Let me be a fierce storm, and you be my wild ocean. I will ruffle your depths, and you stir my emotions.
" I will drive the car and you will sit in the front " I state with authority and gaze at siji while my heart is still beating so fast and head hurting.
I don't know what is this feeling but I feel like it's hurting.
" Why"
"Because I told you to " because am afraid that you will be hurt again and I wouldn't be able to protect..
My mind stop me before I could utter what I actually want to
I couldn't understand what I want myself yet just try to go with the flow as my mind is telling me.
With a annoying look, she was out slightly shoving taehyung away and that's when my gaze land on hoseok.
" Jimin, put him in the back and sit fast now " he moved fast as told after my order and my hands open the color to walk to the driving seat.
.......
Settling on the seat, my gaze move to my left side after clutching the handle. And watch siji struggle with the seat belt.
I gaze at the back to see other putting hoseok in the back and again eye her.
" Do you need help ?" I only get a harsh reply on my question.
" No thanks mister " hearing that my head rest on the handle I silently watch her struggling
Even if I want to help I can't because my gaze will always move up to her wounded arm which changes my mind everytime.
I will only hurt her
They were just words but hurting so much my inside just by thinking of the scene few mins ago.
My body is like loosen and I don't feel like doing anything but resting on my bed with my close eyes far away from anything
Far away from feelings
She harshly pull the seat belt and it finally came out from its place.
R.i.p my car.
My eyes stay on her and her head move back and she whisper something which was impossible to hear.
And I hate it.
I couldn't understand and control my feelings at this point. I hurt her just few mins ago and now still those feelings for her are still here.
Why I was even thinking of them, now god remind me that I only gonna hurt her even if I don't want to, I was a fool to feel those things.
Maybe I start to forget what punishment I will get if I will think those things, that's why God remind me again, I ain't made to love someone or to get someone's love.
Yet I don't wanna leave those feelings they are just stuck into my mind, into my heart and just everytime reminding me of her as if she is mine.
She will be mine
No she will be not because she don't deserve that, just looking at her face the sentence itself appears in my mind.
Fair and innocent with evilness
That's not what I can get right.
But........
" MIN FUCKING YOONGI" I gazed at Jin hyung who was breathing heavily after yelling to loudly, face turn red yet those voice appear like a background noise because of me lost in my thoughts.
" Will you drive or you want all of us to stay here " ignoring his words, I start the car and realise that I was spacing out.
Yet I am not satisfy with my thought.......damn whatever it is now I don't care. I shouldn't not.
This feeling is new, it can hurt me but still I would love to take the risk to jump into it and feel it like I should.
Because she was something wonderful and ......just someone who make my heart skip a beat.
Makes me gasp, make me feel goosebumps, make me feel happy, and that's when my eyes glance at her again.
She was gazing out of the window......
She is also a tease.
Focusing on the road, suddenly a smirk appear on my face and I thing of every possible craziness I will do with this little devil.
She is crazy and makes me go crazy.
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I have stopped my car in the parking area, unlocking the door.
" The fuck----you rich hoe ass show your richness like this " the comment was from siji as soon as she step out of the car.
It don't take her a second.
Chuckling at her words, knowing that I will be hearing Jin hyung rapping soon, I choose to ignore it and walk to open the back car door again to take out her jacket.
" We aren't hoes miss, talk respectfully am your elder"
I was surprised to hear that Jin don't rap but said less.
Passing it at the one of the gaurds way, I join the circle and we try to walk inside with them fighting.
I don't know why but this is kinda fun
" Ohh paaaleeeessss no way, you don't have a girlfriend, you can make a boyfriend too you know "
My decision change the movement, I listen to her words, and rush to grab her hand.
Being careful with her unwounded hand, I waved at Jin who was totally red by now what the fuck when this conversation lead them to this.
" Yoo mister what you doing"
Ignoring her words, I decided to enter in the mansion first before answering her words yet my body isn't in my control so...
" Well, am just saving you, sorry for dragging you"
I mean I can't ignore HER right?
We all maked our appearance inside the mansion while the group shattered around, going wherever they want.
" I don't know from which thing you where saving me but leave my arm, I can protect myself" yes darling you definitely can we all know that by your already so amazing act.
It's just that to get more surprise I have to see a photo of what you did to your dad before i do something horrible to him too.
He hurt her
So am gonna hurt him
Rules!!
My thoughts disappeared when her hand was out of my grip and she stood with her arm crossed, hitting the tile continuously with her foot.
I was about to had a normal conversation with her because this was my chance with no one around.
Jesus, when did I start acting like this.
But again Mr. Jesus wasn't on my side......
"Wow, who is this hot meal!!"