again this happened I woke up late really I don't have the determination
I woke up at 6:30 but then dozed off till 7 I want to wake up earlier and excercise but I don't see myself waking up early
then started studying or watching utube shorts
I know I should watch those math lectures but.. I am really a loser I am really messing up my plans and thinking it will be fine really it is a disaster
I should come to realise that I can't hold more than this my whole maths gonna be a backlog at this rate I should put all my efforts into completing it in any way . let's make extra time at 7 p.m.
then watched physical chemistry class was able to complete it and switched to physics only able to watch 1 video and other only 30 min. I think it was pretty good than the others
then again messed up
I really should not sleep I think
I woke up at 4 am but as everyone was asleep I also dozed off. No really it is a bad habit of mine.
It is a bad habit of mine why do I care if others sleep or not I should do my work and keep studying if I didn't I could have my physics left overs
then I ended up with I hour of prev lec and 1 hr of next lecture at 6:30
then sat up to study at 7 am but was really wasting my time
I am not taking my jee prep seriously I already know I will get the results of my negligence later
Seriously nothing is going as planned I am really feeling frustrated