Today might just be me being sad without me fully showing it or just hiding it. I am mostly bad at hiding my feelings (I am a bad liar) I try to lie saying "I am okay" faking smiles, and emotions a lot of the time. Everyone can read these now so there is no point in hiding everything right? Everyone can know how over dramatic I am! Yay! What joy! Anxiety sucks! No one understands you (Except for a few) everyone thinks you are weird and just "Shy" little do they know I sit in class every day repeating over and over again in my head, "Do not call on me" I freeze up and my mind goes blank. This sucks... If I could just be in a setting, I am comfortable in then, I might feel a little better. Instead of feeling judged every second of every day. Sorry, I am just rambling I will leave it here. Sorry, I am a mess.