I wish I could say that now that I've accepted myself like this, everything has changed, but in fact it only affected that I stopped worrying unnecessarily over it. Saturday came and Alex and I were going to visit Lera. I was standing at the wardrobe in just my underwear and choosing an outfit for the evening.
- Are you going to tease me like this? - Alex asked, lying on the bed, staring at me lasciviously.
- I'm not doing anything like that! You yourself decided to tear yourself away from the computer to observe your wife! – I stopped shunning him while changing clothes, he accepted my body the way it was, and most importantly, I accepted myself! Although this does not mean that I will stop striving to acquire a more feminine outline!
- How about you come sit next to me and have a little fun?
- Well, who's teasing now!? – It's been four days since we had sex, but even the abundance of lubricant did not save me from the consequences. - No matter how much I want this, we'll have to wait until tonight! I don't really want to sit at Lera's house with an itchy ass!
Evening came, I stood in the entryway in front of the mirror, assessing how a leather short coat was combined with a pleated fern green maxi skirt and a black jumper. Putting on high suede boots and taking my purse, I left the apartment with Alex.
- I know that you don't really like such statements, but you look great! - Alex said as we stood outside waiting for a taxi.
- Actually, I really like to hear compliments, it's just that there is an obsessive thought inside that this is being said only out of politeness! - I leaned my head against my husband's shoulder.
- I think you're being too hard on yourself! Although I understand why you have these doubts... but you don't look any different from an attractive woman!
- I am pleased that you think so, perhaps my efforts are really not in vain!
A car drove over and Alex gallantly opened the door for me and helped me sit in. To be honest, I was already getting used to such little things and displays of attention, and even more I did not understand why some women were so opposed to such things, in any case, I am myself really liked it!
I would like to clarify, has Lera told you about their strange relationship with Nina? – My date started a conversation along the way.
- So, you know that things are not going smoothly between them? Anyway, it's not right to gossip! What if I wasn't aware of this situation? - A little indignantly, I nudged Alex, who was sitting next to me.
- Considering how close friends you have become lately; I doubt that you have so many secrets from each other!
- It's funny how relationships change sometimes. Did you know that Lera was very jealous of you when we were just friends?
- I had a hunch! We've been through a lot with her, she's almost like a sister to me!
- Sister? - I looked at him slyly. – Somehow it doesn't fit with the fact that you've dated before!
- Did she tell you about that, too? - Alex frowned in displeasure.
- What's so surprising about that? Or are you afraid that now I will start to be jealous of your ex, with whom you spend almost more time than with me? - I giggled playfully. – Knowing Lera, I suspect that there was something intimate between you even after you broke up!
- Just once! - He blushed rather amusingly. - You don't worry about that at all?
- Not at all! – I lied when I said that, even though it was before me, it was annoying for me to imagine my man with another woman! Damn, how did I manage to get so deep into this situation!
Nina met us on the doorstep and immediately hugged me tightly – "Vicky, you've become even more beautiful!" After exchanging pleasantries and undressing, we went into the living room, where Lera was lounging in an armchair, dressed in shorts and a long hoodie. She had a glass of white wine in her hand, and the blush on her face betrayed that she had started without waiting for our arrival. We had a casual small talk for a while. After about half an hour, Lera stood up and took my hand and said, "I'm expropriating this girl for a while!" after that, we went to the kitchen together, ostensibly to bring snacks.
- Well, tell me, girlfriend, how are you progressing! – Giggling merrily, Lera sat down on a chair.
- And what exactly would you like to know? - I leaned my hands on the windowsill and looked through window.
- Let's do this without it! Last week you asked me for advice, and don't tell me that you chickened out and nothing happened between you two!
- It happened, and more than once! - A little embarrassed, I replied without turning to the girl.
- Don't tease me already! Did you like it? – Lera came up to me from behind, hugged my stomach and whispered it seductively in my ear!
- Not right away! The first time was quite painful, and I couldn't get aroused at all... - I turned around, and now it was my turn to languidly whisper in the girl's ear - But the second time turned out to be amazing! I have reached orgasm three times!
- I knew this! - Lera laughed merrily. – I knew you had potential! And what did you like more, sex with a woman or a man?
- It's hard to say, there is a charm in both variants! If we talk only about satisfying physical needs, then the first option! But there is an indescribable thrill in sex with a man when you get fucked!
- I think now you understand why I couldn't completely abandon that pleasure! – Lera took the snacks from the table and followed back into the living room, and I followed her. – Someday you will tell me everything in every detail!
The evening was quite fun, jokes, board games and alcohol made everyone relax and just chill out. No matter how much I enjoyed Alex's company, but I realized how much I missed communicating with people, sitting in four walls was much more difficult than it might seem. And when I let it slip, the girls looked at each other with interest and immediately kicked Alex out into the kitchen and began to change for a walk. To my surprise, I found that Nina's bare breasts did not cause me embarrassment, I still thought she was sexy, I just would have preferred to watch over Alex! By the way, the girls didn't care at all that I was still in the room, as if they thought I was one of them, and probably it wasn't that far from the truth considering what thoughts flashed through my head before! About twenty minutes later, the whole company found ourselves on the street and walked towards the embankment, which was a half-hour walk from Lera's apartment. Alex and I walked hand in hand and there was something so pleasant and romantic about it! Trying to look at myself from the outside, I could only laugh ironically, I was like a simple girl who was head over heels in love with her friend! One could say that he didn't even do anything for make me fall for him, but that wouldn't be true, Victoria the way I became simply wouldn't exist if Alex hadn't taken the risk, then forcing me to transform! Maybe he's a pervert with ulterior motives for turning me into a dick girl, but I didn't really oppose it!
We went down towards the water, the night starry sky was reflected in the river surface, and the sound of small waves caressed the ear. It was a little cooler here and shuddering, I pressed my back against the chest of my man, who immediately hugged me tenderly. We stood there enjoying the beautiful view and each other's warmth. Overwhelmed with emotions, I turned around and put my hands on the man's chest and looked into his eyes, which sparkled no less than the stars. Such dear features of a loved one's face seemed even more beautiful than the lovely views surrounding us. I opened my mouth to tell him about my fondest feelings, but three cherished words did not want to come out of my lips! "I love you!" - What could be easier than saying this to a loved one? But the fear was stronger! The fear of being rejected, the fear that my feelings will only burden him, because I can't escape from my true nature! The fear that even if he reciprocates my feelings will only be because he feels responsible for what happened to me. But the moment was lost, and lowering my head so as not to look into the face of my beloved, only whispered – "Thank you for giving me the opportunity to feel like a girl!" Deep down, I hoped that he would tell me three cherished words himself, that I was not just a toy or entertainment, which he would say goodbye to without additional thoughts in just a week. But my fantasies were not destined to come true, and only a kiss, so sweet, but also so heavy, was the only thing I received. Perhaps this is for the best, I already got more than I could have dreamed of, I opened up a completely new world in which I found myself and asking fate for more would just be unfair!
We accompanied Lera and Nina to their apartment and called a taxi and went home. To drown out the heaviness in my heart, I decided to give myself up to my lust, four days of abstinence made me insanely horny and I knew that Alex also craved for me! Our naked bodies touched; the hands of my beloved once again gave me bliss! I straddled him, and directed such a desirable trunk into my languishing hole. Today I will be on top, and today I will decide for myself how he will fuck me! Pain and pleasure filled my body, forcing the thoughts that weighed on me to retreat.