May's POV
I don't know how long i have been out, i can't move. I try my best to keep my consciousness and open my eyes but my efforts were in no vain.
The only thing that keeps me from drowning in a deep slumber was the feeling of someone near me. Somebody that seems to be protecting me, all through my life it seems like i was being followed by 'this spirit', i don't know how to explain this but, it seems to be protecting me from danger and whenever a thought of self harm cross my mind.
When i was a little girl whenever mama was out for work at night i used to stay alone in our tiny apartment. Living in a big city filled with crimes and death was not safe for us but it was also the only place we could survive from danger. That was what mama said but i still don't get what part of the danger that was more extreme than living in the city.
I had to help mama pay our rent and bills, and that was how i got myself into painting.
Nobody wanted to hire a 15 year old girl raised by a single mother in a city filled with misogynistic people.
So staying home and doing what i love to earn some extra money was not so hard, until when things went down hill.
The news that changed my life forever. That day, when the doctor told me that my mother was suffering from leukemia and did not have much time left.
I always told her "Mama, please lets go to the doctor. I am a big girl now, i will pay for your bills" but that woman, she never listen.
"Honey , i am fine. Even if i go to these doctors they will just prescribe me with some expensive and awfully bitter medicine and for what cause. Don't you worry my baby panda, i will be all well after drinking some of mother nature's gift.... herbal tea"
For years i tried to take her to get a checkup on her health but everytime i would fail. When the news hit me i blamed myself. If i had tried harder, if only i had push her harder or maybe even threaten her this wouldn't have happened.
Just a month after her sickness was found out, the doctor gave me a warning that mama did not have much time left.
I didn't want to make her sad at the last few moments for her life. So i would try to spend all of my days i still have left with her.
At the end of the day while she was asleep i would often cry my heart out. Thinking that my loving mother did not deserve any of this.
That she deserves happiness and maybe who knows a second chance in love and everything possible.
But i knew i was wrong, i did not know my papa, but i know my mama loved him with all her heart, and that she would never think of finding another person for herself.
She use to spend her days yearning for him, i know that because everyday when the sun sets, she would stand on the balcony of our tiny apartment where we have lived for almost 20 years and look around as if someone or something was going to pop out from somewhere anytime.
That was one of the reasons i hated my father. He made mama's life miserable.
For me since young age i came to an understanding that these types of fairytales don't come true.
They were written and made for humans to long for it. The impossible and non existing love.
Just when i thought i was all alone, i began to hear voice. Not one but two.
"Alpha i have done everything i possibly can, it is out of my hands now whether our Luna decides to wakeup or not. All we can do now is pray to the Goddess and beg for her help".
Who was this man and what was he talking about?? I was so confused but my confusion was added when i heard a similar voice.
"What do you mean out of your hands, you are a fucking doctor and you are here saying there is nothing you can do? She has been out for three weeks and i can feel the life draining out of her, what do you think i feel like? My mate, your Luna is here fucking lying on her death bed and you're telling me there is nothing you can do for her?"
Who was this Luna and what was Mr. Alex talking about? I already thought he was scary and now hearing him shouting at some unknown man i kinda feel bad for the man.
At the same time i don't know it it's cause i am not well but i could feel Mr. Alex's frustration and sadness. I maybe wrong since i can't see his face but feel like he is somewhat scared too.
Who ever this Luna person was, he or she must be very important to him.
"Please Alpha you have to understand i totally get that seeing your mate like this must be hard but acting out like this is not going to help. I wish i can say this in a better situation but our Luna needs you and only you right now, your bond may not be as strong yet the pull will give her strength and she maybe able to get wake up again".
Okay who is this person really is he/she some kind of celebrity. Well how will i know, i got laughed at in highschool for not knowing who the Kardasians were.
"Henry no you don't understand, none of you will understand. I have waited for her for 15 years...15 years of searching and when i was ready to give up she came out of no where with the most amazingly beautiful smile and what did i do...I made her cry and became afraid of me....Fuck i even got her to this situation. So don't say you understand my situation because you don't'.
I feel sad .
No..i felt broken , the desperation and sincerity in his voice actually made me want to cry.
I don't know his situation but remembering how i used to wish i had someone to hug when mama was sick and tell me everything would turn out fine echoed in my mind.
I want to hug him, tell him everything is alright.
But i can't, i cannot even open my eyes and there was no way in hell i would be able to give him a deserving bro hug. Nothing less nothing more.
After Mr. Alex's break down everything came to a silence.
I thought everybody left since i heard the sound of a door opening and closing.
But boy i was wrong.
I felt a water drop in my hand.
Was it raining?
But last time i recall it was the middle of a hot summer.
But i continue to feel the water drop but this time not just in my hand but my cheeks.
Just as i was beginning to come to a conclusion that there may have been a leak in the room i was put in i hear a sound.
A sound so heart breaking.
Wait...was ...was he crying??
The sobs were quiet and i bet not a single soul was meant to hear it but hearing it this clear...i know that i was near.
"I am so sorry mi amore, i want to help you, i was to take away the pain but i can't do anything. I am so sorry my love"
What was he talking about, i mean yeah i got into the accident while trying to run away from him but that doesn't mean it was his fault.
If he thinks i would hold a grudge against someone for my own careless actions he thought wrong.
Well maybe he could help with the bills if he feels that bad but it was not like i was going to sue him or something.
Please don't cry, not for me.
Between hi quiet sobs he suddenly laugh. But i can tell there was no humour it .
"I call myself one of a kind. Strong and a good leader but i can't even protect my mate. All i can do is cry like the pathetic person i am and pray for her to wakeup. Mi amore i am so sorry baby, that i can't do anything. I am sorry for being such a bad mate ".
The tears were still dripping .
Okay i agree with myself for thinking he was weird in the first place but i feel bad for the guy and i don't know what came into me but i start to try and open my eyes again.
I try, i try again and again.
This was practically becoming a workout for me. I could literally feely sweats covering me and it was definitely not a good feeling.
I thought i was gonna lose it since i was using all my energy that was left but it was worth it cause i was begining to open my eyes, so slow that i don't think it was even noticeable.
It was so bright i shut it close again so quickly.
I have to do this, i have to help him.
He is just like me, he needs a friend right now.
Don't worry big guy i will be there to help you and your Luna.
As i open my eyes i came in contact with a very white cealing...too white for my liking.
I began to look around and came to a view with a person's head lying next toy chest on the bed.
I continue to look around for the Luna they were referring to but see non other than the majestic beautiful room .
Man it must be expensive. I was first reluctant to charge them but seeing the room they brought in my mind was a bit at ease now. And plus there was no way in hell i was going to be able to afford a room like this.
I tried to sit up but my whole body was aching. Well i was definitely needing help.
I lift my hand and place it on the man's head.
As soon as it came in contact with him he sprung his head up.
"My Love".
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