to suppress the second part of yourself in order to fit into the patterns!
The colors returned to the world again, I was lying naked on the bed again, Alex was still enthusiastically caressing my nipples, and the conversation that took place in my mind did not even take a second! But despite this, I finally realized who I am! I didn't become Victoria, and I wasn't Victor, I wasn't straight and I didn't become gay, I was just making love with a man I liked! I am the way I am!
I sat up and hugged Alex tightly, then merged with him in a passionate kiss and only then seductively whispered "I want you to take me!" Yes, I wanted my man to fuck me! Yes, he sees me as a woman, but it suits me perfectly!
Alex laid me on my side and pulled out the plug and began to stretch my hole, but this time he did it completely differently, as if trying to find something! I arched my back with pleasure when his fingers found the very spot that made me special! The moans of pleasure that I could not restrain broke from my lips, which only provoked the man more, who now paid increased attention to the erogenous zone inside my anus! Soon I felt pleasure, as if light electric tingles ran through my whole body! I reached an orgasm, it was completely different, but perhaps even more amazed than usual! Without giving me a second to rest, Alex lifted my leg, opening access to my hole, and I immediately felt the head of his penis pressing against the ring of the sphincter! Relaxing a little and sighing, I willingly planted myself on the penis as deeply as I could, after which Alex, moving his hips towards me, inserted it to its full length. Another moan of passion and pain broke from my lips, but this time it was different, I enjoyed the way the hot cock stretched my anus as if filling me with its primordial masculine power! I felt every curve, every bloodshot vein and loved it! Moments later, I felt my own penis being squeezed by a big and strong male hand, but it didn't bother me anymore! If my man wants it, then I want it too! Alex moved confidently and steadily, and soon the pain gave way to pleasure, perhaps it was because his movements were aimed at stimulating my prostate, or maybe because I was aroused, or the whole point was that my man gently stroked the tip of my penis all slippery from pre-ejaculate, the way as if it was a clitoris! I reached orgasm again, bending in pleasure, and Alex, noticing this, slightly changed our position, which allowed us to merge in a kiss! His movements accelerated, and I helped as much as I could by swinging my hips, even though my man had full control over our pace! Another push and I felt the penis begin to throb inside me, flooding my rectum with a hot substance! Alex continued to actively stroke me with his thumb and soon I reached my third orgasm and now I was finally able to cum too!
A little later, we went to the shower together, where we merge together again and it was great! Freed from the shackles of prejudice, I completely surrendered to passion and pleasure!