"Having no choice is the last choice."
"Just do it to her riddle ford!" He said to my face while wearing a shallow smile with wide eyes. He looks so horrible at this point. This dark place cannot hide her rude character, he is worst than the mice living in this untidy place.
I keep looking at him and try to keep my anger since I am nothing against them, and I need to exert more patience and be discreet since they have Lea, my girlfriend one wrong move can possibly hurt anyone of us.
At this time I find myself saving the highest level of hate and anger to this man after reasserting his desire. The thought of raping someone is horrible on my side, very horrible.
"Release your seed to that innocent girl or WE will do it your lovely girlfriend? think of it riddle Ford, because you have to choose and that decision will define your fate." Frederick said while laughing with his friends. My body got freeze for a moment not because of the cold weather but because of his command.
They seem happy and enjoying every single hate I give while throwing jibe on me.
Frederick Conception is my schoolmate, leader of the fraternity on our campus, A rich man with bad habits, and his group became preeminent in organizing student crimes and is known for initiating federal violation and property crime in our city. They are the most hated group in our place as well and now I have to face them to save my girlfriend.
Frederick and I are not related, I have no idea why he is doing this to me. I'm just an ordinary student in Dimson academy even one strand of my hair doesn't reach him by chance as far as I know. The only thing that may trigger his anger is my romantic relationship with the school endorser Leah, but I think that damn reason is not enough to threaten me this way.
"You evil bastard! I will kill you!" I answered while holding my anger to this black-hearted man, he is heartless.
"Tch, then do it, Riddle Ford, well obviously you are nothing against us so how you are going to kill me? Riddle, riddle, riddle. You know what? I'm so excited to watch you while sexually forcing someone because of Leah. How beautiful and romantic right? I will surely enjoy watching you desperate man, If I were you I will let this group of men ruin your slutty girlfriend to save my dignity, I mean look at her? do you think she won't enjoy my boys?" He added while insulting us.
"You coward! stop hiding behind my girlfriend and let us go, you should fight me without using anyone else!" I shouted.
"Why would I? I just want to play some games, like your know? Games with that girl, leah and YOU. Riddle, Sometimes Love is not enough to save your loved ones, remember that."
"What's wrong with you Fred?! I'm not even related to you so why me? Why lea and that girl huh?! why are you doing this shit?!"
"Hmmm, Why don't you ask your slut girlfriend? riddle if there is someone who is coward it's not me, it's your girlfriend. Let me give you some advice, that girl is never faithful, loyal and true to you from the beginning, and all this things happen because of that coward" he added.
But I was desperate to hear it from him "I want to hear it from you, Frederick stop this game and tell me why." I answered.
"Tss, Do you really want me to answer your question poor little Riddle I bet it would be better if Leah will do it?"
"Just answer me, Frederick," I answered calmly while holding my anger.
"I just want to ruin your name as simple as that." He answered in a serious face I can't stop hating this man while saying his platonic reason.
"Unbelievable, only with that reason huh?!"
"Come on riddle, I already answered you. I think it's about time for you to choose." He said with happy eyes.
"Frederick please stop this!" Lea said when he saw me holding my anger while asking Frederick.
Seeing my girl in this situation makes me mad, I can't protect her in times like this given the idea that she might be hiding something from me I can't let them ruin her. I need to choose and I need to do something.
"Shut up Lea! Now riddle ford, just make a choice, your girlfriend or that anonymous girl, If I were you I will choose to rape her to save my slutty girl! Well Just to inform you I hate waiting." He added.
What is happening right now is something that no one can imagine, they want me to sexually abuse someone to save my girlfriend lea, this is a nightmare and the only reason is that they want to ruin my name? They kidnapped an innocent girl and put her in front of me.
I was a bit shaky, I need to save lea but I'm not a rapist. What can I do?
Almost an hour left still I'm not moving, I saw Frederick removing Lea's clothes when he got bored while waiting, I want to stop him but one of them stop me by pointing a knife. I look at him with anger and finally, I made up my mind. I need to save her, my girlfriend.
"I'll do it," I shouted, my word stopping him from abusing my girlfriend. Everyone looks at me and YES, I DID IT.
The tik-tak of the clock is the only sound we heard and it covered the place. Without any words, I accumulated all my strength to save Leah and ruin someone.
After a very very long 3 mins of my life finally, it's done. IT WAS DONE.
I did it.
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I did it.
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I did it.
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I did it.
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I did it.
I wipe her body and saw the blood in her private part, "I -I am her first m-man. I said to myself that makes me more guilty. She was crying but silently, she can't move and that's the time I realized that he has a lot of bruises and scars. She has no strength to save herself from me.
But this time I'm sure she was about to give me a severe fear of doing this thing. I wanted to ask my self who is the victim?
WHO IS THE VICTIM?
Clap. Clap. Clap. "Well done." I heard him say, then he walk slowly to get Leah. "Now tell me Leah, what's the difference between the evil Frederick conception and that cheap Goodboy riddle ford, he is weak and coward right?" He whisper to her ears.
I'm weak and coward. YES I AM.
I silently covered her body while saying sorry, I didn't mean to do this but I have no choice. Frederick left together with his friend while I was sitting beside my victim I was puzzled about what I did.
Why? Why did I rape her? What I have done.
Lea approaches me to run away but I'm out of myself. I feel like I can't move my body anymore and willing to accept the case of raping this innocent girl. I deserve to be in jail. I hear her sobbing but she is not moving I can't even recognize her face because of the darkness.
"Riddle? Come on! We have to go please I'm scared, let's leave while she's still unconscious." Lea said while dragging me out of this place. But the question is, who is more afraid this time? Me, Leah, or this girl?
'Leah, Frederick and his gang already leave you don't have to be afraid. you are now safe." I answered with no emotion.
"I know but you rape her, and-- and--"
"And what I did is a crime." I reply.
"Riddle you don't want to do it, we are both victims of those guys, you just want to save me!"
"Am I victim?" That's the only question repeatedly hanging on my mind.
"Let's leave ride please?"
"No, let's bring her to the hospital," I answered.
"What?! are you insane? She can inform the police of what you did remember?! Riddle leave her alone, let's go! She insists.
"But----"
"Let's go riddle, please. We have to leave the place and that girl right now!"
"She's my victim."
"Riddle we are both victims! She's not the only person who was threatened by Fred, we're just saving ourselves from him!"
"what can I do? I'm afraid of the consequences. I mean what if--"
"Stop it ride that's nonsense! you already rape her and that's a crime so please let's go, at this time we have to save our self" Leah answered.
"She's alive, right?"
"Of course she is! W-why? Don't tell me you want to kill her?"
"No! I-I want to make sure that she's alive. That's the only thing I can do for her after all."
"Can we leave now riddle?"
I nod and leave with lea carrying my guilt and conscience starting today.
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And this is how my simple life ended. Any moment after this day people are able to judge me as a rapist.
I never imagine that this will happen to me. My parents would never imagine that I did a horrible thing to someone I did not know.
But day, weeks, and months later it seems like the crime never happened, no police and a rape victim go and chase after me. No video threat and blackmailing happen. Frederick never shows up again, Leah and I are doing the same thing we do before the incident, we go to school and peacefully deal with our life.
The rape victim is still quiet, no reports and issues about the crime arise after that day. It sounds crazy but why the victim did not find me?
I always have a nightmare, I always hear her voice inside my head but I have no strength to confess it with my parents and I don't even want to be in jail so I decided to stay quiet and hide it for myself. As long as Frederick and her gang will never mess up with me again.
Up to this day, everyone has no idea about the real Riddle ford, about the real me, that I was faking my family background and my personality, That I am from a rich family. With this, I started to hire a private investigator to find my victim however months had already passed but still, I have no information. I also wanted to know the reason why Frederick Conception hated Leah so much.
What he did is not an ordinary schoolboy crime, I know they are hiding something from me, and I me to know what it is but for now I need to find my victim.
Why, where, and when will I find her. Am I ready to meet her anytime soon if the investigator already found her? Or I will be a coward just like what Frederick said after raping her?
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Background of the character: Riddle Ford is a Son of famous businessman and woman who own the Dimson Academy, he ask his parents that he wanted to hide his identity to live independently and away from his family, However, Frederick Conception is jealous to him for being a famous and very intelligent man in the school (Riddle is consistent part of dean's lister together with his adopted brother marc and achiever with an effortless manner, with this he became famous and known to the school) it was one of the reason why he hated Riddle Ford, Frederick Conception known as the ground and rule breaker opposite to Riddle Ford
But what is the relationship of Leah to Frederick Conception? and what is the main reason why Frederick Conception hated Riddle Ford and make him a criminal?