Really I only have 16 weeks how the hell are they gonna complete the remaining chapters Tsk
6:30 wake up/ fail
7:00-8:00 Maths 10 lec / fail 2 lec
8:00 8:30 maths 6 lec / fail 5 lec
9:30 11:00 test solid dynamics sets goc / fail no goc
11:00 12:00 physical chemistry 1 lec/ fail no class
12:00 2:00 physics 2 lec/ fail no class
4:00-6:00 organic 1 lec/ fail
7;00 8:00 maths 10 lec/ fail
8;00 9:00 phy fluid notes and revision/ fail
9:00 10:00 phy book fluid questions/ fail
late night : phy Book fluid questions/ fail
Really no comments just go and die why the hell are u even alive I decided that o would complete al l my backlogs by Friday now Sunday has I can't even complete a fucking chapter that has been left over more than 2 weeks just why am I doing this why am I not studying what's the problem with don't I still get the seriousness
or
have I given up already
this situation is more absurd than I can think of just why everything turning upside down when I already decided to make things right but fuck nothing is going as planned seriously just what to say
4 months left
16 week left
2 weeks for revision and test
so 14 weeks left
whole class 12 left
half class 11 left
so what should I do
I can already imagine the pace of them once they start in December 1 ch daily hmm
things can't go on like this I have to face myself
dissolving myself in dopamine is never the life I was looking at I have to change my perspective
I want to reject my past present future I want to accept the path I am walking I want to reject tw I want to reject expectations reject friends family
reject hopes anime manga my desires my hopes people thoughts on me my distraction I want reject everything
just walk forward toward one goal 99 percentile in jee mains