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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4. Adoration

Alexander's POV

'My Love'

As i look into my beautiful mate's eyes after so long it was like our first meet all over again. How did i get this lucky.

"Hi"....Only after the word came out of her mouth that i realise i was staring at her like a weirdo for almost a minute now.

I tried to speak but nothing came out, i was so lost. All those days that had passed, the only thing i wanted was for May to wakeup, bit now that she is fully concious i don't know what to say to her. Thank her for finally waking up or hug her till she tries to run away from me again.

I slowly stood up from my chair , she was watching every of my movements attentively like a kid. I sat near her on the bed and as she was about to say something i lift my hands and cup her dull cheeks that had lost most of its natural pink fush due to her condition, but even then she was still the most beautiful creation in my eyes .

"I...I was so worried my love, i thought you would leave me. I wanted to help you and....and do everything to keep you safe but i failed you mi amore. I was not fast enough to reach in time. I am responsible for everything.

I am sorry My Love"

Way to go....not she'll think i am some crazy bipolar guy with separation issues ..just because my wolf is too love sick.

I love mate but i did not want her to see us(me and my wolf) as a puppy..at least not on the first meet.

She did not say anything. But i could see that she was surprise by my choice of words.

"Don't..don't be..i...i am totally fine"

She was trying to look tough but i could practically see through her that she was having trouble to even try to sit straight on her own.

When she saw that i was not convinced by the words she suddenly move further to the edge of the bed and tried to stand up on her own.

"Look see i am totally fine uhhhhhh".

I caught hold of her waist with one arm and her shoulder with the other .If not for my quick sense she would have fallen off the bed.

Too shook by my action she look at me with wide eyes.

My heart was pounding. She was again almost hurt under my watch.

"What do you think you are doing. You could have gotten got seriously hurt. Are you mad..are you that angry that you want to make me more guilty but hurting yourself" i snapped with anger from the fear of her getting hurt and accidentally raising my voice at the moment.

She quickly shook her head with those adorable pleading eyes.

"No no no... that was not what i was doing i promise. I..i was just trying to show you i was okay and that you don't have to be sorry. But my stupid legs won't co-operate. l really don't want you to feel guilty for my clumsiness and i certainly don't want you to feel bad for my mistake. Well you did scared me and made me run away and yeah i did got hit because of you but still i am not trying to...."

She suddenly slap her mouth shut as soon as she realise what she was saying.

But i could not hide the amusement. She was indeed a special one. She look like she was going to have a heart attack as she look up to me with her shock eyes and i could not adore her more.

"I didn't mean that i just"

Before she could say something she might not meant again i cut her off.

"I understand my love. You don't have to worry. Even if you were mad i wouldn't have blame you. But hurting yourself because someone did you wrong is never a good thing"

I told her while she listen like a child being scold by her parents.

" I didn't meant to Mr. Alex i just, i am really bad at comforting people when the are sad. And seeing you sad...i just..i don't know what came to me i want to make the sadness go away. So i thought showing you that i was okay would do the trick".

She sat on the bed leaning against the headboard looking down at her hands. From my view i could clearly see the small pout she was making like she was being scold and i was fighting against the urge to kiss away the pout from those beautiful plump lips.

My wolf was howling inside with adoration for our mate , she wanted to make us happy. She didn't want us to be sad.

She was still sulking so i had to do something to . Clearing my throat i let out a small chuckle.

"I am glad that you didn't want to make me sad but from now own do think before you act okay"

"Okay"

I was again distracted by her beauty. The whole time she was in a coma i did not let anyone except Henry and a few nurse near her. Well my wolf did not and i did agree with him. With May/mate being hurt we were always on high alert and i would often let my wolf out during the night so he would not go crazy and assure that she was safe was he stood protectively near her the whole night guarding her.

"Soo... where is she?"

Her sudden question brought me out of my trace as i look into her eyes.

"Who? My Love.."

"Your girlfriend"

What was she taking about.

"My girlfriend??"

"Yeah"

"I am sorry my love but i don't know what you are talking about"

She gave me a weird sly smile that says don't try to lie. What was she really up to.

"Don't worry Mr. Alex i understand, i will not tell anyone anything you can trust me"

Did she hit her head in the accident.

"My love i really don't know what you are talking about, i was with you the whole time and now you are awake and saying all this stuff. Are you alright should i call that doctor?"

"No i meant Luna Mr. Alex"

"Luna?"

"Yes i heard you talking about Luna with a man and i can tell that you really love her so...i don't know maybe i could be of some help"

She thinks Luna is a person i was in love with and she is willing to help me get her??

I am indeed in love with Luna but who is going to tell her she is Luna.

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Sorry it took so long.I had been very busy with stuff and i did not want to ruin the story because of a bad mood. Promise the next one will be longer.

I love how Alex i just so in love with her while May has no idea.

And on a side note whose point of view do you preffer more. Alex or May??

XOXO