I hate hurting people, but I am going to hurt someone, and I hate hurting people... just he treats me like a princess the other guy only wants things from me... I do not know who to choose... it is hard... maybe I just should not choose any of them... why is it still hard though... Pros and Cons of each might help right?... But I am still having a hard time... I just do not want to hurt any of them. One I have known for three years... Other one I have only known for four months... but even though I have not known him that long, he treats me like a princess... and he makes me feel so much more special and safer... I love him... I am just afraid one of them would turn out like Riley... force me into doing things after a while... nice at the beginning but then turning out mean, not caring, mad at me all the time... I do not want to get hurt again... as much as they do not want to get hurt either... I do not want to hurt anyone either...