I slept late last night and woke up little late. I did maths class normally on other phone. Then went to bath and returned to write a depressing arc.
After bath I had decide to study maths and complete more lectures. But you know what fuck me I messed up my shedule again
no this can't be happening I should really complete my backlogs but I am just becoming lazy day by day it just can't go on like this
I have to fix
Today completed the physical chemistry lecture but was not paying attention to the lecture I was feeling sleepy due to late night sleeplessness which came back as major headshot while attending the classes. From tomorrow I think I will attend my classes sitting down it can't go. in forever like this
I did not do the chemistry class I think I am waiting for some miracle that will never happen it is becoming frustrating I want to complete my homework and study this really can't go on you know
I think I get why people are scared of backlogs because it just piles up more and more I can't even I was watching classes live I never thought I would become like this we get why can't I sacrifice everything for my studying I am clearly frustrated I want first complete my maths backlogs tomorrow. it should better be completed by tomorrow