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Chapter 7 - Chapter 7

We were sitting in the room with Lera waiting for the last guest, the conversation somehow didn't go well, and soon my interlocutor just buried her face in the screen of her phone. As for me, I was trying to find a place for myself somehow. Being dressed in women's clothes I felt quite uneasy. I tried to sit in a pose that was more appropriate for a girl, but it didn't work out very convincingly, resisting the physiology and habits of my body turned out to be quite a difficult task.

The doorbell seemed to be a salvation, without really thinking about possible awkward situations, I went to meet the guest, only the guest was not Alex, but a young man in a yellow-green uniform of the delivery service. My soul sank into my toes from such a turn! I was already used that Lera saw me like this, and resigned myself that I would soon appear in front of my friend dressed as a girl, but to be seen by a complete stranger turned out to be too shocking for me! My first thought was to run away and ask Lera for help before the courier had time to examine me more closely.

- Is this apartment 147? – the guy asked in a cheerful voice, taking off his huge square backpack.

I opened my mouth to answer, but immediately stopped myself realizing that my voice would immediately give me away and only nodded affirmatively, blushing along the way.

- Great! Then this is your order! – Smiling, the young man handed me a couple of packages.

It was hard not to notice how the courier looked at me with interest. "Please just don't guess that I'm actually a guy!" - there was only this one thought in my head.

- Will you pay in cash or by card? – the guy interrupted my thoughts, still continuing to smile.

- With a card! – Lera's voice came from behind me, which I was madly happy to hear, as it saved me from such an awkward situation.

Listening to the elevator door close on the venue, I breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately heard laughter. Lera stood holding her stomach and laughing merrily.

- You should have seen yourself!

- Of course, it's funny to you, but what if he realized that I'm not a girl! I puffed out my cheeks in displeasure.

- And what would be so terrible would happen? Well, he would have thought that a pervert lives in this apartment, what difference does it make to you, you will most likely never see this person again in your life! – The girl took away a tear that had come out from laughter.

- Anyway, it's still too embarrassing!

- By the way, this gave me the idea that you should practice speaking in a female voice!

- What's that for?

- Well, first of all, it just seems unaesthetic when a girl's voice is even lower than a contralto! And secondly, even though it was supposed to be a surprise for you, but it's better for you to prepare for the fact that next week you and I will go to a beauty salon!

- You, are you out of your mind completely!!? Do you want me to go outside like this? I didn't sign up for this!!! – There was no limit to my indignation, but more than that, I was seized with fear that people would see me dressed as a girl!

- No matter how knowledgeable I am, I am not able to do everything by myself! Manicure and pedicure, ear piercing, hair extensions. And we also need to find right clothes for you!

- You with Alex said that you would do everything yourself! That I'll spend a month with Alex and I won't even have to go out of his apartment!

- I've changed my mind! It will be easier and more effective, besides, in a stressful situation you will adapt better!

- Go to hell Lera! This is already too much, and you will not force me to do this! – I turned away and wandered into the kitchen with the bags, even if I was terribly angry right now, I still had to prepare for dinner with Alex.

- You don't have a choice, Vicky! And you know it yourself! – Coldly throwing this phrase at my back, Lera went into the room.

Twenty minutes before Alex's arrival, Lera and I didn't even exchange a word, I can't say that I was offended by her words, and after thinking about it, I could even agree that she was right about things, but that didn't negate the fact that I didn't like it, not one bit. The scariest thing was probably that someone from my acquaintances could recognize me, it would be impossible to get rid of such a stigma…

The doorbell rang again, but now, taught by bitter experience, I acted more carefully and looked through the peephole beforehand! Alex was standing outside the door, smiling.

- Wow! Victoria, you look stunning! – The man who entered once again handed me a bouquet of flowers; this time it was peonies!

- Thank you! – I answered rather instinctively while blushing, for some reason I was very pleased to receive such a compliment right now!

- Of course, I assumed that you would make a beauty in the end, but this exceeds all my expectations!

- Excessive compliments only create the feeling that you are not saying this from heart, but only trying to be polite! – I turned around and went into the room simultaneously raising flowers to my face to smell.

- I only said what I think!

Alex quickly caught up with me and wrapped me in his arms so that my back pressed against his big warm chest! His hands gently rested on my stomach, and unexpectedly for myself I began to be filled with pleasant sensations, it was like I've been protected and I also felt how fast Alex's heart was pounding and with each beat I seemed to melt into his arms.

A click imitating a shot of an old camera brought me back to reality, in which Lara was standing in front of us with a phone in her hands.

- A think it turned out to be a great photo! - Laughing, the girl commented on what was happening. – You two look just like a real couple!

- In a sense, we are couple! After all, this amazing girl will soon become my wife! - Alex answered cheerfully, tough still not letting me out of his arms. – Will you send me a photo later? I'll put it on my screensaver!

- Stop mocking me already! – Not without difficulty, but I was able to get out of the hug. – And don't you dare use my photo! It will be terrible if someone from work accidentally sees it!

- Why would someone at work suddenly need to look into my phone? Besides, no one will recognize you when you look like this! By the way, Lera, great job, you really are an unreal master!

- Of course, I am! – The girl answered proudly! – By the way, Vicky, now I have additional dirt on you! – Lera was cheerfully shaking her phone, on the screen of which we could see our photo with Alex.

It took me another ten minutes after the conversation to finally set the table, all this time Lera and Alex were whispering about something. Taking the glasses and a bottle of wine, I returned to the room. Sitting down on the chair opposite Alex, out of habit, I first spread my legs, but then I came to my senses and brought my legs together, taking them a little to the side. In fact, I've been trying to pay more attention to my movements lately when I was dressed in women's clothes. It was not particularly comfortable to sit like that, especially considering the corset tightening the waist and the unusual weight of my new breasts.

Alex took the corkscrew and opened the bottle, then poured the wine into glasses. It was a little strange while being the host to pass this duty into the hands of another. But a girl should not pour alcohol herself when there is a man in the company.

- Well, girls, let's drink to a wonderful evening! – Alex made a small toast and then we clinked glasses.

- And what did you want to talk about? – After taking a sip of wine, I decided to get down to business right away, even though I knew already that our dinner didn't have any special purpose tonight.

- Well, a week has passed since Lera started working on your appearance, and I would like to know how everything happens! – He spoke, rather slowly making small pauses, clearly coming up with a reason on the go.

- As you already told me yourself, Lera keeps you up to date with all the events! – I turned to face the girl who was sitting in the chair to my right and tried to smile sweetly.

- You see, I want to know what you think about all this! Not technical details! – This time Alex answered more confidently.

- Are you sure about that? – Seeing the affirmative nod, I thought a little about how to correctly voice my thoughts. – It is much more difficult in terms of my participation in the transformation process, and it is also very exhausting emotionally.

- You don't take even the slightest pleasure from the process?

- It's hard to say, sometimes I'm terribly disgusted with myself, but probably if these were my only feelings, I wouldn't be able to continue. – Alex studied me with his eyes, and apart from curiosity, there was something else, something I didn't quite understand. It was strange to experience such special attention to myself, in part it was pleasant, I was able to attract a man with my appearance, but on the other hand, I experienced a terrible feeling of awkwardness!

- Lera, why are you sitting in silence? – Probably noticing how much I blushed and could no longer look into his face, Alex decided to change the topic, and at the same time involve a girl who was chuckling, watching our conversation.

- What should I say? - Lera shrugged her shoulders. – My task is, as you put it, the "technical side"! For example, tomorrow I will start teaching our girl to use makeup!

- There is a suspicion that soon I won't even have time to cook my own food! – With resentment and dissatisfaction, I commented Lera's words. – Perhaps it was worth taking two months of a business trip, since combining it all with work is somehow too difficult!

- Sorry, Vicky, but leaving Serge alone for two months would be too reckless! – Alex said this as a boss, at least that's the tone he used to communicate with everyone at work.

On that note, the main topic of conversation announced for the evening somehow ended, and we switched to regular conversations. As time passed, the concentration of alcohol in me became more and more, and I began to behave more relaxed, paying less attention to how I looked at the moment. At some point, I even wanted to fool around a little and so I tried to flirt a little with my hubby, which led me to an awkward and strange situation. Lera turned on the TV and searched for a music channel where light music was playing, and now I had to pay for my stupidity and dance with Alex.

We got up from the table and went to the part of the room where there was enough space. I stood awkwardly in front of Alex, waiting. He looked at me and smiled gently, clearly enjoying how embarrassed I was. After waiting for a few moments, he reached out his hand to me, which was noticeably larger than mine, and then get close to me and hugged, putting his other hand just above my hips.

One-Two-Three – step back, One-Two-Three – step to the right, we slowly moved to the rhythm of a completely ordinary dance. Because of the difference in height and build, I felt small and fragile next to my friend, and, to my surprise, I even enjoyed it a little. Time has lost its usual course and only movements remain. One-Two-Three – step forward, One-Two-Three – step to the left. Not sure how much time passed but suddenly music in the background stopped and we stopped with it, I raised my head and looked into my partner's face, lights were burning in his eyes, and he looked at me with some kind of pleasure. Probably if I were in his place now, I would bend down a little and kiss the girl in my arms. Having returned to reality and realizing that I am in the girl's place now and that if no action is taken, then the situation can really go according to this scenario. I gently pulled away from Alex so that it wouldn't look rude then smiled and thanked him for the dance. Returned to my seat I gulped down the rest of the wine from the glass to pour my awkwardness.

About an hour later, my guests were getting ready to go home, after hugging everyone goodbye, I returned to the room, there was still cleaning to do, but I was terribly exhausted by having to behave rather feminine all evening. I sat down on the edge of the bed and looked towards the bedside table on which there were flowers, there was a desire to once again feel their fragrance, and I did not resist. "Still, it's nice when a man shows interest in you in this way!" – I thought to myself and immediately blushed! I wonder what motivates me to think this way, is it really enough just to put on a dress and nothing will remain of my sense of manhood? With such thoughts, I leaned back on the bed.

Lera and Alex were standing at the entrance of the building and waiting for the taxi to arrive, the girl took a thin lady's cigarette out of her purse and took a drag.

- Well, what do you say about your missus? – Lera was blowing cigarette smoke into the air in rings.

- You were present and heard everything I said yourself, or do you think I was just politely lying? – Alex sat down on a bench and looked at the screen of his phone, it was about ten minutes before the taxi arriving.

- To be honest, I do not rule out such a scenario! – The girl shuddered a little, the evening air was breezy, which was not so surprising considering that autumn had already come.

- I was a little surprised when I saw her with this appearance! Of course, I expected that you would make every effort, but her transformation was still amazing especially considering that she is a guy behind all this, albeit not very manly! - Alex took off his jacket and handed it to the girl. - Take, you're shaking all over.

- Brings back memories! – The girl flung jacket over her shoulders, feeling a forgotten, but so familiar smell. – Anyway, we talk about Vicky, so I'm interested in your opinion about her behavior! Will you agree that she was funny embarrassed when you flirted with her!

Alex laughed before answering:

- She behaved just like an inexperienced girl reacting to any touch from a man! It probably wasn't easy for her to stay in character all evening, I almost didn't notice any sharp or sweeping movements form her, which are common for a man!

- Tell me ... - Lera sat down next to the interlocutor, slightly pressing against his shoulder. – you really don't mind what we do with your friend?

- I think he's enjoying it!

- Sometimes, when he manages to release the inner girl to freedom! You know, if we succeed in this whole thing, then his usual life will be ruined, and I don't think he will be able to return to his old lifestyle. – Lera looked into Alex's eyes a little reproachfully. - Especially if you can seduce her! By the way, are you really going to have sex with her?

- Does that surprise you so much?

- I've known you for more than ten years, and you've never shown any tendencies towards homosexuality!

- Probably you will laugh, but I do not perceive Victoria as a man! Yes, I know that my friend Victor is behind her, but even despite her male body, for me she is just a girl!

- You're right, I'm really amused to hear that! But I probably understand you a little, I'm thinking about taking her to myself, unless of course you will not succeed at the end of this month together!

- And this is interesting! - Alex's expression changed, betraying his interest. - I thought you didn't like Victor!

- Yes, I don't like him! But the girl who lives in him, I'm very curious about her!

- So, it's all about your perverted curiosity? What about Nina? I thought it's real thing between you two!

- I thought that too, but every day our relationship resembles friendships more and more... - The girl sighed sadly.

- So, I should perceive you as a rival for the heart of our girl? - Alex nudged Lera's with his shoulder and laughed softly.

- No, I will start acting only if you are not interested in her! Okay, looks like it's come for us! – The girl nodded at the car that drove up and that was the end of the discussion.