You were right... It is toxic... I see it now... I just wish I was not so blind to everything why did he have to say all the right things and do all the right things... why does he have this huge effect on me... why is it that he can hurt me over and over again and I will still come back with open arms? I wish I did not forgive too easily... that is my biggest problem... I am too nice... I will let someone hurt me over and over again, even if I know the relationship is not healthy... I do love him, but I am done fighting for someone who does not show any interest or treats me like crap... you were right when you said I deserve better so right... lol... I should have just listened well... I am completely almost over you I am not going to let you fool me ever again, it is not worth it anymore, toxic is not good. I am over it... goodbye...
Wonder if you will miss me...
Kind of hope you do...
I will always have a little hope...