Alexander's. POV
It happened again, the same dream. For the past few days i have been having these same dreams one where i was in no control and i hated the feeling. I guess it is just one of the reminders of being an un-mated wolf.
In my dream i keep seeing a girl crying and calling out for me, but i couldn't move and was completely helpless. At the end of the night i would wake up from the nightmare covered in sweats and my own tears. What did these dreams meant and why did i keep seeing that girl.
Being so over my loneliness i often overwork myself. NO my wolf was not any help either, he was silent for almost a decade now. And sometimes i forget that i have one.
August my Beta/Bestfriend called a few minutes back to remind me that i have a painter whom i was set to meet today.
I saw the paintings a few months ago and it kinda reminded me of the place i had once seen in those dreams. But instead in this one it happen to be a happy dream.
After seeing the painting i could not get it out of my head and decided to have contact and meet this person in live.
Maybe i was bounded to and maybe he/she was my last chance to find my mate.
I had always dreamt of having one since little seeing how my parents were always there for each other through thick and thin, i also want that kind of love but even after almost 15 years of searching there has been no luck at all.
I know this sounds soft coming from a man such as me, but i can't wait to have my mate sleep next to me every night. Wake up to every morning, and maybe if i am lucky enough i would be able to take care of her and deal with her mood swings when we are bless for our love for each other with her carrying out baby.
I know i had to stop these thoughts before i make myself feel lonely all over again.
As i walk into the restaurant i was to meet the painter and August this weird feeling had been bugging me all day and i became sure of the reason when i was walking down the hall way of the restaurant.
Honey and Pine Woods....The smell, it was so alluring and seductive i could get lost in it.
My wolf was on edge now, i cannot wait any longer.
I ran as fast as i had ever following the smell and surprisingly it had led me to my reserved room. Opening the door with full force i saw the scene of my beautiful mate smiling and laughing with my beta unfold before me.
Normally i would have been super annoyed by the fact that my mate was with another man laughing and showing her beautiful smile to others since as an Alpha i was bound to be very possessive and maybe even called the jealous type.
But right now at this moment i could care less. I have finally got her, my mate, my suppose to be reason i am alive.
Before i realise it the word 'MATE' had escaped my mouth. Seeing her attention place on me i got to see her even more clearer.
Those beautiful green eyes, those lips, dimples and the cute curious look she is giving me right now. Suffering the loneliness for almost a decade, but it was all worth it. To get a beautiful and cute mate as her, i can wait another decade again just for her.
Before she could apeak i crash myself into her tiny frame."'I have waited so long for you mi amore".
I know i was looking like a total creep now, hugging a girl on the first meet and telling her i was waiting for her.
I could feel her trying to get out of my grip but i do not want to let her go. The feeling of finally having her in my arms was too good.
August gave her a proper introduction after we were apart. I don't want to look like a sus but i did not like it when she was not near me at all.
I took a step forward towards her as slow and steady as possible cause i don't want to frighten her. She seem to get the message and gave me a knowing look.
I gently took her hand and place a soft kiss on it. Just a kiss of her had me feeling sparks all over my body.
My mother use to tell me how important mates were to us werewolves and that we must appreciate them with all our heart.
If just a small kiss could get me to react in such a way, i can't even imagine the impact she will have on me in the future and i can't wait for it.
I just want her to know what she meant to me but she seems to be confuse and afraid at the same time.
Even though i told her she was who i waited for she still seems to be reluctant and told me that i might have mistaken her for someone.
Well i am not wrong and i know that cause this was exactly what my mom had told me and maybe even better.
But she was scared, and said she wanted to leave.
She wanted to leave me and the thought made me and my wolf crazy. August decided to budge in and stood before her as if protecting her from me. Her Mate ....
When i was trying to explain everything to her.
My wolf was not having it and i was beyond angry. How dare he, trying to separate me from my mate, friend or not i was not letting him get away.
Me and my wolf were ready to charge at him, realising an enormous growl but that was not a good idea at all.
All through that i was brought out of my thoughts when i heard a tiny sob.
I turn to the side and came to see the most heart breaking picture. My mate shaking in fear trying to hold in her sobs.
As she turn to us the scared look on her teary eyes broke my heart .
My precious mate who i was suppose to protect was scared of me.
Not even a minute pass when she suddenly too off and ran out of the room. I ran after her with August following me. I call for her but she did not stop instead run faster towards the entrance.
I ran for her, just as i came in contact with her figure i saw her ran across the street just when a truck was driving towards her on full speed.
I was there, i saw it unfold before me. My mate getting hit by the truck and it was all because of me.
If not for my careless mistake she would not have felt the need to run away and she would not have been hit.
Dasing through that was crowd that was forming around the scene i came in contact with her body
Blood everywhere and she was slowly loosing consciousness.
I kept calling her but it fell on deaf ears.
"Mi amore i am sorry, please open those beautiful eyes, please don't leave me, i can't lose you not when i just got to hold you".
People were crowding us and my wolf see every person here as a threat .
August who was standing beside place his hands on my shoulder and say " Alpha i know that seeing your mate in this condition is hard but please control yourself and let me help you bring Luna to a safe place before we lose her".
The thought of losing my mate made me so angry and my wolf was ready to take over me.
"Alpha please the Luna needs you, right now and we can't let the humans know about us because of a careless action".
I know he was right.
I have to get her to the pack and have the doctor treat her immediately.
I carefully carried her and rush towards my car. August got into the drivers seat and began to take off.
The pack land was about 20 minute drive from the city so we have to hurry.
I place a cloth which i can't remember where i got it from on her head.
Trying to block the blood loss but i know that was not much of a help.
With August's thankfully fast speed we got to the pack land not so long after.
I carefully got out of the car with my mate in my arms and ran towards the pack infirmary.
I can see my pack members looking at us with curious eyes.
Well i can't blame them, it wasn't everyday that they see their cold Alpha walking into the infirmary with an injured female that too was a human in his arms.
As i walk throught the door i called out for Dr. Henry.
He was one of my most trusted man who had been my doctor since ages.
As he take a look at May he said that i have to leave now so that he can operate on her.
My wolf was not liking the idea and neither was i, i again began to growl. I was not gonna leave my mate when she needed me the most.
"I understand that you are having a hard time Alpha, especially right now of all times. But you have to understand that if i do not operate on Luna as soon as possible, the chances of her surviving is not much and we need her too. So please trust us".
I can see the sincerity in his words so i decided it was best to let them do their job.
"Henry please save her, she is my only chance of happiness and for the pack to survive".
He gave me a nod and i walk out of the room with a heavy heart.