Everything will be okay right? That is what everyone says. I do not feel like everything will be okay. It sucks when you love someone you cannot have... I do not even know why it is affecting me so much Lol... Why am I so in love with him when he does not want anything to do with me? He lied to me... But why does my heart want him so bad... when he does not want me. I feel so stupid! I listened to my heart despite what everyone else said. I am never going to do that again... I do not deserve this. I do not feel like I am strong everyone might think I am, but I am not. I do not feel it. I feel weak and stupid. This is the first and last time I will listen to my heart. I cannot believe my heart lead me to the wrong person. It is funny... Does it make you feel stronger or powerful to make me hurt? Do you feel so much better about yourself? I actually felt a connection... you did not... But you still decided to lead me on, kiss me, make me feel special... make me feel like you wanted me as much as I wanted you. I guess I won the "I love you more" fight. But everything will be okay right? That is what everyone says... but I am pretty sure I lost all my hope in love... But "everything will be okay"