7:00 pm
I woke up at 6:30 but went back into sleep again again waking up at 6:55.Damn I feel awful I wanted to execercise after waking up Ah what a mess up
11:00 p.m.
Night came by
really only 1 goal of the day was achieved today
not even the full goal
woke up late
started studying late got distracted and did nothing in the maths class only able to watch 1/20 video making one more day add in my goals
gave my test at 10:30
not able to attend all of the question
2-3 question got lucky out of 90
cheated on this exam and attempted 50 questions and thinking all of em are correct maybe.
waste of 3 hrs
wasted 0.5 hr in phone without studying
again woke up at 4 pm but still slept till 5 pm
covered only one class
sat for study in 8 pm after wasting 1 hr
ang again wasted most of time in phone
only completed 1 of phy DPP
damn I be wasting a lot of my time how will everything play out I wonder .
my plan includes rigorous study from myself I don't think I will pull through it
NO I have to complete my backlogs and start studying regularly I have to speed up
if I don't speed up now I know I will regret it I have to make my mind to intake everything that is taught
I really should not waste my time anymore
I don't have much time to catch up if I fail to catch up this week I don't have a chance anymore
I'm really scared
I know I will regret something but still do that act recklessly I have to know how precious even 1 min is I want to catch up and move faster than these teachers I want to go up
I want to be selected Fuck I wanna do it
I will do it
I have to do it
no matter what
what the plan was
daily 20 vids of math
1 vid of pc
2 vid of phy
2 vid of oc
with this I could cover it by this weekend
if had not wasted today everything would have been managed
I can't afford to mess up anymore.