Light is easy to love
Show me your darkness
( This p.o.v will start from the same place of flashback)
Shutting my eyes, i hissed in pain when something hit my head and my head fall back a Little, Jesus it was not that hard but damn dude i was in my thoughts precisely about to fall asleep here in the bench of this park.
Again my thoughts get ravaged when this boy stand in front of me as he scowl at me while picking up his ball which lays just few steps away from where i was sitting.
I observe the boys action as he glare at me, but wait why the fuck this kiddo is glaring at me and wha-------
" yaah uncle, can't you see where are you sitting huh!!! Now you will say to apologise to you, dumb" ....di-d did this child just said that to me?
Uncle?
Can't see where i am sitting?
Dumb?
"Hey, you wanna play with me dumb uncle?"
" Yaah you can't talk to your elder like that, and i am not a uncle you kiddo " i said as calmly as i can with this lad when i take myself out from the trauma.
Who is already at the verge of making me indignant.
" Sir, should i take this child away " a swoon mouthpiece startle me from behind but i shook my head realising it's ahujji.
I was about to speak again but a loud cry halted me,
Gaping at the child with widened eyes, i saw he is already crying. aish why this child is crying even.
I don't even said anything.
My watches shift to another way when a girl stroll and bend in front of this kiddo.
Her lengthy silky smooth hair fall on the ground when she did that, and i title my head in process to receive a luck to see her face.
My gaze pursue her every action silently as she whirl the child and withdraw his hands from his face before uttering.
"Yeongi, darling what happen, why my baby is crying" my eyes switch dark when I listen to her voice..
Her voice is so....... amazing, i felt like heeding it again.
My thinkings cut when my mind function when she talked again.
" Ohh baby aren't you gonna tell me " this time in a little sad voice, which feels like she pretend to know the answer.
" Noona, he reject my balls " what the fuck, what did this child mean by that.
My thoughts fall back around of my head, when the girl perk up at me and the sun beams hit her face propellingng it more shine like some diamond.
Anyone can say she ain't did any makeup but her face sparkle in sun light like some diamond while her marine dreary eyes look so unreal like it engulfs a real sea in her eyes.
Whenever her gazes move here from there, they look ok so unreal i crave them to look at me too.
A voracious feeling plunge over my body as i think that and the urghh grow further making my body feel some electric current.
Like it won't take me rare seconds to do that but who she? Who just literally make feel a lot of desires suddenly?
" So you are his noona, god finally. take this kid away he is annoying and wasting my time " i said when my mind recollects who i am?
But in reality who i am ?
...i don't know
...i don't wanna know
Wiping out my thoughts, i traverse my hands and settle my one leg on another, leaning on the bench trying to grab her eyes by my gaze but she never look in my eyes properly.
I fell irritated
Her eyes are dreary like ocean which suits her pale skin, i wanna look in them, i felt like possessing them just all over me, it's a relatively weird urgh but it's doesn't comes off to be controlled.
Who the hell exactly are you?
She clear her throat, looking away hmm looks like i make the fragile girl a little nervous.
Looking at me again she uttered, i don't care what she gonna say but i love her voice.
" uhmm no Mr. I am not his noona i mean i am not his biological sister just a friend of his mom.
And maybe i would love to say that you should keep your mouth shut if you just gonna make a child cry by your harsh words " ..... i .... don't expect that after she look away from my gaze.
My hands make it was up, signalling ahujji to not come in this matter, as i know he will come as soon someone will disturb me but
I am enjoying it although
" But he was the one who come here first to disturb me "heeding my retort she look before at the child like asking something from face expression which i don't like because
She just looked away from me
I don't care about this kid anymore, i wanna talk to her just
What the fuck is happening to me?
Why the hell i am demanding things like a child to my own self?
" Noona, i was just playing football with my friends but suho hit it hard so it come here, when i come here to pick it up, he said bad words" i hear kiddo's voice in background but my entire emphasis was on this girl who name i still don't know
And now this question come, i also wanna know her name?
Her hair float in the air cuz of the lite wind here and she look at me
" excuse me sir, atleast have some respect you are older you should know that you can't speak in bad language to a child "her calm voice somehow soothed me.
The way she spoked to me, no one ever speak to me like that, this much calmly, she is calm like ocean.
My head forced me to recollect what the child and the little girl said just now before i ready myself to fight back, atleast by that we can have a lengthy conversation.
" But he was the one who offered me the ball for no reason and you know that ball hit my head here see "although i never use a bad word on this child but who cares
Why i am acting like this ?
What is actually happen to me ?
I myself can't figure out who is the child here?
I guess she thought the same when she look behind me with a done.
" He don't even said sorry " i said whatever come in my mind to make her look back at me
She sign looking already so done ...with me?
But my eyes frowned when she carry that child's hand and pick up his football, but i take aback when she bow to me saying " i am sorry for the hit sir but it's wasn't from him, his friends hit the football as he said, now we will take our leave"
Anger rose up in me when she said that so much calmly, how can she can be so calm saying it. Trying to walk away from me.
" Yaah why you are saying sorry, this bratty child should say sorry to me now "my voice raise by it own and i stretch my hands together.
.... everything ensues to suddenly, that i couldn't process what just happen. My mask was scratch away from my face and a voice shout aco in my ear which appears to be my fav voice in this world by now.
" Yaahh what you think of yourself hmm i apologise on behalf of him than what's the problem, you look to strong to get hurt by a childer football you dumbass, you don't even have respect go fuck yourself" breathing heavily, picking up her things, she scowl at me last time before walking away.
And i stay silent, looking at way she disappeared.
"Sir, are you ok? Do you ----"
I cut my ahhuji in between before asking.
" She was unreal wasn't she ahujji"
My sudden topic maybe panic him because he was infront of me with widened stares and hesitated.
"Si-r ahh sir but she just walk away insulting you " at his i sign before picking my lazy self up and look furthermore toward the path from where she strode away.
.......
"Let's go "
" Yes sir, i will call the driver"
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I sign settling in the car and from the corner of my eyes notice my so called business partners, jin hyung and jimin gazing at me silently.
I asked ahujji for another mask, ignoring them.
"Hyung, did you lost your mask hmm? Or maybe.....you gave it to a sexy lady who asked for a mask because she forget her hmm" i chuckle darkly at jimin's fantasy and nodded my head in disprovel.
" Huh hyung you are so boring atleast have some fun" jimin state again but i choose to ignore him again, picking up the files from the sit, beside me.
I began it and survey through it, " Mr.lin was there any CCTV camera in the park? " I question my assistant who was sitting in the front, from the front camera i saw him working on his tablet.
" Yes, Mr. Min there was one camera near where you were sitting sir, i am just about to call the hacker to get into the system and delete today's footage of the time you were there. Than we will replace to the old one so no one is find it suspicious"
" Before that send me the footage first " ordering him, i close the file after the last signed.
" Yes, sir"
" Hmm and send this file to my manager tell him to tell my accountant to come tomorrow, in the office"
" But sir, her mom is sick ill an-"
" I don't care, we are providing her mom the best doctors of Seoul who says she will get fine soon, so tell her to come because in my office we don't give employes leave for personal reasons for more than two days, do i have to go through all the company rules to teach you this huh!!"
My raged voice eco through the car as he apologise and i toss the file at him.
" If she don't know how important a job is of account management than fire her"
Hearing my final conclusion, i get a low yes, sir from the sick bastard who ruined my mood.
Adjusting my suit, looking through my hand clock i look outside the window while everyone sit in silence. Just like i like.
" Suga we have to deal with Mr. Yen today in the blue royal restaurant and the meeting is in 20 min we are just about to reach there" nodding my head at jin hyungs words.
I kept looking outside the window, wondering my eyes here and there ...well sounds stupid but i think what if my luck work and i see that feisty girl again.
Resisting my stupid thought, my focus went back to the view which is revealed by the window like some movie scene.
We can see here busy roads, traffic, people walking on the footpath, some going office, some coming from office, some walking somewhere with there little mystery that no one knows.
Blinking my eyes in process to wash those thoughts my eyes flicker black when i saw a blur figure jogging to the opposite path of where my car in going.
I just get a glimpse of her but i know that who is she! She is the same girl whom i meet few minutes ago and get roasted.
Atleast i can say that..
Suddenly the feeling of ordering the driver to turn the car and follow her till she reach her destination made it ways up to my mind because it works more properly than my heart do.
But how the fuck she even enter in my mind how just how, she is directly fucking every cell of my brain by showing up in my mind again and again.
It's the first time that i feel angry on someone but can't kill him or her.
wait the wait? what's happening to me?
another feeling rush over when my brain tells me that she is already out of ms side. and the car stop few seconds away.
" we are here Mr.Min " said the driver, opening my car door.
looking at the restaurant which I want ' the royal blue restaurant ' my eyes again fall back at the entrance and I phase inside to finally get this restaurant
because that suga want suga gets.
without giving anyone
any fucks