May's POV
I saw my mother. She looked so beautiful and happy, i can't recall any other details but i was sure she was safe. Just when i was about to call for her my dream came to an end. Right, it was just another dream like any other that was what it was trying to tell myself , but this was different. From the moment i saw her to the moment i woke up, why is that.
As i open my eyes, blinking multiple times due to the amount of lights flashing in the room. Then a pair of sturdy arms came in contact with my waist, pulling me to crash into a mighty hard chest. The alluring scent of the man i was held against was just enough to make me nervous and giddy.
I try to recall what had happened to me , how did i end up sleeping on the same bed with Alexander. I did remember the part where i forgave him and yes i meant it. I can't explain it but a force coming from inside of me was telling me to trust this man. That he was never ever going to harm me. And so me being me, i forgave him but the problem is i don't remember what happen next, what did i say to him what kind of reckless move did i pull to make myself stuck in this position.
Trying to get up from the comfy bed i lift Alex's arms from me, they were as heavy as they look. I was almost on my way to victory when i was pull back into his arms securing me more than ever. Wow so much for the effort. Right then he dug his head into the side of my head breathing against my neck and shoulder.
He seems to be in a deep sleep, hugging me like i was his fluffy pillow. Looking onto his well proportioned face this time he looks more relaxed and happy. I have seen his attractive side, his strict and professional side to his dangerous side, but this was a new side. An adorable one actually , how can this man have such duality. I just hope i won't fall for him but who was i kidding cause deep inside there was a part of me that had already warm up to this man. I just hope that even if i did fall, i just hope that he will fall for me just the same way.
As if sensing that he was being watch, Alex start to stir and flutter his eyes open. When he came to see me already looking at him, he gave me that same beautiful smile.
"You alright sweetheart? How are you feeling? Do you need anything? Should i call the doctor?" said Alexander. Upon not being answered he place his hand on my face and the against my forehead. "You're hot anymore but still i should call Henry" he said and then got up from the bed.
I don't know what was i thinking but as i was watching him leave it maked my heart ache. As quick as lightning i grab his hand and stop him from moving. He hault his movements and turn to look at me.
With worry in his eyes he say, " What's wrong amore, are you hurting anywhere. Please talk to me sweetheart".
"I...I am okay" i could barely use my words.
"What? I can always call Henry just tell me where you are hurting".
"No really i am alright you don't have to call anyone just.." i couldn't finish my sentence.There is no way i was saying that.
"What is it my love. Tell me i will do anything".
I am just going to say it."This is so stupid" i murmured not wanting him to hear the thread of anxiety in it although it look like he heard it anyway from the way he was giving me an encouraging smile.
"I am fine just...just stay with me here, don't...don't leave me alone" . His eyes were gleaming with bliss. "Of course sweetheart i will never leave you , i will stay by your sight alright?" he said smiling at me. I gave him a nod of approval.
He then climb onto the bed again and pull me close to him. Just then was i aware of his state. He was wearing nothing but a boxer showing his magnificent toned body. Gulping down my nervousness i turn my attention to anything but him playing with the blanket trying to be distracted.
As if reading my thoughts he released a deep small chuckle. Oh God don't please don't.
"Are you nervous sweetheart?"
This man and his jokes, what did he want.I didn't answer him nor turn to look at him although it was hard to focus on anything else while i was so close to him and his arms snaking around my waist.
"You don't have anything to be nervous about my love. I am all yours and that makes me well basically your faithful admirer ".
If this was any other situation with another man i would have ran away as far as possible but this was Alex. He may have scared me shitless sometimes but i trust him for some reason. Something tells me that he was genuine and that he cares for me. Not having much of an experience in this field i could only trust my instincts , that is telling me to be with him.
"Amor...amore" i heard him calling for me."Yes?" i answered ."Are you sure you are okay. I was calling you for sometime now.Is there something on your mind or did i say or do something you didn't like?" he ask anxiously .
His attentive actions and caring behaviour were only an addition to my trust for him. No one apart from my mother had had done such thing for me. Passionate about my well being. Yes if this was a risk to take , i was willing to take it. Gambling with emotions , putting all my eggs in one basket for him.
"You did nothing wrong. And i am delighted to be near you" .I have made up my mind, i just hope it won't break me.