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Chapter 27 - Chapter twenty seven: I'm a monster

So apparently I DIED, and now I'm alive again, I'm sitting down back at the hotel while Taehyung is checking my vitals and making sure everything's okey.

He had a worried look on his face and he is completely silent, so I suddenly and swiftly said, "Boo." Just to scare him, which it did. So much so he smacked me across my face which made me laugh.

"Don't do that to me!" He scolded, smacking my chest again this time lighter and as a 'punishment'. I continued to giggle, still not completely sure what's going on but it's a treat to see him get a fright.

"This isn't right, you should be dead." Wow, thanks for the enthusiasm, "And why would I be dead?" I asked, crossing my arms and leaning back in my chair, i could see at the corner of my eye that Jimin leaned closer to us, a clear scared look on his face.

"Your heart isnt beating at all, I've checked multiple times multiple different ways. There's no beat... Honestly I'm not even surprised." WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU ARENT SURPRISED. HELLO???

"C-check again..." Jimin demanded, grabbing my arm, I looked over to him and saw him biting his finger nails, "He's clearly okey, maybe your machine is broken?" He asked, "Is my fingers broken too then?" Taehyungs question was very sarcastic, yet he still pressed his fingers onto my neck to look for a beat. Then he moved to my wrists, "There's nothing, maybe the drug that someone injected into him turned him into the walking dead."

"Sarcasm doesn't look good on you, nor does stupidity. Or blue." I spoke, smiling softly at the feeling of his fingers on my skin, it felt so nice and warm~

"I'm serious, you're dead. There's no logical way for this to be happening, just think for a second. Everything that's been going on? It's not far of a stretch." Yea, okey Sherlock Homes.

"That I'm dead but somehow alive?" I attempted to mock his conclusion, but he just said, "I can't think of another answer, we might as well give you some blood and see what you do with it."

"Im a vampire now? I can roll with that, hold on hold on hold on- let me practice my ruar;" I cleared my throat, then made a cute 'ruar' sound giving him cat claws still not taking anything he's saying serious.

"He's right." Suddenly Yoongi came out of nowhere, I immediately started complaining, "Why weren't you at my funeral hyungggggg?" As he was the only one nowhere to be found when the rest where already on their way to bury me.

"Sorry, I had to prepare," He said, then handed me bag of- BLOOD????? "Drink, before you eat one of us." The comment was meant as a joke, but it was far from funny.

"ExCuSe Me???" I nearly harled at the sight of the dark red liquid, immediately throwing it back to him and getting up hiding behind Taehyung, "It's pigs blood, don't freak out." He said, trying to hand it back to me as if the fact it's pigs blood made me feel any better.

"No YoU sIcK fUcK." I yelled at him, running away further this time behind Jimin, "What's going on Yoongi?!" Jimin yelled, automatically protecting me, "it's a long story-" Yoongi tried to say, but Taehyung interrupted him, "We have time, out with it." But before Yoongi could responde Jimin slapped him, "You did this too him didn't you?!! I knew there was something off about you!!!!" Go Jimin hyung, it's hot when you get angry.

Jimin started repeatedly hitting Yoongi who barely reacted other then annoyed grunts, he then harshly grabbed Jimin's wrists and glared at him, in a threatening tone he said, "Jimin, stop, you have no idea what's going on."

"Then explain it to me! Fucking explain you damned bastard, YOU KILLED MY BROTHER DIDNT YOU?!?!!" Jimin kept trying to hit him but his arms were pinned, I tried to calm him down by holding his mouth closed from behind, "A little dramatic but he's probably right, what exactly do you know?" I asked, Jimin still squirming to try and get out from us.

"Don't ask questions, just drink." He demanded, but there ain't no way I'm putting that shit in my mouth, "No, ew- I'm not drinking squat until you explain what happened."

Yoongi sighed clearly annoyed, "Just. Drink." He demanded, shoving the bag of blood in my face, I'll admit it didn't smell too unappetizing, in fact the closer it got to me. The longer I could smell, it seemed more and more appealing.

I debated for a few seconds then literally grabbed the bag from him, bit into it and started sucking the blood out, I'll admit I could've used the straw at the side but oh my god. This shit is disgusting.

So disgusting I couldn't stop, Jimin scolded at me to spit it out but Taehyung grabbed him and seemed to agree and think this might not be a bad idea.

I gasped after about a minute, I could barely breathe while drinking, i glanced up and accidentally spotted my reflection in the mirror, my eyes are bright red and I could see veins coming out of my eyes. I could feel sharp thangs pressing against my lips, I could feel myself getting more and more hungry. For blood.

I almost fell over as I tried grabbing Yoongi to bite him, Jimin and Taehyung were way closer but there ain't no way I'm hurting either of them. Yoongi shoved another bag of blood to me and I immediately grabbed it, literally on my knees sucking the second bag dry while he opened a backpack.

I could physically feel my eyes light up as several more bags of blood dropped from it, I could hear Jimin almost screaming but when I looked I saw Taehyung holding his mouth shut to quiet him down.

Without any thought I grabbed a third bag sucked it from blood as well, I could feel the red liquid dripping down my arms and my neck as I downed it, I was completely unable to stop at this point. I just wanted more and more until I've dried at least seven bags, I finally stopped to take a breathe.

The floor around me had spilled blood covering it too along with my clothing, I could see splashes on the others clothes too. Guess it shows how roughly I handled the bags, I weakly took the last bag and used the straw this time. A lot calmer and more in my head as I looked at Jimin, I tried stop reach out to him to hold his hand but he flinched away and literally ended up climbing onto Taehyung who was still holding him down to get away from me. It hurt my feelings but I didn't blame him after what I just did.

"Does it hurt anywhere?" Yoongi asked me, gently taking my chin and lifting it to look into my eyes, I shook my head at him as I sipped the blood from the bag, as if it was banana milk or something.

"That's good, I need you to tell me if you feel any random pain within the next twenty four hours. Headaches, muscle aches, things like that." Yoongi said, gently rubbing my chin with his thumb, he then turned around and simply walked away, ignoring all our calls for an explanation.

"So.... Uh ...." I tried to say something, anything. But I felt disgusting, and the way Jimin reacted earlier was starting to kick in. He thought I was just as disgusting as I felt, he was afraid of me.

"I-..... It's not your fault..." Taehyung seemed at just as much as a lose for words as I was, though he at least tried to make me feel better, Jimin on the other hand just looked at me like I was a monster.

I tried to touch him again but he flinched away once again, this time it hurt my feelings a lot more then the first time seeing how scared he was, "I'm not gonna hurt you..." I whispered, desperate for him to understand but he didn't.

"What did he do to you?..." He asked back, hiding behind Taehyung who was also trying to calm him, "Nothing, I'm still me." I said, lightly shoving Taehyung to the side so I can see Jimin fully.

"No.... No, no you're not.." Jimin looked at me with pure disgust and hatred, then literally ran away from me. He turned around and just left me there, why did he leave? I'm still me.

I'm still human, aren't I?

Why is he afraid of me?

"He'll come around... He's just in shock, he thought he lost you." Taehyung tried to calm me, gently touching my shoulder, I looked at him with teary eyes, "Am I a monster?...."

"No, no you're just- this is something new that we don't understand yet, he's scared but it'll pass." Taehyung continued trying to make me feel better but I knew the truth.

"I'm a monster..."

"oh my god....."

"I'm a monster..."

"Hyung...."

"I'm a monster....