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Chapter 9 - Chapter 04.5

Yuki's P.O.V

I look myself in the mirror and guess what...?I'm look like a zombie.I can't sleep last night because I feel irritated because of what Haru says to me.

Do I look like I'm sticking my nose to his business?I just accidentally saw him inside of a blue car with someone guy who is not familiar to me.Does he knows what is the difference between accidentally and incidentally?

I don't know why I feel irritated when I saw that guy.When I'm walking going back to our house,I saw him he's talking to someone on his phone.He didn't notice my presence and I pretend that I didn't notice his presence too.

He's talking to a person who is Agatsuma.The same name that I hear to Haru's lips when I accidentally heard that he's talking to someone.I don't know why but..I can feel that some predictions is forming to my mind.

A prediction that I feel that can help to know about Haru's past.Haru is like a puzzle that you need to solve to know it.Haru will never tell anyone about his past.Seems like Haru don't trust Yuzuru too much.

Yuzuru said that Haru is trembling that is like he's afraid when he see someone who play guitar.He's afraid in the guitar and it like it's a part of his past.

Afraid with the guitar...?That's means that Haru is a musician.The guy last night is someone that Haru may know and it's little familiar to my eyes.But...maybe that person is a part of his past.Haru said to me that he's afraid falling in love with someone again.It's means that in his past he fall in love with someone who break his heart.Guitar...the guy and his fear falling in love with someone.

Does he fall in love with someone in his past...a person that he treasure so much...love so much...trust so much?But...what is the connection of the guitar to that person in Haru's past and to that guy.

"Did you slept well last night,Yuki?"Okaasan ask worriedly when she saw me.

"I'm fine,Okaasan.I used too much gadgets last night."I lie to her so that Oneechan will not but when she will hear the truth.

"Used too much gadgets?Or...thinking someone?"Oneechan ask me while raising her one eyebrow.

She hit me too much there.But...I just smile to her.I don't want her to see me that I'm affected to what she's saying to me.I need to outsmart my Oneechan or else she will know the truth.

If the fear of Haru in seeing a person who's playing guitar is connected to the person he love in past.Does it means that he fell in love with a person who is musician...like him?This is just a little prediction...or just say a guess.If I'm correct to my pred--guess.What is the connection of the guy I saw last night with Haru?

Does he have feelings to Haru?A unrequited love?A love sided?A triangle love?Or...he already had relationship to that person even though he had a relationship to the person in his past?Is Haru is a cheater?

"Yuki...are you okay?You're spacing out while saying Haru."Okaasan said to me when I back to the reality when she tap my shoulder.

"I'm o-okay."I answer before drinking a water.

I saw my food is all gone.So...that's means that I'm still eating while spacing ou--making a guess to Haru's past...?

"What's wrong with you,Bro?"Asumi ask me when he my face that it looks like a problem.

Asumi is like to making fun to the people he know and he didn't know.But...I can trust him because he's respecting my privacy.

"I'm guessing Haru's past because of my curiousity.There's a clue that I've been found.Yuzu said to us that Haru is trembling when he's seeing someone playing guitar then when I talk to Haru that he's afraid falling in love with someone again.Then I saw him inside of a blue car with a guy.The guess that formed to my mind is that Haru had a relationship to that guy I saw with him last night while having a relationship to a person who is musician."I explain to him.

"Then you're saying that Haru is afraid to guitar because that person in his past is break up with him and Haru don't want to remember him?"he ask me.

"Yes...that's right."I casual answer.

"Then Haru is a cheater?"he shockingly ask me then I nodded.

"What are you talking about?"Yuzu ask us in a casual way before drinking the milk that in the glass bottle.

"Nothing...some guy topic."Asumi answer while smiling casually.

A loud sound hear in the whole classroom when Yuzu dropped the glass bottle she's holding.The glass is broken.Yuzu pick the glass make her hand to bleed.

"Haru-chan,do you have tow--HARU-CHAN,WHAT'S HAPPENING?ARE YOU OKAY?"Yuzu shout when she saw Haru trembling in fear while looking to her hands.

"Yuzu,wipe the blood on your hand."I command her and she just nodded even though she's confuse.

"Haru...can you hear me?"I ask him while cupping his cheeks.

Tears start to fall in his blue eyes.His lips is trembling in fear.He's afraid in blood.He's afraid that it's like he hurt someone in his past.

"I killed her...Yuki.I k-killed h-her because...of..."Haru didn't continue what's he's saying when he lose consciousness.

"Your classmate has a fear in blood.He lost consciousness maybe because something on his past happen that he remember."the nurse explained to us.

Did Haru kill someone in his past?I can still see the fear on Haru's face until now.