Many of us may have heard this phrase from our elders, may have read somewhere or listened it people saying, "one should always have or watch dreams so you could fulfil it" but what if these dreams are horrible, life threatening and have the capacity to break you mentally?
Some of you might be thinking to change the label of such dreams to nightmares but keeping this aside, how to forget it or to how react after watching it? Lets say usually people do forget about it next morning or the moment they wake up but what if it keep playing in your mind as like it was real?
As for me I am confused about what to do, as its keep playing in my mind like a tape recorder. Whenever I closed my eyes I can see the the whole scenario like a movie. Since the moment I have woken up, every time my mind would show me the images or videos of that dream only.
However, to ignore all this after breakfast I open my laptop to watch a movie on you tube. While I am searching for some good movie to watch, I am also talking with my mind...
Me: I think I should watch a good horror movie.
Mind: Ohh really.. horror movie and you, that too when just have saw that dream (mocking and smirking at me)
Me: (Rubbing the back of my neck) Ohh yeah sorry I just thought that horror movies has that magic to divert you mind completely.
Mind: Why not watch some erotic movie?
Me: (Hurriedly) NO! Are you mad what if someone caught us, you know watching such movies are part of a sin.
Mind: (Rolling eyes at me and sighed frustrated) O please when you can read books like Fifty Shades of Grey then why to feel shy watching such movies?
Me: (Thinking to accept it) Really??
Mind: Yeah
Without thinking about anything I decided to search for that movie but rather then getting such movie, I come across with some haunted videos which have names of Ed and Lorraine the demonologist.. stories based on true life incidents. As I read these details, it filled a different level of excitement in me and even my mind has some kind of evil smile on his face which I can see clearly and feel it within me too.
Like the phrase goes, curiosity killed the cat but in my case I would say that I have got some hidden treasure. As I start watching it, they told me about The Conjuring house and the story of it, make me feel scared a bit but filled thrill in me too. There, they also mentioned sometimes spirits do communicate with us in our dreams whether they are good or bad. Gradually, I learned many things in that video but many questions also get raised...
"what a is a good or evil spirit?
how does possession took place?
how do they contact in dreams and what is the purpose behind it?
and like this I have many more questions got listed in my head....."
To find answer to my question, I close you tube and start with my research on google and my topic is introduction and history of paranormal. Just like this I spend my time to learn about it till the lunch time, as around two in the afternoon I hear my mother's voice....
Mother: Siya, come for lunch
Siya: Coming
I close the lid of my laptop, leave the room with excitement as I have something to discuss with my mother. While I am walking towards the dining hall, I initiated the conversation with my mind...
Me: (Excited) Bro, I am hell excited to ask mother does she has seen any kind of ghost in her life.
Mind: O yeah
I reached the dining hall, see my mother sitting at one of the chair with her plate served with food, waiting for me. And another plate which is for me kept on the opposite chair of her, so basically we are going to sit face to face. I go near the chair and drag it outside, so I could sit on it and once I got settled down on it, rather than start eating my food, I initiated the conversation...
Siya: Mother have you ever seen ghost?
Mother: (While eating food, look at me) Are you mad, there is no such thing like ghost.
Siya; But mother there are some people who work on this, try to find reality and document them, they have proofs.
Mother: (Stop eating her food and look at me with determination) See, hear me out sincerely. Don't divert your mind in such topics because you will get obsessed or stuck in them and you don't have the time to waste, remember after two weeks you have this exams of yours which now you have to pass at any cost. Got it?
Siya: (Disappointed) Yeah I got it.
Mind: To hell with it bro, by saying such thing she is just making excuses. The reality is that she don't know anything about it and if she knows then she won't be going to tell you because she don't like you.
And I agreed to whatever my mind is telling me because first, I was told no for doing something which excited me and it is a human tendency to do what is forbidden. Plus negative and wild side is more powerful, and I follow it blindly most of the time. However, there is this another thought in my mind too, that I have to study for this exam and passed it at any cost.
While theses thoughts in my mind, I silently eat my food. After completing my lunch I leave the dining hall with a water bottle in my hand. I reach inside my room, closed the door and then I start studying for my exam but as usual my mind keep getting distracted so, I pug my earphones in with instrumental music on. And soon my mind started to focus on subject which I am studying, around five in the evening my phone started ringing which break my concentration too...
Siya; (After picking up the call) Hello
Vihaa: Hey kiddo! Wassup?
Siya: Nothing I was just studying.
Vihaa: Join me for a walk at six.
Siya: Sure I would be there.
With this she hang up the call rather then going back to study, I start doing some stretches to relax my nerves. Later, I lay on my stomach on the bed and open you tube on my phone, search some other paranormal documentary to watch for forty minutes as after that I have get ready for the walk. Soon forty minutes passed, I enjoyed the video thoroughly as not only they are doing the investigation of the place but also exploring it with sarcastic talks. Once it get over, I start getting ready in my tracks plus a casual t-shirt.
At five fifty, I leave the house and start walking towards the Vihaa's house. The moment I stopped in front of her house gate, she comes outside with a bright smile on her face and seeing that smile, I too smiled widely. Her positivity is so infectious, I can't stop myself admiring her and with her none of the voices in my head speaks up as if she blocks them form me. Soon my trance break down, hearing her voice...
Vihaa: (Waving her hand in front of my eyes) Siya!
Siya: (Blinking my eyes) Ye.. yeah.
Vihaa: (Start walking) Walk kiddo, don't get lost.
After we start roaming in our society's park, we talked about what genre we like in movies, type of songs which we like to listen and then we discussed about food and hard drinks that we like. We both were glad to know that, we both has same taste in almost each and every thing. Just like this around forty minutes passed and that time my phone start ringing too, I picked up the call..
Mother: Siya how many times I have to told you that at least inform me then leave the house?
Siya: (Rubbing the back of my head) Umm sorry, I am just with Vihaa walking in the park.
Without saying anything else she hang up the call, I heard Vihaa chuckling out lightly and I look towards her with raise eyebrows..
Siya: What?
Vihaa: (Smiling) You can never change, still leaving the house without telling anyone.
Siya: I hate to tell everyone what I am doing or where I am going and they basically interrogate me.
And listening to this she laughed out loud and I joined her too. Once we get sober up, we start moving towards our houses. When we reach in front of my house, Vihaa stopped in the middle of the tracks and initiated the conversation...
Vihaa: From tomorrow onwards we will start preparing for your exams, seriously as only thirteen days left with us.
Siya: Okay.
Vihaa: But be ready for the surprises which you will receive everyday in the morning. Till thirteen days.
My eyes got lit up with excitement, hearing the word surprise. But before I could say anything else she wink at me and run away from here towards her house. And I smiled widely seeing her this behaviour, a random thought pop up in my mind...
"though, morning was the disaster but indirectly she become the reason my evening become beautiful. Like always She showed me the light, in my darkness."