Thinking, thinking, thinking, overthinking... my mind just does not shut up. It just does not... no I do not know why. I have been so tired and numb lately. I cannot feel anything. I mainly feel numb at school or out in public. When I am alone, I cry. Everyone keeps trying to make me feel bad. They told me to choose Ben and now they are asking me what is wrong with them, but nothing is... They just make me feel so bad... even Riley... heh this sucks. Why do I care so much...? I sometimes hate my personality trait... I care to much for other people that I do not really care for myself like I should... I do not really take care of myself.