Alex's POV
It had been almost an hour since May had ran into the bathroom staying isolated from everyone , to be precise isolated from me.
My inner beast took the best of me upon hearing my mate's wish to leave us. He took control and hurt her , he did not mean it to happen. He did not and so did i but what's done is done. My biggest concern now was my mate who was locking herself away from me, her mate who was bound to protect her.
Why do i always have to fuck it up everytime, everything was immaculate and then i lose my shit bringing everything back to circle one again.
My heart bleeds for my mate , my wolf kept on whimpering at the back of my mind upon hearing our mates quiet sobs through the bathroom door that blocks us from holding her for comfort. As a wolf my animal instinct to protect and comfort my better half was something that came with it and not being able to do that was frustrating.
Knocking on the door for maybe the hundredth time i call my mate again.
But to my dismay there was still no answer.
I know her back was pressed against the door just like mine was from the vibrations.
"Sweetheart please come out now, you will become sick it you stay there for too long. I promise to behave", what the hell was i doing.
Blabbering about behaving to a tiny human female. But right now anything was possible to do just to make sure she was okay. Even if she had me down on my knees begging for forgiveness i would gladly do it.
"Baby please, forgive me for everything. I promise to control myself from now on . And I won't push you onto something you don't like so just please give me a chance and come on out. I am really worried".
I didn't know that i was holding my breath waiting for her reply until i heard a small
" Okay".
I was sure that the pleased look on my face was evident as i heard the sound of the bathroom door that was lock opening with a 'click' . And there she stood, my beautiful mate with her emerald eyes that were misty due to the tears i had caused.
Stretching my arms out to hold hers relief flowed through me upon her not objecting my hold. She may not object my touch yet i could still trace the discomfort and unsettled feeling.Wanting to make all those feelings go away, make her feel comfortable around me and i sure as hell know that being all possessive and protective over her was not going to do it.
" Look here my Love" i said as i place my hand below her chin and lift her gaze upon me. I can't hide it. I was hurt and concern. I wasn't her fault she was afraid of me. But still she was my soul purpose of living and yet her state right now with me is making me feel like shit.
"Baby i am so sorry. Hurting you or making you feel distress is not what i wanted. Please forgive this foolish man before you and give me a chance to make it up to you huh?".
She said nothing. Her red teary eyes , red watery nose and trembling pouty lips that was begging me to kiss them made it so hard to not hold her tight until she stops crying and feel safe. But my wolf and i both know that was not what she needed. My inner beast might be possesive and over prothective due to it's nature but having a precious little mate that we have waited for so long put a soft spot on him and i can clearly understand him.
Ever since our first met little May had been on the spot where her life and well being was threatened multiple times making her seemed more vulnerable and weak which i know she isn't but that makes my wolf want to nurture and love her more. Being on guard trying to push away any type of harm coming her way.
Her silence was not making me feel at ease rather ended up making me think she mighy have hate me now. If that is the case how will
i bare to continue to live. I am glad to be able to keep my thoughts to myself. Who knew i was such limerence. Not me.
" I..ummm" she mumbled fighting with her words.
"Yes?" i encourage her to continue.
"Don't do it anymore"
"What my Love?"
" Don't be angry anymore or go crazy or make me scared or make me cry or.." she rant. A sign of her coming around. As i wait for her to continue she push my hands that was on her and then stepping back. A growl was threatening to make its way as a sign that my beast was not liking her stepping away from me neither did i but i had to give her time.
" Just promise that you will grant me my wishes and not be angry at me anymore" she finished.
" Ofcourse mi amore , anything for you".
I took a step reaching for her as i can't resist the urge to hold her anymore feeling timely that she let me probably getting use to me.
"I promise never to get angry at you, never to make you scared or cry if not for joy , never to disobey you and always to try my best to make your wishes come true" i told her and there was no lie in it. I realise how little power i have over me. If this little human told me to jump off a cliff i would, without a qestion or doubt i would comply to her wishes.
As i try to take a better look at her her body suddenly fall against me her eyes closed losing her conciousness. I shook her body trying to wake her and calling her name. Linking Henry to come to her room as fast as possible i move her to her bed . I thought it was because of her crying for so long that she appeared pale but that was not it. She was sweating and shivering. Looking more like a dead than living.
Soon Henry came into the room and check her.
"Alpha it seems like the incident of her accident this morning has nothing to do with her condition but it maybe your bond" what was he talking about. Our bond?
" What does that mean Henry?"
"Well Alpha it looks like your bond with Luna is much more stronger than it seems. I don't know how this is possible especially with Luna being a mortal but being away from each other for too long must have cause her to weaken and ended up like this"
Recalling back to the past events i figured it was not just her , i was also having a hard time keeping myself away from her. Every second was a torture , my body was craving for her. It was my fault to not notice how this was affecting not just me but her health.
" Alpha i can't tell what exactly is the reason but it may have to do with your wolf".
"My wolf?".
"Yes Alpha, as we know you have been single and waiting for Luna more than a decade.And now that she is finally here your wolf is calling out for her and ended up making her feel the bond too even though she is a human"
" That made sense but right now how are we suppose to help her?" yes it maybe our bond that weaken her but right now curing her was my main priority.
"Simple, just as i've said your wolf is calling out to her so just stay by her. Having physical contact with her will do. This may help your wolf to be at ease and also help her".
From the start i knew that my wolf want to have her. Mate with her and love her. But i kept pushing him off. Resulting into this, it is not like i don't want it too. I just wish things were simpler. But i am ready to make effort to win her the mortal way even if necessary.
"Okay thank you Henry" i told him as he walk out the room.
He said physical contact. Taking off my shirt i climb onto the other side of the bed. I hope she doesn't freak out when she wakes up.
Placing a kiss on her cheeks i pulled her closer to my body. As if searching for comfort and warmth she streatch out her arms and cling on to me. Although this movement was done while she is unconcious of her surrounding. This was the first time she made a move to hold on to me. My heart was practically bouncing off beat making me wonder what she could do to me if only her hold was enough to make me this cherry.
"Sleep tight my Love"