The last week flew by like a blink, despite the weight on my heart, I enjoyed every moment spent with Alex! Our days were filled with tenderness and caresses, and the nights with passion and lust, we took everything from the last days spent together. After seeing my husband off to work for the last time, I looked sadly at the calendar, October thirtieth, today will be our last night together, and tomorrow I will have to return to my cold and lonely apartment. I may have decided that I no longer want my old life as a man, but I still have to put on a Victor mask for a while to solve the problems that have accumulated over the past couple of months. I felt tears running down my cheeks, the realization that my fairy tale was coming to an end saddened me to the depths of my soul, but I will not let it overshadow my last evening with my beloved! Today I was planning a grand festive dinner and an equally grand night with love! Maybe today will be my last sex with a man! Damn it, I wish I'd never known how marvelous it is feels! No matter how funny it sounds, but I tried to watch gay porn and found that men, as before, do not attracted me at all and I do not feel aroused at all! And that made it even funnier how enticed Alex's body was to me, maybe it was just that I was in love with him? Having banished all negative thoughts, I began to prepare for the evening.
During the lunch break, Alex asked Lera to come into his office.
- Did you want to talk to me about something? - The girl asked, walking inside and settling into a chair opposite the table, after which she noticed a troubled or, rather, worried look on her boss's face. - Is it because of our little project called "Victoria"?
- Despite that everything is great between us; we have become closer than ever, we have fun spending time together, and I'm not even talking about sex, which is probably the best in my life! - The man leaned his elbows on the table, holding his head down with his palms.
- Is it even better than it was with me? - Lera asked playfully, crossing her legs.
- But in the last couple of days, I began to notice that she began to cry in her sleep... - Alex ignored the girl's words. – But she doesn't tell me what the problem is, as if she's pulling on a happy mask!
- You know Alex, to be honest, I didn't want to interfere in your relationship, it's enough that I've already done to the poor guy's brain. - The girl leaned back in her chair with her arms crossed and stared at the white ceiling.
- The guy? Do you still see in her at least a small echo of his former self? – The man looked at Lera with a heavy look for the first time.
- Do you think that by putting him in a dress and fucking him thoroughly you could turn him completely into a woman? - The girl looked viciously into the eyes of her boss. – Even though he was originally quite effeminate, but his nature is not so easy to get rid of!
- What are you getting at?
- The fact that both of you, being smart men, remain complete idiots when it comes to feelings! What do you think is going on in that boy's head right now? - Lera continued to stare at Alex, who was sitting a little taken aback. When there was no response, she continued. – I hasten to remind you that today will be your last day spent as a married couple! And I'm sure that Victor is now in a panic thinking about what to do next!
- But…
- But what? Do you know that we broke him and now he doesn't understand what he is? Do you realize that his whole old life has collapsed and he won't be able to go to work on Monday and be your friend again?
- But he doesn't need to do that, I'm ready.…
- Have you ever told him about it? Or did you just enthusiastically fuck him, believing that once you have sex, everything is fine? – Lera's rage bubbled up as if she herself had been offended!
- And what do you suggest I do?
Furious, Lera got up and walked over to Alex.
- Nothing! If you're a complete idiot and you want to lose Victoria forever! Or pull yourself together and finally tell her about your feelings! But don't forget that she's not really a woman!
- Thanks, Lera! The man jumped up from his chair and hugged the girl in his arms.
- Go, I'll take care of everything here! And remember, if you hurt my girlfriend, then all my rage will come down on you!
Alex practically ran out of his office, and Lera sat down in her boss's chair, smiling contentedly. "Two fools in love, it was fun watching them and I hope they will be happy with each other!" Thought Lera to herself.
The celebratory but, unfortunately, farewell table was almost set and only the last dish remained, waiting in the oven. It was time to put myself in proper shape! I opened my wardrobe, picking up black lace underwear, in which I felt especially sexy, put-on bright makeup hiding all the flaws of my face, to my pride I noted that my skills were now at their best. A black long, tight evening dress with one shoulder accentuated all the curves of my body, giving me a more feminine look. Earrings, a necklace, bracelets and a couple of extra drops of perfume. Today's image concentrated all my efforts over the past couple of months, and I looked as attractive as I could, but all this was not important because the most fascinating part will be when I merge naked in ecstasy with my man.
Alex came home late again, but I had no desire to spoil the evening with such a trifle. When I heard the front door open, I trotted towards it! I just needed a kiss from my man! My hands gently touched his cheeks and a moment later I was lifted up in his arms, my face was a little higher so I bent my head and touched the much-desired lips! God, I'm going to miss such caresses! My feet touched the floor again, and Alex, taking my hand, made me turn around examining my outfit! "Today you are even more beautiful than usual!" - he said smiling. "Today is our last day together, and I want it to be special for both of us! I want us to remember it as one of the best days!" - I snuggled up to Alex again, putting my hands on his chest. Suddenly he pulled away and looked at me with a strange look. Then he got down on one knee - "I don't want today to be the last!" Alex took a velvet black box out of his pocket and opened it showing me a ring with a white stone - "Victoria, will you agree not to pretend, but really become my wife?" Tears welled up from my eyes, I was happy and shocked, "But I'm a man!" - awkwardly fell from my lips. Alex took my hand and put the ring on my ring finger, without waiting for my answer, after which he hugged me tightly whispering in my ear – "Man or woman does not matter at all! You are the person I love with all my heart!" We stood silently in each other's arms enjoying perhaps the happiest moments of our lives.
- I'm sorry I didn't tell you this sooner! I just took the miracle that happened between us for granted! I'm sorry that I waited so long to say, "I love you!" - every word was difficult for Alex, as he himself tried to hold back tears of joy.
- I love you too! – The cherished words that I have been holding back for so long have escaped! – I wanted to tell you about it so much, but I was afraid that you wouldn't accept me like this!
Alex picked me up and carried me into the bedroom, I giggled happily realizing that now we will actually show our love for each other, and this will be exactly making love, not just sex! The dress, bra and panties that I spent so much time choosing were lying on the floor mixed with Alex's clothes. Our naked bodies intertwined in a dance filled with love for every part of each other's body. Being next to a part that I was particularly attracted to, I suddenly found myself turned into a strange position that gave my lover full access to my own private parts. Wasting no time, my penis ended up in Alex's hand, and his tongue began to explore my anus with ardent interest! Experiencing such strong stimulation, I could hardly make a decent blowjob, nevertheless, we both brought each other to orgasm, and for the first time, grateful for such vivid experiences, I was able to swallow my man's seed! Over the past time, I was able to learn a little about Alex's needs and capabilities and a blowjob was a good aid to increase the duration of the sexual act itself, unlike me, my lover needed only a few minutes to recover and soon he was hard enough to give me the bliss I so desired! With each new orgasm, I began to love anal sex more and more, and now I knew that I could enjoy it as often as I wished!
We took a short break to have dinner and recover our strength before continuing the night of love! I was sitting at the table and admiring the ring on my finger.
- I see you're happy with my choice! - Alex noticed my behavior.
- Very much! – I gave my lover a grateful smile.
- But you know, despite the fact that I made you a marriage proposal, getting married officially will be problematic for us. - The man looked down a little guiltily.
- In my current state, most likely. But maybe I could really become your WIFE. - I looked at my lover coquettishly.
- You mean? - His eyes widened in surprise.
- If I become a woman, then no one will forbid us to marry!
- Is this really what you want?
- I don't think it's a question of my wishes... rather, how I feel, and whether I can convince a therapist in this!
- Then I should make even more efforts to dispel all your doubts about the fact that you are my wife! – Alex got up from the table and came up to me and picked me up again to carry me to the bedroom!
After a couple more rounds, we lay in bed with our arms around each other exhausted but happy. I looked at my man's face and asked:
- My love, - such an address pleasantly slipped out of my mouth. - which one would you prefer me to be? Is it who I am now or as a woman?
- I'm not going to lie to you, but I would like you to be a woman, I'm not saying that you need to change for this, it's enough that you are what you are now!
- So, you wouldn't really want to live together and have sex with Victor? - Giggling, I snuggled a little closer to my man.
- I still can't perceive you and Victor as one, for me you are like two different people! But if you suddenly…
- That's not going to happen! – I didn't let Alex finish. – You're right, the way you knew me before and the way I am now are not the same thing! You have awakened my true identity in me and now I will have to learn to live like Victoria, but I am glad that you will be by my side on this path!
We exchanged another kiss, after which we wished each other good night and tried to fall asleep. I lay there for a while thinking about what would happen next. Tomorrow morning I'll wake up as Victoria, Alex's wife, I won't have to leave this apartment and pretend to be someone I'm not again!
But this does not mean that my life will be cloudless. I'll have to do something about the job. I will need to open up to my sister, and then to my parents, go through global changes that most will never accept, but eventually become a happy woman. No matter how impossible this plan may seem, but once I was even afraid to admit to myself that I was not a man, and now my beloved person is sleeping next to me and I believe that everything will be fine!