I take everything too seriously. Like when he looks at me a certain way, or smiles, even tries to make conversation, I feel special. I take it as a sign for some reason that he likes me or, feels something. He might but for all we know he is just being friendly, but I like that too. He is so handsome... it is insane. And his heart is so pure and perfect... but one little problem... he does not want me back... so why am I still fighting for him? I do not know. He changes his mind 24/7. He wants me, then he does not. It is confusing and should not be worth my time. It is not. I try to take him so seriously or literally by every jester. But I do heh... Do not worry... I am going to like, force myself not to message you no matter how bad I want to. I will make you muss me. Everything you are missing.