6:30 wake up/ fail
7:00-8:00 Maths 2 lec / fail
8:00 8:30 maths 1 lec / fail
9:30 11:00 maths 6 lec / fail nothing
11:00 12:00 physical chemistry 1 lec/ fail no class
12:00 2:00 physics 2 lec/ fail no class
4:00-6:00 organic 2 lec/ fail nothing
7;00 8:00 maths 10 lec/ fail
8;00 9:00 chem isomerism question /
9:00 10:00 chem physical chem revision/
late night : chem old CHP review /
1:00 sleep
um.. trying to get back my life in track after destroying it for 4 days what the heck am I doing
no I truly despise myself I can't even get mad after just reaching near the goal I destroyed ally plans really just what do you think are doing do you think you get back your days like that I literally waking up late no excercise no shedule fucked up plans watching useless things every time I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really tired of myself just 100 days only left not much is there just why now late in the winters I can catch disease more sleep more and will probably waste my time more at least I want to level up to 90 percentile this is the wrong path if you are going to do something I want you to do with your full efforts and hardships not by indulging yourself in these worthless activities
why are you giving up now
you even can't give up on your pride
no there are two choices left
give up or keep studing
join college or for jee mains
the path of regret or path of hope
I know the choice should be obvious but I really can't decide