Life is full of drama like TV serials we can see all sort of emotions in them... from sadness to happiness, friends to enemies or hate to love. There are many more emotions involved in it which we are unable to count at sometimes but we usually face it in our daily life.
Many of us including me, will say that "ohh I don't like drama, such kind of emotions are suck or life will be peaceful without such drama" but have you ever felt that somewhere inside you or should I say other self of yours is much more interested in such dramas.
Since the moment I have woken up I am feeling some kind of happiness in me plus I am just excited for the drama that going to take place when Vihaa will come to my house and have a discussion with my father about my career. Though I am not someone who enjoys drama much but don't know from where these happiness and excitement feelings are coming come in me.
Well, this is something which is not only going through me internally in fact, this is something which is much obvious that my family member are also feeling something strange is happening with me. And I come know this when my father point out this and aunt, granny and mother agreed with it too...
While having breakfast, father start speaking..
Father: What is it? Why are you so happy? What happened?
Me: Happy... no I am not. I am just being normal.
Mother: Then why are you smiling like this, as if you are going to have fun after sometime.
And as she finish speaking, I hear chorus "Yeah, exactly" and then only I realize that I was smiling. I immediately stop smiling and start finishing my breakfast in hurry. Once it done I go inside in the kitchen, clean my plates then I start making a coffee for me without sugar. After making coffee, I come back in my room and look at the time in my mobile which is just nine thirty and this means only one hour plus thirty minutes left for the drama to begin.
I keep my phone back on the side table then I walk towards the my little library which was on my study table and it is little because at present it has only five books as a collection. However, with a book in my one hand and coffee mug on the book, I drag a chair along with me towards the window. Once settling down on the chair, I sip my hot coffee while reading Eclipse novel.
I might have studied the novel for more than hour probably because my trance of reading break by hearing bell noise of the house, without thinking about anything I just hurriedly go towards the door to open it. The moment I opened the door I found Vihaa standing their, when our eyes meet she smiled at me brightly and I opened the door widely for her to come in. She start walking in front of me, I follow her like a lost puppy as usual.
While walking inside two sudden thought pop up in my head, but here what surprised me more is that both of these are thoughts are opposite to each other...
thought 1: bro finally she is here and now the fun will begin soon. Now I will see how will father handle this, now he will see I am not alone. She is with me and will protect me.
thought 2: I am scared man what if she also get scolded from my father, what if her this step create more problems for me afterwards, what if father reject her ideas also.
While thinking about all this we together reach the living room, once she got settled down on the couch I directly walk towards father's room. As I reach their I initially lock the door lightly, then I twist the handle of the door softly to open it and from the door only, I speak up..
Me: father, my friend Vihaa is there in the house. She wants to meet you and talk to you about something.
Father: Okay, you go and serve the water to her. I am coming in few minutes.
From there I directly walk towards the kitchen, filled a glass with water then I walk outside towards the living room and I give the glass to Vihaa. However, rather then taking the glass from my hand she smirk looking at me, I keep the glass on the table and sit beside her. Once I settled down she start speaking..
Vihaa: (Whispered lightly to me) Wow, I never knew you would be the obedient one following your father's order. I mean attending guest and serving them.
Me: (Defending) O please nothing like this, it is just that I thought you must be feeling thirsty so, I thought to serve you the water.
Vihaa: (Whispered with genuine smile on her face) Just stay like this all relaxed and confident, no need to stress when I am here.
Me: Okay.
After a minute or so father comes too and on the couch which was in front of us, once he settled down there. He initiated the conversation...
Father: So tell me Vihaa what you wanted to talk about?
Vihaa: (She took a deep breath, look directly into his eyes) Uncle look I don't like to beat around the bush, I would come directly to the point.
Father: Okay
Vihaa: Siya wants to do masters in clinical psychology, she told you about this yesterday only but you doesn't agree to it.
Father: Yes, I wanted her to do a computer course then do some job because I think this will be good for her. And what will she do after studying so much, you also know how she failed the exam and wasted a whole damn year. I don't think she has enough time to study more, soon her time of marriage will come too.
Vihaa: Firstly, she has no interest in computer and for sake of you if she does it then it will be out of force but if you really want her to do this then she can also do it with her masters. Secondly, getting fail is not a big deal I think you may have fail somewhere in your life, did you stop trying it again or leave it forever?
Father: No I never stop trying in fact, I try harder for the next time. But honestly I don't have trust in her that she will have success in it.
Vihaa: I can understand this but at least give her a chance to prove it. I trust that she can do it as she is good in psychology and I am myself a counsellor so, I can understand that she has that knowledge of the subject but all she need to do it now is to enhanced it.
Father: Okay but if I giver her this chance then which university we should choose?
Vihaa: XYZ University. On initial level she will have to give the entrance test and then admission will take place.
After this they continued to talk to each other for some more time but I got lost in my own thoughts..
how could she do things like this, I mean standing for me or beside me and no matter what the situation is. I have never seen any of my friend or family members doing this for me but here this girl who I have met just more then a month back is now speaking for me with so much confidence and trust in me. I used to thought that relations with blood are sensitive and responsible, they will be your back bone but why I am now feeling like as if relation of belongingness is more responsible and they are something on which you can rely on?
Suddenly I feel someone is shaking me, stopping the train of my thought completely. I come into my senses and then only I realize that one who shake me is Vihaa, plus at this moment only she is sitting beside me and father is nowhere to be found. I raise my one eyebrow at her..
Me: What?
Vihaa: Where you were lost? You were lost somewhere from past ten minutes and here I tried to speak to you.
Me: Sorry, I was thinking about something. Does father agreed?
Vihaa: (With a wide smile on his face). O yeah but now what you have to do is that to collect the information about how admission is done, date of entrance test and fee details. And then let your father and me know so, we will work according to that.
Me: Wow okay.
Vihaa: Cool let us know before dinner today. Right now I am leaving as I have some work to do at home.
After saying this she got up from the couch and walk towards the door to leave the house, as we reach the at the door I opened the gate for her and bid her goodbye. As soon as she leave the house I walk inside in my room and start working on details, with a thought in my mind which is playing on a loop...
yet again another memory got collected in my tales of beautiful mornings, where the guardian come and show me the path of light, happiness and hope.