I have grown tired
of Seeking light
Storms brings change
And i love the way
The sky feels
Before it's rains
I had thrown my bag on the bed as i laid on it, my face dig into the soft mattress reminding me that how much money it to buy this so that i could get a proper sleep.
It took me almost a whole year to buy this from the money i get by my job.
I turn my body, now lying on my back. And look around my room to found it totally clean.
Just Like i like it.
I had almost bought all the furniture, in my room with my blood,sweet and tears.
It's Friday, means i have two days off, i just hope no one will give me any work like that day.
Seriously my neighbour thinks, it i am quite and respect you, it doesn't mean she is always hand me her baby on my every holiday so that she could enjoy with her husband.
By the thought of this, that stranger pop-up in my mind. And a grown leaves my mouth thinking about that day.
IT almost been more than days or i don't remember because my memory is weak but the thing is i hate when i don't know things, i hear or think about.
So, turning my gaze to the other side of my room, the Callender hangs on the wall, and i squeeze my eyes a little to focus on it.
Hmm it 17 March.
After forcing my mind a lot i i finally get to know, that scene happen two weeks ago.
Hump what the dumb man, he was literally standing there while watching me fight.
But what if i misuderstan it, what if he was just passing by the alley and saw me there with those drunk ass and try to come to me but his phone rang.
Hold up, why i am taking his side, gosh seriously am gonna waste my time thinking about this.
Jesus
That accident might had a impact on me because o ask for two days leave from the cafe's manager.
I show it like i was strong but only i know how much i was struggling to walk up to my house, i couldn't get a hold on my body.
My medicines were not with me, it was hard. But i couldn't do anything.
I don't know why live is like this with me but all i know is that i had and have to struggle.
Whatever, like always this happens in past and i am fine now. I handle myself so no problem here.
I will just not think about it and if i will, i will ignore it or not give a fucking fuck.
Pushing my body up, i stretch and walk in the bathroom to fresh up before making dinner.
Ohh wait, i forget to put my alarm. Gosh now all night i have to work to this project which had given by my biology professor.
So putting alarm is best because....i had already tell it but yeah again my memory strength is -100000000000.
Mentally crying over it, i step into the bathroom.
( Next day)
*Gunshot*
I throw the gun at one of my bodyguard and took out my handkerchief after walking out of the house.
Getting into my car, we all sat. My whole energy is drained, i wanna sleep nothing else.
But i can't until i done the job that my father had given me, a very dirty work from which i always try to run but once we enter into it, we ain't going out of it.
Underworld is like this, once you join yourself to underworld crime than nothing is stopping you from doing it until you die.
Even if you don't want to, if you wanna keep your loved one save you have to keep yourself save first.
My grandfather was biggest business man at his time but after his death when my father took over, he try to do my grandfather's left work with the help of crime.
He join himself with crime partners and handle to company, but he couldn't for so long because in this business you can't trust anyone.
But him being an idiot thought he can.
He still don't know what he lost but his crime partners was taking his money secretly.
They make him a fool but he still don't know, i come to knew it when he gave me the half of his responsibility and forced me into his crime work.
I was forced into everything.
I wish grandpa to be there that time, if he was there than, he would be never let this happen to what he had build up with his own hands and mind.
He is my idol, but .....i can't be like him. Because my own father don't let me, he only greed for money and that's what he is getting from me but no matter what he can't get out of crime world
So he drag me in too, to hide his all crime when company was at the lose.
" Suga!!!" My eyes reach for the voice who called me in the car and i saw jin hyung....not looking so fine.
" I have been calling your name for 20 times " he shout in anger and i look at jimin when he cut him off with " 14 times hyung, 14 times "
A chuckle left my mouth as jin hit jimin on his head.
" Urgh whatever...i am even not in mood to scold you because you guys never listens, HUH tell me what should I do, you guys never takes me seriously, what i am a clown 🤡? Jesus i am the most handsome men in between the men's are in the car and your elder but you never listens to me gosh "
I forget about my thought and start laughing with jimin who is already rolling over the seat.
Thanks to Lucifer that my car is big.
" Ahh shut up you assss.......ahhh now it's the last house is the man had took a loan of millions because of urghh how come i will know and yeah he even try to miss with the documents to get more money, once he had work in one of our company so i guess that's how he know how to enter in our system"
After jin finish his word, he throw the file at jake again and look at me.
" Hmm.....if entering into our system is that easy than how the company gonna work tell me Mr. Lin " my deep voice make my assistant look out but he dare not to shiver in front of me knowing what will happen.
Right now my mood is not so good and my demons are awake, i let them out when i am doing the crime work .... that's what my so called father tough me.
" I am sorry Mr. Min, i will keep an eyes from now on "
" Hmm good, you better be otherwise they will be kept in my showcase" with my word i adjust my suit as the car stop " well, let's see who is this motherfucker"
Stepping out with others, i look back at them, " Taehyung this is the last work right " he responds with a nod.
" Good than send me all details of the peoples we had deal with including this one too " saying this i don't wait for the reply and walk straight, looking at the house.
I walk up to the house and jimin ring the bell standing on my left.
We wait for door to get open so i could deal with this shit and than go home and sleep on my bed without giving anyone any fuck.
But i think God has others plan for me because i don't what but door opened after a crashing sound like someone breaking something.
Everything happen to fast that i am still in uttar shock
Well, shit, fuck, dick--------
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