I do not know what I want anymore... I know I want you... but honestly it is not fair to me. I cannot wait forever. You want me and then you do not. It is like a continuous loop. I do love you, but this is not fair to me... I could wait forever but there will be a day where I do not want to wait anymore. All I get is mixed signals maybe I should just keep my distance for a while. You love to leave me on read anyways. What pisses me off is that you do not like how guys act, certain guys but then you act exactly like them. Ha that makes no sense. You are exactly what you say you do not want to be, but you do not see it... Or you do, but you only care about how you feel instead of trying to come to a solution. You do not want me like you day you do. I do not understand how you can find joy in hurting other people when I have been nothing but there for you. Funny thing is, you are everything I want, I cannot control my emotions when I am with you... All I want is you... all I want is you... all I want is you... why though...