Maths POV
I don't know why but I can't still get my thoughts away from her ever since we had another kiss the other night. In my entire life, I haven't feel this way towards someone.
I walked my way to my library. It's been long since I've been into it. I looked around, staring at all the portrait I have drawn. My mom pictures were mostly around the entire room.
I went over to the portrait I drew some months ago. It wasn't my mom but a nature drawing.
Looking at the portrait, I remembered when mom and I had visited England. It was one of my best day ever.
My school has just closed for holiday when mom told me we'll be visiting England.
I was excited as though I won a jackpot since England has always been one of my dreamland.
The best experience was visiting Dartmoor. The view has been too attractive and fantastic.
I heaved a sign of relief and brought out a stool beside the drawing board as I decided to make a drawing.
I settled down and turned the portrait to the back reviewing a plain white sheet and took out my pallette and colors as I began to make another portrait.
With her pretty face popping up in my head, I began to draw.
I couldn't believe I was drawing her, like what the hell?
What's wrong? I hope I'm not getting too attracted to her. No it can't be, I can't be having feelings for that clumsy girl.
Immediately, I stopped drawing. But then, I already drew her a half way to her neck.
"It can't be." I kept saying as I closed the portrait and headed out.
On getting out of my library, I met Julie sitting down comfortably on the couch, pressing a phone.
"She's got a phone?" I thought and pretended I didn't see her.
I went ahead to the dinning table to get water to drink when I heard her asked taking me by surprise. "Mathias, do you know anyone called, Angela?"
I turned immediately to face her. She was now on her feet staring keenly at me.
"I guess you know her. I actually love her vibes the other day she was here, have you heard from her?" she asked.
I was shocked. How could she ask me such question and where have she met Angela?
"Don't be surprised." she bellowed noticing my expression. "I met her the day she visited but I haven't seen her for some time now."
"I have no idea who she you're talking about." I answered and drank a bottle of water to my satisfaction.
"Liar. You're her boyfriend, aren't you? Don't pretend like you don't know what I'm talking about."
What the fuck! She knew I was Angela's boyfriend all along?
"I don't like the fact that you made her cry the other time. At least if you're too proud to make a good relationship with people and your family, please do have one with Angela. She nice and pretty, you won't want to lose her."
I was pissed off. "Who gave you the such audacity to speak to me about my decisions." I asked aggressively.
"Of course, I have no right, yeah. So you also have no right to make an innocent girl suffer all because of your selfless attitude." she bellowed looking as if she was angry.
"What did you just say, Julie?!" I raged walking towards her.
"Let me make something clear to you." she began making me stop off track. "I'm not scared of you. Do you know why? Because you're so immature. I can't imagine someone behaving this naughty. You're so mean and arrogant." she bursted out as I stood shunned at her words.
I had no idea what to say or how to react. She just confronted me, as little as she is. Who does she think she was referring to?
"I'm sorry if I ever upset you but that's the truth, I hope you get yourself back and do the right thing." she advised and left.
I was dumbfounded. I couldn't think straight. She was too small to have said to words to me. Telling me I was mean and arrogant. What a bad ass she's becoming.
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He took his phone and messaged Davis and Shed, asking if they might want to meet with him.
The both agreed and thirty minutes later, they were already in his den, making music.
"I'm so disappointed in you, Maths." Shed said as they concentrated on him. "You still haven't gotten a title to the song you've written for long."
Maths looked at him and lowered his face back to his guitar. He was not in any mood interested in what Shed was saying.
His mind was already far away, thinking about how Julie has talked down on him.
"Maths?" Shed called noticing his mood. "What's wrong with him?" he referred to Davis.
Davis shrugged and focused back on his chat with Nancy.
"Maths?" Shed called again, this time tapping on him.
He jerked off and looked up at Shed. "Any problem?" he asked Shed.
"I should be asking you that question. What's the problem with you? You seem lost" Shed asked and went back to sit.
"I'm okay." he lied.
"You're okay but not okay. All of us knows you're pretending." Shed muttered straining his eyes to Davis chat with Nancy.
"What are you looking at?" Davis asked fiercely.
"Looking at lovebirds message." Shed replied and smirked at him.
"Get off here." Davis warned.
"I... Uhm..." Maths started. "I kissed Angela again."
"What?!" the two exclaimed together.
"This time I did it on purpose."
"You mean, you have fallen in love with her?" Davis questioned.
"I don't know." he muttered.
"I see..."
"This is awesome!" Shed commented.
"I'm in no mood for your jokes", Maths cautioned.
"But come to think of it Maths. I noticed this days, you're doing well getting along with us." Davis reviewed.
"Yes, right. I noticed it too." Shed added.
They looked at Maths watching his expression to what they've just said. He didn't say anything nor show any sign that he was listening to them.
"I need to take some rest." he announced and stood up.
"You can't go now. You invited us over yourself, now you're running away." Shed enunciated.
He moved to his room and turned to them. "You can leave now, I don't need you anymore."
Again, he left them alone to his room. Not like he was really going to get some rest, he just couldn't stop thinking.