My mental state has not been the best, it has been on and off, off and on, just a continuous loop. I overthink every possible situation... I am doubting myself. My ability to do things, my looks, my choice in guys. My mind is all over the place I do not know what is wrong. I keep making all these stupid decisions. Bad decisions... it is a continuous loop. I will be okay for the most part then BOOM bad decision. They just keep coming... maybe it is peer pressure. Maybe I just cannot control myself when it comes to guys. Lol, lol, lol, Lol I'm a problem what is wrong with me... why do I feel this way... I am hurting everyone around me... and that is a fact...
I AM A PROBLEM AND IT IS A FACT. STOP LYING TO ME...