Haru's POV
"Haru,you direspect your Oneechan.Even your Oneechan do something wrong on you...you don't need to direspect her in front of your classmates."
"So...it's my fault again.So,she's the right...and I'm wrong.Wrong to say about my thoughts?"I coldly ask her.
"No...Haru,but what you did to your Oneechan is wrong.If you want to say your thoughts about your Oneechan talk her to private."
"Wow!Talk her to private?!..but what she did to me is on public."I sarcastically said to her.
"Haru,your Oneechan did the right thing for you.To prevent you from the pain.Haru,your still young and you can find anyone else better than Hi--."I cut her words.
"Find someone else better?You know,Hahaoya.I respect you a lot as my mother who gave birth to me in this existing world.But...you don't even know my pain...so don't talk like you know."
I see that she's on verge of crying.I don't want to hurt my own Hahaoya but...she's protecting Oneechan.It's like I'm the one who was wrong here.I was feeling too much pain and trying to handle it but...they saying a lot of nonsense things.
Protect me from pain?Or...they can't accept me who I'am?I always obeyed them what they want for me but...this is too much.They gave me a pain that I can handle but...it's doesn't mean I deserve this kind of pain.
"Haru...Haru,come back here."Hahaoya called me when I run outside of our house and leaving her.
I heavily breath and stop running.It's look like I run too much because I'm already in front of the convenience store where I always buy snack.I look at the pocket of my jacket and pants if I had money...I don't have enough money that can buy food.
I was about to go when I heard someone call me.I look back and I saw Yuki who's holding two plastic bags that came from the convenience.
"What are you doing here?"he casually ask me.
I remember that he help me ago when I left our classroom after what I said to Oneechan.He never left my side until our music class ended.We came back to the classroom and another gossip became a hot topic to our school.
"I escaped from the house then...it's like I ran too much and I found myself here..."I answer while wiping the cold bullets of sweat on my forehead.
"Do you want come to our house?"he ask me.
I really want to say 'No' but...I'm pretty sure that Hahaoya will lecture me again and Otousan too.I just nod and he smile.
I'm walking in his back and he's walking in front of me.He's carrying the two plastic bags that full of food.
"Do you usually go in the convenience store?"he ask me gazing towards me.
"Yeah...I always go there if I want to eat snack."I casually answer preventing my tone to become cold.
"Hmm...you want to go to our house or to Yuzuru's house?Their house is in front of ours."he ask me again making something on my throat stuck.
"In your house...I don't want disturb Yuzuru."I answer trying not to sound nervous.
He just nod while smiling making me to remove my gaze towards him.I can feel the heat on my cheeks.I simply slap my face so that the heat will subside.
"We're here."he announce while opening the gate.
I casually follow him until we get inside of their house.Their house is simply like ours.It's only two-storey house and the inside is wide.
"You can wear that blue slippers that was on shoe racket."he said before leaving me behind.
I remove my shoes and socks then I wear the blue slippers.It's big to my feet but...it's comfortable.I put my shoes on the shoe racket.I follow where Yuki enter and I see him talking to a lady that has the same age of Hahaoya.
"Ohh...Okaasan,I brought Haru here because he had misunderstanding with his Hahaoya."Yuki said to his Okaasan.
She look at me and then smile genuinely.She looks like Yuki when she smile genuinely.
"Are you going to sleep here,Haru?"his Okaasan ask like she's excited for something.
I want Hahaoya to make her head cool first and I want to controll my feelings first...
"If it's okay to you.I want Hahaoya to cool her head firsy before I'm going back home."I explain while trying to smile in front of her.
"Yeah...it's okay to me.You're going to sleep beside Yuki."
I want to protest but...I'm the one who 's going sleep here tonight only...so,I think that there's nothing wrong with that.
"Okaasan..."Yuki called her mom but seems like she's acting that she cannot hear Yuki.
They left me here in kitchen.I saw that there's a glass of water so...I get it and drink it because my throat wants to drink so badly.
"Are you Yoshida Haruka?"a girl with red hair.
It's look like she's the Oneechan of Yuki.Her hair is short and she had there piercings in her both ears.
"Yeah..."the word that I answer to her question.
"I cannot believe that Yuki described you well.A boy that look like a girl...a boy that has a black hair...a boy that has a pair of blue eyes that saying too much words...a boy that has expressionless face...a boy that has a cold voice."
I can feel a goosebumps when she stare me the way Yuki stare me.She's really the Oneechan of Yuki.
"I remember a girl who's look like you.A girl that has a long black hair and pair of blue eyes,Haru."